12 - Regret Is Everyone's Bitch

~Sawyer’s Point of View~

*We need to talk,* Drake said, over-mind link.

*No, we don’t,* I said, trying to speak to Dane about where I was gonna live now.

In just a matter of hours I was losing my home, my territory and my job essentially. I’d still be an Alpha but it was far too dangerous for me to be next to Venom with a female. Even if we mated it wouldn’t matter. They have tried to take mated females before.

The pack will likely send me south where nothing fucking happens. I was furious but I knew it was pointless to argue. I really didn’t even know the lands and borders down there. I’d always been on the Venom lines, where the worst shit happens.

My men depend on me, I fight alongside them everytime. What’ll happen if they need me and I’m not there? I couldn’t live with myself, I already had enough nightmares about my failures.

I got busy speaking with Patrick, one of the lead guardians and I didn’t notice that Drake went to speak to Lola. But once Remy caught them together