Chapter 14

As I sat on my bed I couldn't help but think about what Heidi had said earlier. As a form of punishment the wolves hunted girls. In that moment, I decided that I had to find out about the hunts that the wolves did. Was it only as a punishment? Or did they do them for other occasions as well? Is that why no girls ever came back home?

Suddenly I realized why the girls here were the way they were. These girls would constantly be living in a constant state of fight or flight. That meant that these girls would have emotional damage from the constant emotional stress they would be living with every day. I had to finally admit to myself what I had been fighting all day, living here in this place was going to destroy me like it had done to them.  What if it reached a point where I felt the only option I had was to take my own life because I didn't want to live any longer? But if I did that, would Alpha Cole see that as me not fulfilling my part of the sacrifice? Would he then hu