JACOB
“That was a fun training session.” Silas, my Gamma says.
“Yes and different.” Ryan, my Beta, says.
“I thought it would be good and fun for the teens,” I say. As we watch the teen leave.
We just had a 2-hour training session or game with a group of teens from age 16 to 18 years old. I want to make them slowly understand a real fight so they are prepared when they shift. So I had them sorted into two groups, one on defense and one on offense. And it is important that they start to learn what it means to be in a battle.
“It is a good idea. Maybe even for the adult warriors.” Silas says.
“Oh, yes. I like that idea.” Ryan says, and I am just about to say I agree when someone calls my name.
“Jacob, darling. You said you would be gone for 2 hours. It has been 3 hours now.” Gianna, my long-term girlfriend, says when she gets here.
“Sorry babe, it turned longer than expected,” I say and kiss her.
“Eww, gross you smell. At least shower.” She says.
“On my way too,” I tell her, grab her, and say.
“Shower with me.” But she just laughed.
“And ruin all this, no thank you.” She says and makes a motion to look at her.
“Fine, I’ll find you soon,” I say, and she leaves.
“I do not know what you see in that girl,” Silas mumbles and Ryan nods in agreement.
“She is strong, and if I need a chosen Luna, she is a good bet. And she is different when we are alone.” I say, knowing I wasn’t completely honest. She is different but not a lot, but Dad and the counsil love her.
“Right. She treats others like crap.” Ryan mumbled quietly, but I heard him.
“Look guys, I am twenty-two and have not found my fated mate, yet I still became Alpha. I have to accept that I won’t find her, that she is most likely dead. Gianna is strong, and I know she is not the warmest person. But I hope she will prove if I mark her and make her my Luna.” I tell them.
“You right, we are sorry, bro. We will support your decision. We are just looking out for you.” Ryan says, and I sigh.
“I know, thank you,” I tell them.
“I better go get a shower.” I sigh and leave for the packhouse.
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My name is Jacob Silverclaw, and I am Twenty-two and the Alpha of the White Moon Pack. I have been Alpha for two years after taking over for my dad, which normally wouldn’t have happened before I would have found my Luna. But unlike other Alphas and most other wolves, I had still not found my mate, and my dad had been Alpha for a long time. He wanted to step back and enjoy time with my mom, Luna, so I became Alpha after a long discussion with our elders. I have done okay without my Luna, and our pack is stronger than ever before, which has kept my Dad and the Elders calm. But they have recently started bugging me about this.
They want me to choose a Mate and make her Luna and justify this by saying I need an heir. And I know I do, but like everyone else, I want to experience the magic of meeting your fated mate.
I have a girlfriend, Gianna. She has been my on-off girlfriend since we were teenagers. But when she was seventeen her parents had to go to another Pack because her mother’s dad had been very ill, so they left. However, she returned shortly after she turned eighteen, telling a story about how the Alphas son had rejected her for not being of a higher rank. I felt sorry for her because her dad had been one of our leading warriors here, but there he was an omega.
Comforting her, I ended up starting our relationship again, and it was not bad, but it was just not what I hoped to get. I mean, she is nice, most of the time, very, very good-looking, sexy as hell. But I did not feel that magic everyone talked about.
And, of course, I had always ensured that she knew if I found my fated mate, it would be the end of our relationship. But that has not happened so far, so now the Elders and my Dad are pushing for me to make Gianna my chosen mate. She said she already had a mate and was rejected, so there was no chance she would miss out on that. We had been together for so long that it seemed silly not to choose her, that she could make me happy and give me heirs.
And to top it off, Dad told her I would choose her as my mate and mark her. That had not made me happy at all. It had pissed me off, and I had a big fight with my dad, where I reminded him about who is Alpha, me not him.
That was almost eight months ago, and she had changed, even I could see that, ordering omegas around and becoming more cold. Ryan and Silas, who have known me all my life, say she has always been like that. I don’t know if that is true. But I do know I want my Luna to have a good heart and be warm, loving, and caring, and right now, she is not even close to that.
I stand in the shower, closing my eyes, imagining what my fated mate would look like, and in my mind she is beautiful. Long blonde hair and blue eyes, tough but at the same time soft, and a body worth a goddess. I get hard just thinking about it, as I have many times before.
I start taking care of this problem while I see her in my mind, imagining how hot she would look from behind while I thrust hard into her.
I get pulled from my thoughts when I feel a hand grab me, starting to stroke me, and I look down to see Gianna naked on her knees. I don’t say a word, but she doesn’t need me to, and she begins giving me a blow job, and she doesn’t stop till I come down her throat.
When she is done, I step out of the shower, grabbing my towel to dry up. Gianna is right behind me, running her hand down my back.
“You taste so good.” She moans, but I don’t answer.
“I told you I would find you after my shower,” I tell her. And yes I know I am an ass right now, but my thought is one big conflict right now.
“I know, but I wanted to surprise you, and I really, really want you right now.” She says in a moan, trying to sound sexy.
“I am sorry, Gianna, but I don’t have time right now. The training took longer than expected. And I have a meeting later, so I only have time for us to eat together.” I tell her.
“But I already ate, and I’m here naked.” She whines.
“But I haven’t, and I am hungry. But it’s okay, you can go do something with your friends, and I will see you tonight.” I tell her to go find some jeans and a shirt.
“Why are you so cold? Did I do something wrong? Is that why you're mad at me?” She whines. And I turn to look at her, to see her looking mad at me, and I sigh.
“No, baby, I’m not mad. You have done nothing wrong. I am just busy.” I tell her and walk over to her, holding her chin and kissing her.
“Fine, I will see you tonight then.” She whines and begins to take her clothes on again.
“Thank you, Baby, I really need to go. See you later,” I say and leave the room.
JACOB I leave my floor in the packhouse and go down to the main floor, where my office here at the pack is. Going into my office, I see Dad and one of the Elders waiting for me, and they look like they are tired of waiting.“That was about time!” Dad greets me.“I am sorry, training took longer than expected, and I had to shower, and I have yet to eat,” I tell them.“It is okay, Alpha. You are here now.” Elder Stan says.“What can I do for you?” I ask.“You can make Gianna your mate and Luna,” Dad says.“Former Alpha Alan, please remember it is our Alpha you talk to,” Stan says, and Dad looks annoyed.“He might be Alpha, but he is still my son, and he knows he needs to put the pack first,” Dad says.“Of course, he knows because you taught him well, but taking a chosen mate is not easy. Alpha or not.” Stan says.“Thank you, Elder Stan. I know you all want me to choose Gianna, but I can feel in my heart that my mate will be here soon.” I try to explain.“I feel it, and I see her. When
FREYAIt had been many days, and there was not a lot of food left, the men were getting frustrated, and many had already spent time in the boats, together with the shield maidens. Also, Leif had gotten frustrated, and to my horror, Dad had told him to do what he needed, which meant using me for his pleasure.I felt disgusting, not because it happened in full sight for all to watch, as we Vikings don’t care about that. No, it was because I didn’t want it. I didn’t want him. And yet I was about to belong to him, so Dad saw no problem with Leif using me.This was not how I had imagined my first time with a man, yes this was my first time because no man would touch me, because of the curse.I am sitting at the front looking out over the sea, I know everyone hopes to see land very soon. I am feeling sore because Leif was not exactly gentle with me. When the rumors had said he was a brutal man, they had all been confirmed. He didn’t finish inside when he did it but made me take him into my
JACOB Ryan, Silas, and I walked into the forest and shifted into our wolves. Both Ryan and Silas are gray wolves, and I am black, but unlike most wolves, my eyes don’t look the same in my wolf form, and my eyes are red. Some say it will change when I find my fated mate, so I guess now it will never change.‘You are quiet, Alpha, everything alright?” Ryan asks.‘Yeah, the king putting pressure on me to get a mate and Luna. That’s why his daughter was sent here. Her first mate died, and they wanted me to consider her. But now she is Silas mate I thank the goddess I don’t have to, but I still need a luna. So I will make Gianna my mate and Luna in three months.’ I sigh in the mindlink and feel their sadness on my behalf.‘Sorry, man.’ Silas starts, but I stop him.‘No, don’t be. I wasn’t going to use the Princess, it's too risky when I was not her fated second chance. I could kill her. But you, she won’t feel the same pain or grief as if it had been me. So I am happy for you and her.’ I
FREYA A Shockwave of electricity or something flickering flew through my body when my hand touched the black wolf, and I pulled my hand away.“I am so sorry,” I whisper, looking at the wolf, but it doesn’t seem to have felt anything, because he just sits there looking at me.I slowly move my hand close until I touch him again, and the soft electricity returns. But it doesn’t hurt, and it doesn’t look like the wolf feels it, so I don’t move my hand again. Instead, I softly scratch his head and ears, and surprisingly he starts purring as if he were a cat, making me laugh a little.“Who knew a big, dangerous wolf could be so gentle,” I whisper.He whips his head to the side and looks at me, then lies on the ground, and I sit down. Letting my hands run through his black fur. And he just lay there with closed eyes.“I hope my Dad and the others make some fast agreements with whoever lives around here. Then he, Leif, and many others will leave again.” I say.“I thought being left here woul
JACOB I am standing under my shower waking up after only a few hours of sleep. I couldn’t fall asleep last night, and for most of the night, I was thinking about my mate and saw her beautiful face in my mind. Gianna came, and she tried to get in, but I had locked my door and pretended to be sleeping, and eventually, she gave up and left.I had already called and requested a phone meeting with the king and was told he would have time at 10.15 AM. That was in 30 minutes, so I had a good time still and took the time to wake up properly. When I turned off the water, I could hear someone at the door again, and I knew it was Gianna.I dry myself and get dressed in jeans and a shirt, and now I hear another voice, Ryan.“Why else would the door be locked.” I hear Gianna complain.“I swear, he does not have a girl in there. He properly just needed some peace. There are strangers on our land, in case you forgot.” Ryan says.“Yeah, right, I bet it is that princess!” She says, sounding like she
JACOB I am waiting for my Dad, Gianna, and Elder Stan, and I Don’t have to wait long for Gianna, who I’m sure was waiting just outside.“Jacob, I knew you would tell me to come in,” she says, trying to sit on me, but I stop her.“Dad and elder Stan are joining us, so sit on the couch,” I tell her, and she huffs but do as I tell her. Just the thought of her touching me makes my skin crawl. And thankfully it does not take long before Dad and Stan are here, and sitting in the chairs.“Why did you call us here,” Dad asked me.“Is it about the strangers?” Stan ask.“Sort of, but it is not what you think,” I say.“Then explain.” Dad command.“Well, first of all. I know you lied and manipulated me, I talked with the king, and he is mildly said pissed off that you would use his daughter who is grieving. And that you told me that he the king, would remove me if I did not choose a mate. And you knew very well I would never risk the princess's life, so you used her to make me choose Gianna, did
JACOBRyan, Silas, and I are walking through the forest towards the forest with five warriors behind us. And I am in my own thoughts, thinking about my mate, of course. I feel like a teenage boy who has gotten brave enough to invite the girl he likes out for the first time.“We here,” Ryan says and after we step just outside the forest we stop.There is a lot of activity in the camp when they see us and many of them come out of their tents to look. After a while, I saw a big man coming out of a tent with two other men, including her, my mate. He points to some of the men, and they move to stand outside the camp, and then he, the two men, and my mate start walking up here.She looks beautiful in pants made of some sort of skin and her top, too. Her hair is partly braided, partly hanging free. She walks confidently next to the man I think is the leader, and it's sexy as hell, and I have a hard time taking my eyes off her. Before I look at the leader, my eyes catch hers, and for a second
FREYAThe three men had just left, and we were walking back to the camp so that Dad could tell everyone the news. The farmers that had gone with us were talking about the lands and were excited to begin. Me? I was walking in silence, thinking about the man Jacob. I had never seen someone like him, and he was so handsome in dark black skin pants and a shirt that sat so close I could see all his muscles. He was tall and strong. When he spoke, you knew right away that he was their leader.I had the urge to touch him so badly, as if I felt something pulling me to him, and when I looked into his eyes, I wanted to drown in them. His eyes had the most beautiful ash-grey blueish color, and his smell, gosh, I wanted to faint. Why was I so attracted to this man? Attracted doesn’t even somehow cover it. It feels more like my entire being needs him.I asked my head, and I could not think like this. I have no right to, and I probably have a woman and kids at home. No, I had to push these thoughts