The day I have been dreading has finally arrived the day I decide the fate of all my employees, I don’t know what to do, I can’t fire them because they are the best in the business, and I can’t let them off with a warning because that will make me look weak and I don’t want that. I face my biggest challenge and I’m not prepared for it.
I'm nervous because I just don’t know what I'm going to say to them and that’s not the difficult part of this thing; the difficult part is getting in there and delivering the most terrifying yet influential speech, how do you do that without scaring people away? I'm so conflicted and I'm never been this confused.
I'm in the middle of breakfast; Charles and Damien have left for work. While enjoying my fruit salad with yoghurt, the room goes icy cold and the hairs on my body stand. I at once know what’s happening.
‘Xander James Forsythe, you are a disappointment he says in disgust. I know he is right behind me, but I won’t turn to look at him.
“I’m doing my best father,” I reply, the chair suddenly turns, and I come face to face with my worst nightmare, the man that raised me, the ghost in my life, my father, Desmond Forsythe.
His pale blue eyes meet mine and I close my eyes and open them again to adjust to the image in front of me. His massively built body and pale skin frighten the living daylights out of me. Six foot six is tall and I'm only six foot two, I'm quite insignificant compared to my dad. His jet-black hair only adds to his frightening persona.
‘You're getting weak boy,’ he says shaking his head.
“I'm sorry father,” I say bowing my head.
‘All you have to do is do as you're told, and you fail to do it. Fire them and get new workers,” he says, I look at him ready to protest but something stops me.
“How do you know?” I ask instead.
‘Xander, I know. And please get that filthy whore out of your head,’ he says sternly it sounded more like a warning.
“Stop dad,” I beg, hoping he doesn’t go any further.
‘You like the whore, don’t you? Have you forgotten everything I've taught you? This woman will destroy you, she already has, and you’ve been too busy focusing on her body that you’ve forgotten your duties as the heir to my empire.’ he yells.
“I know dad and I'm sorry, she won’t be a distraction anymore, I promise,” I say quickly.
“Good, you better be careful son, I'm watching you. One more mistake and I’ll be dragging you to your grave,’ he says coldly and before I could answer he was gone.
Fucking hell, I'm screwed…
I quickly gather my thoughts and finish my breakfast; I grab my things and make my way out of the house. I got into my car and drove off. The drive is agonizingly long for some odd reason without Charles with me. When I drive in the guard at the gate calls bodyguards to escort me into the building, upon arrival at my office door I spot Charles and he smiles at me, and I already know he’s going to light up my day.
“Thank you, boys, for escorting my weak-willed brother,” Charles says, they all laugh quietly, and I growl, rolling my eyes.
“Charles,” I warn.
“Yes Xander,” he replies sassily, I turn to look at him and he at once gives me that don’t you dare look.
“Any meetings?” I asked with a smile.
“Boys you're excused,” Charles waves them off and they leave, “Uhm, you do, you have a meeting with Nathan from TechOne, Justin from Universal Music and a surprise call later in the day.”
“Surprise call?” I say I don’t like surprises, so I feel anxious at once. We walked into my office, and I put my stuff on the table and turned to face him.
“Yes, and I won’t tell you who, but you’ll be surprised,” Charles says with a smirk.
Gosh, the suspense…
“I really hate you,” I mumble to myself
“Likewise, James,” he winks and leaves my office.
I take my suit jacket off and hang it over my chair; I take my iPad and disks out, along with my laptop and begin the day’s work.
At about 11:14 my phone rings, at once find it a South African number but I don’t know who it is, fearing the worst I call Charles to answer it.
“Xander seriously, you're so annoying,” he groans and puts the phone against his ear.
“Hello this is Mr Martinez, this is Mr Forsythe’s phone who am I speaking to?” he says, his eyes light up and he puts the phone on the loudspeaker.
“Oh, Miss Mthethwa, how may I help you?” he asks politely.
“I just wanted to speak to Mr Forsythe,” my eyes widened at the sound of her voice; it was the most beautiful thing I had ever heard. Angelic, soft, and sweet, it gave me goosebumps.
“He’s not in at the moment; I’ll ask him to call you back,” Charles replies with a smirk.
“Thank you, Mr Martinez,” she says, and I know she’s smiling on the other end; I can see it and hear it.
“No problem,” he smiles.
“Have a lovely day,” and she cuts the phone, I continue to stare at the phone as my mind drifts into a world unknown where it’s only me and her on the beach whispering sweet things into each other’s ears and we are…
“Andy!” Charles yells and I shake my head and look at him.
“Where are you daydreaming about her?” he asks with a smirk.
“Uh no I was not; I was just thinking about how I'm not going to call her back,” I lie, and I walk to my chair.
“Xander, you're falling in love,” he says crossing his arms.
“No, no, I'm not. Father would kill me if he was,” I say annoyed with myself and Charles.
“Xander stops being a bummer, there is nothing wrong with being in love,” Charles says sitting on the desk.
There is everything wrong with it
I could not fall in love; I didn’t want to; my father would drag me to my grave. I can’t let him down. I sit down on my chair and sigh; this is not good, not good at all.
Pull yourself together Xander…
“I'm not in love with the girl; it would be wasted time on a worthless woman,” I reply and then the guilt sets in.
“Xander, you do not speak about women like that. The only reason you and I are here is because of our mothers,” Charles says angrily.
“I am grateful for that I am, but my mother was a whore,” I shoot back.
“That doesn’t matter, you and your father need to get over what your mother did,” he says loudly.
“She hurt my father and me,”
“Stop being such a baby and let it go, you're a grown man and you can think for yourself, what if your mom had her reasons or what if your dad lied” Charles yells.
“My father would never lie,” I say defending the honour of my father.
“Of course, he wouldn’t,” he replies sarcastically, “And FYI I can see right through you. I know you, Xander, remember that.”
He gets up and leaves my office banging the door behind him.
Goddamn, why does he have to be right all the time?
I hate it when he’s right, it makes me feel stupid. I lay my head on my arms and sigh, what the hell am I going to do? What if my dad had lied to me why would he? What would have given him the reason to lie like that, I don’t understand it, and it just doesn’t make sense. Charles was trying to reel me up and said some things he shouldn’t have.
The first half of my day ends quickly and it’s time for lunch. I know everyone is waiting for me because I told Charles to announce to have everyone in the cafeteria.
I make my way down the cafeteria and as I step in the atmosphere changes, everyone is scared, and fear is lingering in the room, and it gives me a confidence boost.
“Good morning,” I greet them, and they all mumble back.
“So, it has come to my attention that people are unhappy in my company. If you’d like to resign, please do so but just bear in mind that you will have a criminal record I own most of the businesses in this entire country and it's quite difficult to get a job with a criminal record. Would anyone like to resign?”
Dead silence and fear are still lingering in the air; just cowering in fear.
“Okay good, now if it ever happens again, you will all end up in jail or on the street, understood?”
“Yes sir,” Charles yells from the back of the room.
“Proceed,” I say, and I walk to the fridge and open it, taking out my chicken salad and bottle of water. I call Charles who is busy having a conversation with Damien and his fellow bodyguard friends, Charles, and the men, he could turn all men gay if he wanted to, he just feels bad that the female population won’t be able to create more men and women, you could always get a surrogate.
I should get one.
Charles walks over to me and I can tell he is angry.
“What?!” he whispers harshly.
“Kiss your man goodbye, we have work to do,” I say, he groans and goes back to his lover and kisses him, “Have you forgotten to follow the rules, Charles?”
He looks at me and smirks; I internally roll my eyes and walk back to my office. Charles follows behind me and I can hear him humming. How does he do it? Stay so happy all the time even when I’m being a complete dick, and yes, I do admit that I can be a dick sometimes.
We walk into my office, and he closes the door behind him, and I go ahead to walk to my desk, and I place my food down.
“So, what do you need love?” he asks cheerfully, as he sits down on the chair across from mine.
“I have to fly to South Africa to meet Miss Mthethwa, I forgot that I had written it down in my book,” I say, placing my jacket over my chair.
“Okay?” he says questioningly.
“What?” I ask sitting down.
“So, you want to go see Nikiwe?” he asks with a grin. My eyes widen.
Ah, crap…
“No, not really, maybe, arg I don’t know,” I groan in frustration.
“Aww Andy, you really are falling in love,” he coos.
“No, I'm not Charles! Dad is already angry with me,” I say running my hand through my hair. He looks at me and his face goes from sympathy to one cold look.
“Xander, get yourself together and do it quickly. I am not dealing with that part of your life again,” he says with pain laced in his voice.
And once again Charles Dante was right…
“Xander James Forsythe,” Charles yells from downstairs. “I’m coming Dante, just chill, beauty does not make itself,” I yell back as I fix my hair in front of the mirror. “I swear to god you're gay sometimes or bisexual” he laughs. “Shut up,” I say as I walk down the stairs, “You're the gay one Charles” “Xander tell me something I don’t know and hurry up we’re going to be late for our flight, Damien is already in the car,” he says as he walks to the door. “I know Charles,” I roll my eyes and make my way out of the house; Charles turns on the alarm system and locks the door. I walk to the car and can see that Damien is glued to his phone in the backseat. I’m sure he is playing the new game Pokémon Go; I’m making billions with that game. I jump in and he gives me a warm smile and looks back at his phone. “Pokémon Go?” I ask; he doesn’t look up at me. “Yep, it’s fucking addictive,” he says with a childish grin. “I know Dame, I know,” I chuckle. “How many have you found?” he asks,
As we make our way to Abraham’s Incorporated in Sandton City, Charles, and Damien cannot stop talking about just how amazing this meeting is going to be. Coming up with crazy scenarios of how I’m going to react, all of them end up with her pregnant. At this very moment I am upset with her, why were there rumours of a merge? Hopefully, it is just the public making assumptions for her sake but nonetheless, I am still upset with her and in all honesty, scared too. I didn’t want to meet her, after seeing those pictures that day, I haven’t been the same, that’s all I see, in my head and my dreams, I hate her. “Uh, Xander, you’re thinking out loud,” Charles says to me worriedly. “There is nothing to be scared about Xander, you’ll be fine,” Damien says. “I am not scared,” “Dude, you’re angry and somehow terrified of the woman, she is way better than you and I mean if she – ouch!” Charles says, and Damien gives his lover a looking of warning. “What? I’m being honest,” Charles says. “May
The next morning, I was somehow in a good mood, nothing could get me down today, not even Charles and his little antics. I got out of bed and go straight downstairs; Charles is sleeping on the couch, which is odd because I could have sworn, I left him in his room last night and Charles made a vow a few years to never sleep on the couch and he hasn’t until now. I walk over to the couch and tap his shoulder and whisper his name, he doesn’t respond. “Charles,” I call out. “Charles?” I call out again, a little louder. “Dante!” I yell, he jumps and looks around before his eyes land on me and he lies back down and groans in frustration. “What is wrong?” he asks groggily, rubbing his eyes. “What are you doing on the couch?” I ask, his face falls and I immediately can tell that something is wrong. He sits up straight on the couch and I jump over the couch and sit beside him, preparing for a dramatic sob story. “Damien ditched me last night,” That doesn’t sound like Damien. “Why?” I ask
Damien – ‘Xander, be nice, be a gentleman and show some respect.’ Damien and I are texting each other in the car because our little agreement cannot be known to Charles because once he’s involved the whole world will know. ‘I’ll try, I text back. ‘Don’t try, DO! Or you’ll be dealing with Charles,’ he texts. ‘FINE’ ‘Good, then you’ll find.’ I look up and smile at him and smile back. The car stops, and the nerves immediately set in, my palms are sweaty, and my mind is racing, I want this to work, for me to get over my hate for women and maybe learn to be civil with them. I step out of the car and put my suit jacket on. “Relax Xander, you’ll be okay,” Damien whispers to me. “I hope so,” I whisper back, Damien takes my briefcase and I put my phone in my suit pocket. Charles steps out, walks over to me and fixes my collar. “Charles, please stop,” I ask, I hate it when he moms me in public and for no reason. “You have to look good, to feel good,” he says, “And PS I want those c
After dinner with Aiden, we decided to watch a movie. I’m lying on top of him, ear to his chest, listening to the sound of his heartbeat. He shifts beneath me, and I look up at him and as soon as our eyes meet, our lips follow suit. Aiden moves his hand to my cheek and strokes it with his thumb, deepening the kiss, his tongue slips into my mouth and I moan, but he pulls away just as I beginning to enjoy it. “God, I missed you,” he says kissing my lips. “Work has been so stressful without you,” he kisses me again. I had missed him too, the way he held me, kissed me, and just made me feel special, there was no man like him, he has always been the one for me. “I missed you too,” I say, we both sit up and he signals for us to take upstairs to his room, and I nod my head, in one movement he swoops me into his arms and carries me bridal styles up the stairs, “You have no idea
We arrive at the office on time and walk to the reception and I am told to head up to Miss Abraham’s office, thank the heavens that the slutty receptionist was here today, we walk to the elevator and press the up button. “Xander, does you being in a good mood means that your period is finally over right?” Charles snickers. I sigh, “Ha-ha, very funny Dante,” I reply, the door opens, and we step inside. “Charles, what did we talk about?” Charles huffs, “No teasing Xander,” I turn my head and look at Charles, “Look who’s finally become the submissive,” “Shut it, James,” he mumbles. “I think someone needs a spanking,” I tease. Earning a chuckle from Damien, the elevator doors open, and we walk down the hallway to Miss Abraham’s office, just as we are about to arrive, Aiden comes walking out looking flushed
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Xander “Dude, come one, what’s wrong?” Damien asks for the 100th time. “As I said, I do not want to talk about it,” I reply, looking out the window. “Did she crack a male joke that threatened your masculinity?” Charles asks. “No,” “Did she touch your stuff?” Damien asks, “She nosy?” “No.” “Hungry?” “No.” “Then what the fuck is it Xander?” they all yell. Ring, ring. Thank you, Lord, for your timing. “Hello?” “Hello, this is Chantel speaking,” “Chantel, hi, how are you?” “I’m good, look, I’m just going to cut straight to the point, I know what you saw with Miss Abrahams, and I’d like to apologize on their behalf,” “What are