VANESSAI SAT IN MY HOSPITAL ROOM ALONE...Thinking about what happened tonight was traumatising my mind. I was replaying it over and over again, trying to imagine what I could've done differently. What could I have done to change this outcome?I don't know!Michael is dead. Good riddance I guess. I don't know what is the correct way to feel right now, happy that he's gone maybe? I can move on with life and I don't have to worry about seeing him again. His death... The way it happened. It shouldn't have happened like that. He was on his knees, I shot him and he was down in the dirt bleeding. The police were coming... it was already over. Why did he pull that trigger? The door to my hospital room burst open and Alex rushed towards me pulling me into a tight embrace."Oh my God! Thank god you're safe. We were all so worried about you."Alex interrupted my thoughts taking me by surprise. Now I have to find the words to speak when all I wanted to do was forget."I'm okay, so survived."I
VANESSA"I'll be back soon."I told him and kissed him before leaving his hospital room. As I walked the corridor my phone buzzed with incoming texts into the group chat between Alex, Natasha and I. "How is the patient?"Alex asked. He's checking up on me for the third time since he left me earlier. "The patient is sick of being a patient. I'd rather be at home."I replied as I walked. Home... Where is that? It's not the apartment that I live alone in. Is it the Austin Mansion? I don't know anymore."Vanessa..."I heard Ava call me and I stopped walking and turned around. She walked towards me with a smile so I tucked my phone away to be respectful."I'll walk you back to your room, Darling.""Oh okay."I replied and we walked down the corridor towards the elevator. We talked the entire way about Jeremy and what happened to him at the opera house. By the sounds of it, she got a fright seeing her son that way. "How are you feeling... I mean really feeling?"She asked."You don't have to hi
We were pronounced Husband and wife and I could tell by the look on his face that he wasn't happy about that.It would be Newsflash to him that I wasn't either.I didn't want to be married to any man,especially not JEREMY AUSTIN!!The man that I will now call my husband,I have only met twice. Today being one of those times.I know very little about him, only what I've seen online and what I've seen left a sour taste in my mouth.My new Husband was a WHORE, who slept around with whoever offered themselves to him.Going by what I've seen and heard, a lot of people were happy to offer themselves to Jeremy for one night of pleasure.A cock made by the God's so some people say, the man is just one big cock in my opinion.Jeremy is an arrogant billionaire that thinks he's better than everyone else around him. He doesn't have a nice bone in his body, just looking at him makes me want to cower into a ball.From what I know, he runs a successful c
I'm sure most available woman in the room were looking up at the top table, admiring the handsome Billionaire that was sitting next to me.A glance or two in my direction as I sat in the expensive white wedding gown that he had paid for, even in the dress it was clear we weren't from the same worlds.Amongst the rich I felt like an Alien, it wasn't a life I was used to.I was used to suffering and pain, working my butt off to make ends meet so my Brother could go to college and be the Doctor he's always wanted to be.Going it alone was a struggle,that's when Tom Austin came along and gave me an out.Today I married his son,not for Love like I had always planned but for money instead.There isn't a woman on earth who is ashamed of herself more than I am.I've married him now,committed myself to a year long lie of being his Mrs Austin."Ness,I should get back.I've got a
I'm an Austin now which means I could no longer work at Trix Bar,the bar that I've been working at for years.My hope was to continue working there so I wouldn't have to take much from the Austin's,but I understand that it isn't really proper.Wife of a Billionaire,pouring pints and wiping down tables it's not a believable story.I still had my job at the Gym at least.I teach Ballet on Mondays and Thursdays to cute little kids that want to learn how to dance.Fridays I teach Couples Ballroom classes,that's where I met Tom actually but that's a story for another day.Ballet is my life,it's something that's been a part of me ever since my Mother gave me a pair of Ballet slippers when I was five years old.As a young girl I dreamed of making it big,teaching young girls my skills in my own ballet studio.At the age of 22 I was pushing myself hard in Dance school,to be the
It's been less than a week of Marriage to Jeremy Austin,yet we haven't had a single civil conversation.I don't see much of him,he doesn't like me so he's trying to avoid me as much as possible. Jeremy comes home at odd hours,leaving a mess of Empty Scotch glasses and Bottles in his wake.The Guy is clearly an alcoholic that needs help,but it's none of my business.The door to the studio opened and I turned around with a fright.Thankfully it was only Tom,but I was still surprised but delighted to see his face."Tom,Hi.""Hi,Darling."Tom crossed the studio towards me,and pulled me into a hug."It's been a few days,How are you doing?""I'm fine..I'm good."I was lying of course.Today was the day and I was a wreck,I'm surprised I made it through class."You don't have to hide your feelings from me,Darling. I had parents..I know what you're going through. I came to pick you up just like we planned."
Standing at my Mother's grave holding a bouquet of Daffodils in my hand,I felt the unbearable sadness looking back at the crazy night that took her from us.I never would have thought that at such a young age,Finley and I would be without parents to care for us.We weren't little kids that needed our Mom and Dad to tuck us in at night,but we still needed them all the same.I wish things were different!!I wish we knew who did this to us,who ruined our family by running that stop sign.The person responsible for this is a coward and a killer,who needs to own up to their actions."Life is cruel."I muttered,as I placed the Daffodils down on my Mother's grave."Our parents wouldn't want you to hold on to that anger,Ness.It's been a year,we need to move forward and try to be happy."My brother is a
JEREMYFucking Parents!!I love my Mother,but she's putting me in an awkward position and I wasn't happy about it.Lunch at her house just the four of us,including my arranged wife.I sighed in agitation,as I leaned back against the kitchen island with my arms folded across my chest. I was contemplating telling them that she couldn't make it. But I know my Mother,she will ask me a million questions and I'll never hear the end of it."Fuck!!"Three to Four hours of fake bullshit,I couldn't bare it.Vanessa was good at playing the doting Daughter in law,too good actually. Fucking Bite the Bullet and make her go,get her up out of bed.It was almo