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CHAPTER 26:A DAY OF SORROW AND DESPAIR
I wake with the feeling of dread and sadness. The dread of the day ahead and the sadness of all the hope that I have lost,now that he is gone. He's gone-It feels weird even thinking about it. I'm grieving for him I guess.Perhaps I should have been smart enough to grieve for my Father after the accident instead of all this time later.
I shouldn't have had hope!!
As I looked at myself in the mirror,I tucked a curly lock of hair behind my ear.Today is the day of the funeral,the day I burry my Father.I couldn't bare the thought of saying goodbye to him..Just like I did my Mother.
The door to my bedroom opened slightly more than it already was,and Jeremy's face came into view."We have to um-be at the church in twenty. Are you ready to go?"His voice was low and sweet,not at all what I was used to.
I nodded my head at him in
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