Wesly Every time I think I have a handle on who Bella is, she throws me a curve. She wanted me to give her a job. Lidnesy had been just fine with having the omega's wait on her hand and foot. I had thought that when I told her she could only be my packhouse maid, she would have changed her tune, but she didn't. She had smiled at me instead and thanked me. Which is now an image I can't get out of my head. She was even more beautiful with a smile on her face. Though I barge into her room any time I please, it would help close the gap between us considerably to know that she actually wanted my presence. 'Why don't you ask her?' Kota suggested. 'No one has to know you actually give her any say so over her own life.' 'She doesn't have any say so.' I reminded him. I rolled my eyes at my wolf. I get to warrior training to find Jake and Lee have already begun the warm-up. That was good. I have some new strategies I want them to practice. We can get straight into it. I wanted us to
Annabella "He or she is very active this morning." Cindy told me with a broad smile. I could easily see the motion inside her belly with the pups' kicks. "I'd say so!" I said as I returned her smile. "Does it hurt?" I asked her curiously. "Not exactly a hurt, I feel the pressure of the movement for sure. I have an appointment with Doctor Stephens this morning for an ultrasound. Do you want to come with me?" I would actually love to, but I know I can't. "I can't." I tell her, dropping my eyes. "I have a lot to do this morning." She looks at me like she's knows I am not telling her the whole truth but leaves my room without asking any more questions. I sighed in relief. I couldn't tell her Wesly wouldn't allow me to leave the Alpha floor. I knew he wouldn't like me airing his business. I had just gotten a bit of freedom, and I wasn't about to lose it by telling his pack too much. I am actually ready to start the job he'd given me. I am not the type of person who likes to be
Wesley 'Talk about turning tail and run.' Kota says to me. 'I am not in the mood, Kota!' 'Keep your gloating to yourself.' I warned, like there was anything I could do to shut him up. 'Seeing you suffer dose not bring me any pleasure Wesly, satisfaction, yes. You did, however, get yourself into this mess. You can't lie to me either. I know you are attracted to her beyond the fact that she will eventually give you an heir. Why not take this time to actually get to know her.' 'You are just full of suggestions, aren't you?' I shoot back at him. 'I am. If she is going to be the mother of your pup or pups, don't you want to know her? You can't continue to run from her either way.' I sometimes hate that Kota and I share the same space. I am, in fact, now envious of my damn pillows for getting Bella's attention! It is very appealing to me to know she is attracted by my scent. I sure as hell get caught up in her sweet jasmine and peach aroma. The Honeysuckle, which only seems to p
Wesly We glare at each other as we eat our dinner in silence. My eyes are constantly drifting between her neck and her lips. I can't decide which one I want to taste more. Maybe I will have some of both. She notices me staring at her, with indecision, and she smiles at me as if she knew what I was thinking. Which only fueled my temper. When we are done, I start to clear the table. Then I remember she should be doing something besides irritating me. I stop and sit down again. "Clean it up." I say to her coldly. "Put the tray in the hall!" She gets up and obediently does as I ask. I do not like the way I perceive her to be flaunting herself in front of me. So I swipe one of the dishes off of the table. It hits the floor and shatters into a million pieces. She she opens her mouth to complain, I am sure, I shake my finger in her face. "No talking, more cleaning." I say as I gain my feet and leave the room to get some clean clothes for the shower I have now decided she is going to
Annabella "It's a boy!" I exclaimed, excited as Cindy showed me her sonogram. She had tears in her eyes. "Lee is going to be so excited." She said. "He says it doesn't matter, but what man doesn't want a boy the first time." "I am so happy for you both." I told her now, tearing up myself. "I can't wait to meet him." "It won't be long before you and Alpha Wesly will be welcoming your own pup." She says to me, clapping her hands. "Our babies will grow up together." That took the wind right out of my sails. At this point, I am certain Wesly will question its perternaty, like he does everything else about me. "Maybe so." I tell her not wanting to piss on her parade. "I have to go!" She tells me. "I haven't even told Lee." I give her a big hug and wish her good luck. I am truly sick and tired of Wesly using me for his personal yoyo, though. As they say, if you want something to play with, go by yourself a toy. Which I certainly am not. I decided that tonight when he came to
Wesly "Alpha George was nice enough to send me on a vacation, Daddy." She said with a sigh. I had my hand on the door knob to Bella's room, I heard her voice, so of course, I had to easdrop before entering. It only took a moment for me to realize she was on the phone with her father. I find she is pacing the floor, with tears in her eyes. I dont have any experience with dementia nor the effects it has on one's mind. However, I can clearly see the effect it has on the loved one. I sit down at the desk and patiently wait for her to get done. She needed to change my bandage, and I had a little surprise for her as well. Every since she'd told me she wanted a tattoo, I have been thinking about letting her get one. Of my choosing, of course. I have already made the appointment for her with my tat-man this evening. I redesigned my wolf's head for her. I had to scale it down considerably. I drew the wolf with more feminine features and longer fur. Her eyes are the same light blue as
Annabella Cindy came in shortly after Wesly left to have morning coffee with me. It has sort of become our daily routine. I removed the drawing Wesly had done for me out of the drawer and handed it to her. Her eyes went wide as she looked at it. "Alpha Wesly drew this, didn't he?" She asked me, admiring my wolf. "He did. How did you know? We are going this evening to have me marked, I guess, in a way." I told her with a sigh. "I'd say so." She said, winking at me. My face must have said, 'I don't get it'. "This is the Alpha's tattoo. It's a little different, but still, it's definitely the same design." I took the paper from her hand and examined it more closely. I don't know why I hadn't made the connection before. Perhaps it was sitting in his lap or quiet, possibly his moth on my neck. But she was right minus the flaming red eyes and bared teeth. And the fact that my wolf is obviously a female. Why would he want such a personal detail of himself on me? "Can I ask you so
Wesly Did she not know she looked beautiful in anything? Come to think of it, I've never seen Bella in anything other than jeans and a warn to death t-shirt. I have never considered that was all she had. I could remedy that issue, but not before 7 tonight. I head off to warrior training with an excitement I haven't felt in a long while, maybe ever. I never really dated much. We get straight into it, I am impressed by the speed and accuracy in which my warriors are picking up the new defensive moves. I am proud of them for their efforts. I am siked as I shout instructions and guidance to them. Jake is studying me closely. He has never seen me be this positively involved. Probably, because it's a first for the both of us. I call the first heat and give the warriors a break to recoup. Also a first, I took a seat in the shade and opened the water bottle he handed me. Jake sits down beside me and opens his own cold bottle. I am waiting for him to question me. Instead, he sits quietl
Charlie So Alpha Wesly has gotten himself a Trentity. I spotted her as soon as they stepped out of the pack house. The word was Alpha Brett had recently purchased a Trentity. It would be an awful big coincidence if they had both managed to find one. I didn't think that was the case at all. It was more likely they were the same. I hadn't doubted Lidnesy when she'd told me the Alpha had a new toy. That would explain, in part, why he had rejected her. We all assumed she would be the Luna of Born Moon Rising. She was indeed a whore, though. Maybe the Alpha had found out about the men she entertained while she wasn't entertaining him. I liked Lindsey's idea of us taking over the pack. I had no problem killing the Alpha or any other of his warriors who challenged me. I also knew Alpha Brett would pay a hefty bounty for the Trentity. There was no sense in wasting the opportunity. I would indeed take her out of the packhouse straight to Alpha Brett's, that is. If I could have a go at
Annabella 'Get up, my girl.' I say to myself. I know wallowing in my self-pity isn't going to help the situation. I put on another t-shirt, get my spray bottle and towels, and get back to it. I see Wesly out the window coming across the yard. I know he is coming back inside the packhouse. My heart drops to my feet. I frantically look around for some cover. Who am I kidding? There is nowhere I can hide from him. I sigh heavily and sit down on the bed to wait for him. I am wondering if I am about to get Dr. Jekyll or Mr. Hyde. When he bursts in, I can't tell by the look on his face. I swallowed hard against the lump forming in my throat. He seems to be fighting himself about closing the distance between us. "What is my name?" He asked me. He didn't sound like himself. His eyes were hazy as well. I had never seen him like this. "Wesly." I squeak weakly at him. "Get up." He says to me after a few tense moments. I am hesitant, but do as he asks. I lift my chin defiantly and st
Wesly 'The next time she tells you no, and you don't stop, it will be the last hard-on you ever get, Wesly.' Kota promises me. I don't even argue with him. I know he is right. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me! Even more unpleasant than the spasms my wolf sent to my groin was hearing Bella call my name with such desperation. I knew the first and only time she'd called me Wesly. I wanted my name to always be on her lips. But NOT because she was begging me to stop hurting her, though. New rule: 'Alpha' is no longer allowed to be used to address me! I went to my man cave. I popped the top on a cold beer and went at my punching bag hard. I hadn't meant to hurt Bella. There had been no need for me to use force on her. That's what upsets me most. I knew she would submit to me sexually. It wasn't that long ago she gave herself to me, except I was too stupid to accept the gift she offered. 'You can not manhandle her as you have other women.' Kota tells me. 'She is inexperien
Annabella Wesly hadn't stayed long this morning when he'd brought my breakfast. He'd just drank his breakfast from my neck and left. I sank back down onto my bed and buried my face in my hands. After last night, I couldn't say I was upset by his hasty exit. From what Cindy had told me, I had assumed we were in a monogamous relationship at least. Seeing Lidnesy with her hands all over Wesly had ripped a whole inside of me. I believe he knew it. That's why he'd done it in front of me. It was part of my punishment, I suppose. Then, to add insult to injury, he'd made me clean up after their lovemaking. I guess that answers my question of what if she came back. What still confuses me is why she can't give him a pup. I suppose it is possible that she can't have pups. I have heard of females who were infertile and had to have a sergeant to carry a pup to term for her. I would not do it! The thought of that woman being the hand that rocks the cradle of MY child makes my blood boil! I w
Lidnesy Wesly has definitely slipped off of the deep end! I had thought he was going to attack me. I won't be doing that again with his crazy ass. I have other ways of getting what I want. Now I know for sure how to go about it as well. Wesly has feelings for his 'maid'. Strong ones! Enough for him to put his wolf on her chest. I never thought I would see the day. MANY times, I have had his damn eyes rolling back in his head. Still, he's never wanted to brand me with his signature mark. Nor has he ever called out my name before, during, or after, our lovemaking. I had every intention of using this newfound information to my advantage. And I knew exactly the right man for the job of helping me. Once we had Wesley and his new play toy out of the way, he and I would rule Born Moon together. I was going to get my title with or without Wesly Harris! I took a good look around to make sure I wasn't being watched. Then, I headed to the warriors' packhouse. "Charlie." I purred seducti
Wesly I would have to be blind not to know the effect it is having on Bella seeing me with Lidnesy. That's the only reason why we are entertaining our ex's advances. The ever resistance loving Alpha thinks Bella and Kota need to know she has no hold on me whatsoever. However, the dormant no more and equally stubborn isolated romantic, Wesly insists that she does. I'd intended to put an end to it once and for all! Kota gives me a warning growl as I allow Lidnesy to slide her hands inside my shirt. I ignored him as I bent my head and took her mouth forcefully. Her lips may have been ready, but mine weren't willing. Lidnesy kisses felt worthless to me, perhaps because I also knew they were very public. Bella only had my kiss on her sweet lips. I wanted to pull her away from me. I already knew Lidnesy's touch had been stagnant to me for a long time. Perhaps because I knew I wasn't the only recipient. They were just unwanted pressure on my chest. Bella's touch had that fire behind it
Lidnesy I'm back! I know Wesly hadn't really meant to reject me. He was just being a bitch that day. He gets bitchy a lot of days. I have put up with his damn attitude and crazy whims a lot more than any other woman would have. To have it all be for naught? I dont think so. He owes me big for the 2 years I put up with his ass. I thought when I'd burst into his office with Liam, his jealousy would have been sparked. I hadn't thought he would agree so easily to another man having me. Truth be told, a lot of his warriors have had me. Still, he should have apologized and taken me back immediately. I gotta admit that stung a little. He probably would have done just that if Jake hadn't been there. I know how Alpha's have to put a brave front on for their pack. I thought It was best to give him a little while to cool off and rethink his decision. Nevertheless, I am back to claim what is mine. I hope he didn't think he was getting away from me that easily. Wesly may be a hard ass,
Wsely I already felt as low down as I probably ever have before in my life. I have done some unsavory things over my years but, usually the person on the receiving end deserved what they got. Bella, however, had not done anything to deserve what I did to her. Kota is right, I am an unimaginable bastard. Because of my self-loathing, I hadn't even bothered her last night. This morning, I came in with our breakfast and the intention of apologizing to her. That was until I'd seen the ugly bruises I left on her neck. Now, 'I am sorry for being an ass' just doesn't seem worth saying to her. She already knows this. I sighed heavily as I sat down the tray. My insides suddenly feel as tangled up as an old string of lights. She doesn't stop making her bed or even glance up at me to acknowledge my presence. What do I expect? "Good morning, Bella." I finally say to her. "Good morning, Alpha." She returned shortly. I see that she has not inspected the contents of the boxes I had Jessica
Annabella This is the first time Wesly has ever really hurt me, physically anyway. He has gotten carried away from time to time, in his drawing of my blood. This morning, however, had been intentional. Once he leaves my room, I can't stop the tears that begin to flow. I throw myself back down into bed and sob into my pillow. I hadn't even touched him, only his jeans. I know that he was punishing me because he believes I somehow betrayed him. I didn't even know he existed before a few weeks ago. And I am sure I will never know anything of his past except what Cindy has told me. It's definitely a huge double standard. How can he hold something I had no control over against me? I wish I knew what James's lying ass told him. I guess it doesn't matter if I knew it wouldn't change how Wesly's mind is set. I know now that I have to behave. Any thoughts I may have had about us having anything more than an owner-owniee relationship are no more. I don't intend to give him any reason to p