Asher
3 months later…
I let the window of my car down and took a deep breath. The air felt fresh, immediately bringing in a sense of familiarity with it. It has been months since I have been away from home because of my training at the BlackRiver pack in Spain. It was an integral rule for an Alpha to train at another pack to gain more knowledge and experience that was needed to fit the role.
The past eight months have been great, and it was amazing training at BlackRiver. But I was so glad to be back home, GrayCrest.
“It’s good to have you back, brother,” I whirled my head around and Noah gave me a smile. He was my elder brother and one of those saints who didn’t belong in this cruel world.
“It’s good to be back,” I agreed.
"The pack is eager to greet you. And so are Rose and Cora."I smiled, realizing how long it has been since I saw my family. The two women Noah mentioned were my brothers' mates. Rose was Noah's mate and Cora was my eldest brother, Logan's mate. Together they had a two-year-old son, Theo, while the former couple had an adorable little girl, Aurora. As for me...
“You are the one without a mate,” Mac, my wolf grimaced.
Yeah, I was the one without a mate. A fleeting memory crossed through my mind, but I quickly dismissed it. I was happy without a mate because I just do not believe in the concept. The whole thing makes life complicated. And I hate complications with a passion. As an Alpha, I already have plenty.
"So, met anyone special back at BlackRiver?” Noah raised a brow. I knew he must have been dying to ask this from the moment he picked me up.
“I came back alone, didn’t I?” I retorted.
“So, no one?” He sounded disappointed.
“I had my fair share of fun, as always,” I replied disinterestedly. “Spanish women are stunning.”
“Not stunning enough to entice you into making one of them your Luna?”
“No,”
“Asher, you are twenty-six now. You have to find a mate. Your position can be challenged without a Luna, you know that right?”
“I come back after eight months and that’s all you got?” I scowled.
“Alright, sorry,” he raised his left arm in defense. “Welcome back home. It did not feel the same without you,” I was about to retort but got lost in nostalgia as the enormous iron gates opened, revealing the smooth, circular drive through the forested area. The Alpha House and the pack were tucked further uphill, and it was one of the most stunning places to be, surrounded by the beautiful Adirondack mountains.
“Everyone is gathered in the living room to welcome you,” Noah said, pulling outside the garage. “You go ahead, I will park and be there with you,” I nodded and climbed out, immediately greeted with the scent of fall and home. It was just another day at the pack, I realized, as I jogged towards the Alpha house while glancing around and taking everything in.
The omegas were busy at work. The warriors were training. I spotted Eli, my best friend, and the Delta of the pack, training the younger boys who were yet to shift. He waved at me and mindlinked: “See you in a bit!”
“Oh, fuck!” The strong yet feminine voice distracted me from responding, and I blinked as something, no, someone, crashed straight into my chest. But it wasn’t the impact that caught my attention.
It was THE scent.
It was so extremely heady and potent that it made all my senses go numb for a second. But after that, it felt like the world came crashing down on me. My body started heating, my heart suddenly pounding furiously in my chest while a tremor curled down my spine. My wolf stirred, pushing me to move back and find the owner of that scent.
Blood rushed through my veins like a dam-gate opening as I peered down and blinked at the piercing blue eyes that gazed up at me. And right at that moment, time stopped, the world froze, and everything went to a standstill. All I could focus on at that moment was her. It was like everything disappeared, and it was her…and that scent.
“Mate,” Mac whispered, a tremor rolling down my spine again. “My…mate…”
I froze, and she froze and nothing seemed to make sense as we stood and stared at each other, eyes wide while shock erupted through my system.
“Ah, you guys met already,” It was Noah’s voice, somewhere behind me. “Ash, this is our new warrior and sworn guard for Cora and Rose…Ivyanka,”
I blinked and so did she, and the next word that rolled through her tongue brought back a long, lost memory buried deep in my mind. From shock, her eyes narrowed into slits as she shot me a dark scowl and hissed…
“You!”
Ivy “Mate,” Silver, my wolf, mumbled, giving me goosebumps all over as I aimlessly stared at the man in front of me. “Oh my, that’s him again!” He was tall, very tall, with dark eyes that seemed to pierce through my soul. His extremely sharp face was covered in a stubble paired with a shock of unruly, unkempt curly dark hair. And beneath his fitted white T-shirt, sticking to his body like glue, I could already see the fine line of muscles and abs and tattoos peeking out from the deep v-neck. He wore a diamond stud in his right ear and there was a piercing on his left eyebrow as well. “Asher!” Alpha Noah called, strolling over to us while the two of us stared at each other like robots. Shock was an understatement for what I felt at the moment. Especially after knowing who this man was. This was Alpha Asher Gray, the youngest Alpha of GrayCrest, one of the most powerful packs in the world. This was…my mate. And a man I met very briefly a long time ago. The more I focused on him, t
Asher What were the odds that in the whole freaking world and after spending eight fucking months in an unknown pack filled with hordes of female wolves… I found my mate right in my home? My mate… I was already starting to feel nauseous. This was so not my thing. I had next to no interest in finding a mate. I loved women. That was not the point. But only as long as my cock was nestled inside them, and they were moaning my name. That was all, nothing more. Matebond meant love…and love wasn’t my thing. I don’t believe in this whole concept of two people being randomly bound by some unseen bond. That’s forced. Fuck no. I DO NOT want a mate. And especially not this one with her smart mouth. Who was this woman, even? Where did she come from? And how in hell was she the same woman whom I ran into in a club almost two years ago? “She is,” Mac confirmed. “It’s her… I will never forget the scent. There is no scent like hers!" Oh fuck. Approximately two years ago, I was on my usual club
Ivy“No, I will not reject him!” I wasn’t sure if I heard my wolf right. Did she just refuse to reject this asshole?“What?” I mumbled. “What did you say?”“I will not reject him. I get to have a say on this too and I want my mate! It’s been so long and I had almost given up the idea of ever finding one. And now here he is and you know I have longed for him. I am not giving him up…no. I want a mate!” Silver retorted, sounding petulant.“Even if he is an asshole like that? Silver…he ran away from us, remember? Remember the way we felt? That intense feeling, the longing and how crazy it drove us? How could you accept a man like that? He’s a freaking coward,” I protested.“I know, but he admitted it…it was a mistake. And mistakes happen. You didn’t try to stop him either, did you?” “I was shocked!”“So was he…”“Stop this nonsense right away,” Alpha Joseph grimaced, shooting a glare at his son. “The whole pack is
Ivy My mind wasn’t ready to process this. There was a reason I came to GrayCrest. There was a mission I needed to accomplish. And there was no way I could afford to fail. The stakes were too high. I have lost most of my family, watched them die right in front of my eyes. My father was my only family now, and his life hung in the balance that I was holding. One little slip and everything will fall apart. What Killian wanted from me, I wasn’t sure of that yet. All I knew, as of now, was that I was kind of acting as his spy here. I needed to keep an eye on the pack, on every little thing, and report it back to him when he asks for it. Ask how? I wasn’t sure of that either. Did I think it was going to be easy? No, of course not. Regardless, I was prepared to face whatever comes my way. I was an Alpha's daughter and a warrior by blood. There wasn’t much that scared me. But I think I gave myself too much credit too fast. Because now I was scared. GrayCrest was the last place I ever exp
Asher This was fucked up on a whole other level. “You are being unreasonable,” Mac said flatly as I stormed into my room and slammed the door shut. “Just accept it. You have a mate now. How long do you think you can run? Isn’t it pretty clear you can’t? It’s fate, Ash. Otherwise, you won’t run into her again. Mates are for life, just accept it. She is the one for you.” “Shut up! Shut up!” I growled, my mind spiraling. I just…I had no idea how to process this. That night when I ran into Ivy, I wasn’t ready. I wasn’t in my senses and out of no fucking where I had a mate. My mind was so fogged, those sudden hits of emotions weren’t something I could handle. My reflexes made me turn and run for my life. I was scared. I was so damn scared for whatever reason. Maybe it wasn’t the obvious reaction when you find your mate, but this was me and that was exactly how I felt. And still do. I wasn’t ready for a mate. “It isn’t a big deal,” Mac assured me. “Just let her in, and you will see h
Ivy I stared at the clear water of the small pond built within the pack, fighting the urge to cry. This was one of those intense moments where I just wanted to run away. Weren't things hard enough? Did this whole mess with Asher have to happen? A mate was the last thing I needed at the moment. And a mate who was literally the Alpha of the pack. Like it or not, that made me the Luna of GrayCrest, the very pack I was betraying. It was a sin of the greatest degree, but I had no choice. Didn’t the moon goddess have enough already? Why did she have to do this to me now? “Maybe a mate was exactly what you needed at the moment?” Silver offered. “No!” I grimaced. “This will make everything worse, Silver. If I accept Asher, I would have to marry him and accept his mark and once we have the mindlink, it will be impossible for me to do whatever Killian needs me to do. My every thought will be privy to him and if he finds out why exactly I am here and the lies I told to Alpha Noah and Logan…it
IvyThe lake house was at the far end of the endless forest that stretched out around the GrayCrest territory. The lake was beautiful, stretching out as far as eyes could see, and built on its bank was a pretty wooden lake house. As Eli told me, it was recently rebuilt because the old one was burned down in an accident not too long ago. Whatever it was, it was a pretty and peaceful place, which I would often visit when there wasn’t any training or anything else to do.But it looked far from peaceful at the moment.The thundering music could be heard all the way to the primary perimeter, that is the area closest to the pack house, and the lake house was near the final perimeter, which was at the very end. As we got closer, I could hear a lot of noises, people shouting and whistling, those annoying lights they have at the clubs and, of course, the stench of alcohol. It immediately repulsed me, not because of the alc
AsherPanic. That was the first emotion I felt. It hit me like a damn wrecking ball. My reflexes were on overdrive, already knowing what the next step ought to be. I pushed the blonde away and dashed towards the lake almost within the split second of the splashing sound that echoed around, piercing through the thundering music. I caught a glimpse of her from the corner of my eye as she stood there, sipping beer or something. I had every mind to ignore her and keep up with the blonde and her relentless moans as we groped at each other.But of course, with her standing merely a few feet away, it almost felt like I was a teenage junkie kissing for the first time, not sure what to do. I couldn’t even feel anything. And the moment her scream reached me and I spotted her toppling headfirst into the cold, dark water of the lake, everything, just everything, went to hell. My heart almost lurched into my mouth with fear, m