Chapter 41

Days passed by in a blur. Even though I was grateful for Carson. His presence, his touch, his love. I was going insane without Jamie.

“Come back to bed, it’s 4:30 in the morning,” Carson said with a groan.

A heavy sigh left my lips before I moved back under the covers. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw it happening all over again. How Smith marked his in front of me. Her screams.

The sudden rush of tingles moved down my arm. “You need to sleep,” he whispered.

The way his warm breath moved over my bare skin made something wake up. A smile formed on my lips when I felt his hand slowly moving to my aching c*ck.

A moan left my lips when he wrapped his hand around it, stroking it up and down.

I grabbed his wrists at the next second and placed them above his head while my lips found his. It took me every bit of restraint not to flip him over and thrust inside him.

When Gideon heard my thoughts, he took over and flipped Carson on his stomach while he grabbed the lube from the bedside