58 I failed my mate

Klaus

My life was turning into havoc, the more I tried to make it simple, the more it became complicated.

I had tried so hard to win my mate back and the very day she showed me a sign that she was trying to trust me again, Amber brought a holocaust into our lives.

I didn’t know where I was going, or what I was doing. I had lost track of my actions and emotions. Every inch of me was suffering in agony though my feet were following my mother who seemed content.

Was it possible to blank out from your memories even when you weren’t drunk?

Enough.

I closed my eyes and put all my energy into calling out to Todd. Only he could tell me what exactly happened that night. There was no way my hands could ever touch another woman, my brain couldn’t even think of someone else than my mate.

When every boy of my age was banging any chick he could find, I was saving myself for my mate. No Alpha ever waited for his mate to have sex with her. Alphas were notorious for fucking around and beddin