Fuck my head. I grabbed hold of it.
It felt like it was on fire. Thump.Thump.Thump. FUCK! I wanted to scream and roll up in a ball and stay that way until my head stopped hurting.This fucking hurts.How much did I drink last night?All I remember was having a couple of shots of whisky with the boys and me and Scottie and his cousin James went out to watch hot chicks fight in a ring with tight-ass shorts and tight sports bras. That was when I remember seeing the blonde sexy girl I slept with a month ago. Then Jaze was going crazy, saying, find a mate! Over and over again in my head.
Then I was looking for her when I stopped close to the ring. And the girl I slept with is my mate. I stared up at her. But she knew who I was. I saw her face even though she had a mask on. I looked into her eyes. That was all I needed to know. She knew. She freaking knew we were mates.I got up and started getting the sleep out of my eyes. Then, finally, I climbed out of bed.Damn, that was a crazy dream. Did I see the girl I met at Jake's and Emilia Lakehouse a month ago last night at the fight? Well, tap it off. She was the fighter. She was hot. They call her Daisywoods! I felt my chest feel with joy and pride. I was thinking about her having my last name. The last time I thought about someone like this was Ashely- No, don't think about that heartless bitch.She hurt you, remember! So my inner voice told me. Stop thinking about her. She hates you, and you hate her. Keep telling yourself that. But somehow, I can't get her out of my head for whatever reason. She is always there. When I ever try to forget her. I can't so, I hide by teasing and making fun of her in front of everyone around us every time I can. I can't show weakness, and I will not be like my father. I will never let a woman hurt me like my mom did my dad ever again. My father is a great man. He just found a mate was a slut. She left us when I was thirteen years old. That was the year I was going to ask out Ashely.Ever since she left, my dad has been awful. He goes to work like everybody, and it's normal. But when he comes home. He is a different person. He locks himself in his room with a bottle in one hand and my mother's picture in the next. I can hear him crying and his wolf howling in pain. I am afraid my father doesn't stop it. I am going to lose him. I can't lose my dad. So, he needs to find his mate. I don't think my mother was his mate? Maybe it was a mistake. "But if it were a mistake, you wouldn't be here," and he would say and mess up my hair with a smile on his face and tears in his eyes."Yeah, dad, but you wouldn't be in so much pain because of her?" I told him with anger inside myself.Well, it's time to get out of bed and get ready for school.Once I was done getting ready for school. I walked into the kitchenMorning dad," I saw my father sitting at the kitchen table drinking his coffee and eating his eggs. He gets him his phone on the table. I saw a picture of him and me and her when I was thirteen years old. I wanted to smash it! I wanted to break that phone with her crooked smile on there staring at me. But I just looked away."Hey, good morning, son," He said with a smile on his face.Did you sleep well?" he asked me. I can see he didn't sleep at all again.But he still gets up and makes us breakfast and goes to work with a fake smile on his face." Yeah, I did; thanks for asking dad," I tell him. Then I asked him." Did you sleep well too, dad?" I say.He just looks down at his eggs. He didn't want to tell me. But I knew he wasn't sleeping for the last couple of years, correct. So he sleeps but not like the rest of us do.Yeah, son. I am sleeping well." He tells me with a lie. But I didn't call him out on it. I just grabbed some eggs, sausage, bacon, pancake, biscuits, and toast. Yeah, we have a big breakfast; what you expect were werewolves. I thought."Okay, well, after you eat. I have to tell some good news." He said, smiling at me. I saw something different in him after six years before my mother left us.Sure, dad, I told him.After I was done eating. I got up and started helping my dad with the dishes. So, we both started washing the dishes. I started to dry the dishes when my father told me something." I mate, my second-time mate," He tells me, not missing a beat with so much excitement. So that when I dropped the dish on the counter. Thank God the plate I had in my hand didn't break. I turned toward my dad and gave him a big hug." I am so happy for you, dad," I tell him. So, when am I going to meet my new mom?" I asked him to joy for my dad."Thanks, son," He says and pats me on the back." You met her soon, and she is here later tonight. Will you help me cook and clean the house? I want to make sure everything goes right." Can you help me, son?" He was telling me and asking at the same time.I never disrespect him. I always had a great relationship with my father. SO, if he knew I was bullying his best friend, daughter, and neighbor, he would be so angry at me. I would probably be disowned for what I have been doing to Ashely. She is the only one I bully. Others I am friendly to. I have never been mean and bullied anyone in my life until with Ashely. Well, it's not bullying if she deserves it right. So I was trying to make it out; it was her fault that I was bullying her.Well, I am happy for you; dad," I can't wait to meet her, and I be home to help you," Don't worry, we'll make this work." I promise to be on my best behavior." So I told him with one more smile and hug.Okay, I am so lucky for a son like you," he tells me with tears in his eyes. I felt so awful. I am not a good son. As a matter of fact, I am opposite from good. I am not. I don't want to be like her.My mother is so evil she loves to watch people in pain and hurt them. She got a cold heart, and I don't want to be like her.Your not, Jaze says. I didn't reply.I just walked out of the door from the kitchen." Remember to be here at six after football practice; okay, I love you, have a good day at school," I heard my dad say.Yeah, sure, I love you too, dad,"I left and went to my front door. I opened it and walked out.Once I got to my truck. I opened up my door. I got in. I looked down at my phone and started plugging the cord in my truck into my radio.I was in the middle of finding a song. I heard the door shut across from me. I saw Ashely Williams walking down her sidewalk towards her old ugly, beat-up BMW she got for her sixteen birthday.I know I was there. She didn't invite me, but I sneaked into her party. I saw her parents surprise her with the car at the end of the night. I saw a big smile on her face when she saw her mom behind the wheel. I remember I was jealous that night of her. Because she has her mom there, she didn't cheat on her dad and didn't spend time with her like my mom didn't. Her mom didn't tell her she didn't love her and said, you're a mistake like my mom did when I was thirteen years.
I wanted to be here for one day. I would have my mom back, would love my dad and me. But that was stupid, and it will never come true.Back in the present...When I was in my daydream about when she got that ugly ass car.I saw her stop at her car. She unlocked it. Then I saw her stop and turn her head towards me. I saw her eyes go big, and she looked like she saw a ghost. What is up with that? I asked myself. Then I thought of something. Then it hit me. She was not looking like she had seen a ghost. Is she looking at me like she knows something but what?Well, we broke eye contact, and she got in her car in a hurry like she wanted to get out of here. So, I kept my eyes on her until I saw her back out and drive down the road. That was when I started my truck, pulled out of my driveway, and drove to school. Oh, this will be an encounter today, I thought with a sinister grin on my face. It's time to play with my favorite prey.Ashely P.O.V.I was at my locker, trying to get it open and grab my first-period Math book for class. I knew who was behind me. I felt his eyes on me. So why can't he just leave me alone or treat me like a freaking human?I am tired of being treated like nothing and dirt from him. He needs to stop. My heart can't held it to anyone.I feel like I am dying since I find out I am his mate, and he has no idea it's me from the party and last night.I wonder if I told him I was the girl that night and last night outside in the parking lot?But I knew he would think I was lying or pull me off and put me down.So, I decided not to tell him or anyone else. I am going to just keep low and away from Jayson. I know it's going to be hard because he is my mate.Oh, I want to crawl in a hole and hide until this is all over. But I can't. I am not that same shy and quiet girl; everyone teases me.I am not going back there. No way. I worked too hard to be what I became. I was tired of being the weak gi
Ashely P.O.V.Once I was inside my first-period class. I was sitting down, minding my own business, when I felt someone hit the back of my chair.What the hell, I thought. I looked back behind me. I saw the devil. Damn him; why does he have to sit behind me? Hey crazy," I heard him say so close to my ear. I felt the heat, and I licked my lips to stop going into heat around him."Mate, we need mate," I heard Envy inside my mind saying.No! We can't let him know it's us," I told her back.But he's going to find out soon, Ashely," We can't hide our scent from him forever, you know." She tells me, annoyed.I know, okay, until then, I need to make sure he doesn't find it out us yet." I am not ready," I tell her.Oh, okay, I hope you know what you're doing," she tells me.Okay, we got that over; I need to go back in reality and class." I tell her.Sure, shrugs her head. She was saying okay."Hey, I am talking to you, darling," I heard his smug voice say again. But now he's closer. Why is h
(Preview)I heard someone walking closer towards me. I can't see who it is. But I already know who it is.Once I saw him step in the light from the tiny little window down in the old classroom where I like to go sometimes.There is never anyone down here. So, I like to come down here on my own time. So, I could paint and draw on my art pad.But as you can see now, I have company! I am so nervous because it's him."Leave! Now." I am not up for company," I told him."I don't think so, sweetheart," he said with a smug know-it-all with a smart-ass attitude.Well, I scream!" I told him."Don't come near me," I told him with force in my voice.I keep hearing him closer. I can't see him. Not until I felt his breath on my face. That when I heard him say made my body heat up. I know it was you that night at the party?" I heard him say. I gasped, and that was when I started to panic.Oh God, he knows! I wanted to run.Present:Ashely P.O.V.Oh, God.Oh no!I thought.Oh, God, he just told me
Jayson P.O.V.What the fuck is wrong with me. Why did I keep trying to get Ashely's attention? I don't want her, hell, I don't like her.Why am I still trying to talk to her? But still, I am sitting behind her in Math class. We are in Miss Holand's classroom. She is a beautiful woman in her mid 20's. Well, she and I had something for a little bit. But she was just a toy. Once I had her a couple of times. So,now, I am done, having my fun with her.Now, I am looking for better things. So, it's time to move on.So, I see Miss. Holand is staring over at me. I saw her lick her lips, trying to get me to pay attention to her. I rolled my eyes.Give me a break! I guess she didn't realize I didn't want her.I been there and done that. She is not a very pleasing lover. She didn't move, or you know the rest.She was trying to look sexy. But she's doesn't do anything for me anymore. I am a child on Christmas once I open up my presents. I don't want to play anymore. So, I kept my eyes on Ashely
Ashely P.O.V.Oh my god, Jayson is kissing me. Yeah, he kissed you before, remember? My inner voice said. I know, but I was the mystery girl before he kissed me, not me.What I was trying to say is. I mean his kissing me as Ashely, the girl he hates and bullies. That's what I meant. That was what I was going to say.Oh, okay. My inner voice said.I tried to get my mind around it that he was kissing me.But wow, I never thought he would kiss me as me.I can feel my body heating up. I wonder if he can feel my hot lips on his because I think about his lips on mine every night when I go to bed.I know it sounds crazy, but I can't help how I feel about him now. My body is on fire every time I am near him. I wonder if he can feel the heat coming off my body.My cheeks are so red thinking about him in a sexual way.Oh, God, I need to calm down; I felt my core throbbed between my thighs.I am so, turn on, but we need to stop this before he finds out who I am. So, I am not ready for him to
Ashely P.O.V.I am sitting in the lunchroom; here comes Jayson and his buddies came over and sat with us at our table. Well, I knew Avery would want her mates to sit with her. But does Jayson have to go over here and sit right beside me?So, I tried to ignore him and eat my lunch. I am hungry. So, I picked up my pizza again. But I couldn't eat my pizza because of Jayson. He wouldn't leave me alone.I try to eat my pizza in peace when suddenly, Jayson places his hand on top of my leg. I didn't know what to do, but I froze with the pizza in the air in my hand. I felt my body shiver, and I didn't want to look over toward him because he would know I cared what he was doing to me.First, I felt him moving up under my skirt. Then, I felt him taking his fingers rubbing close in between my thigh. Oh, God, he does know it was me? Oh, my God, he does, I was asking myself. Maybe he doesn't. Perhaps he is just trying to get under my skin.Well, we just made out. That's when I remember we were
Ashely P.O.V.After a couple of minutes, we pulled up to this dirt road. I am trying to remember where he is taking me. I am looking around to see what I can memorize, so I know I can remember once my car stops and when he gets out of the vehicle. I would hurry up and climb over to the driver's seat, and then I start the car up and drive away. So, by the time he knows what's going on. I would be driving down the road before he had the idea I took off. So, I am just thinking to myself about the plan I have. But I do hope it works. But before, I had it all planned out of what I was going to do. He opened the front door and got out, and walked around the car, and he already got my door open and got me over his shoulders. That was when I realized I was too slow with my plan. Shoot, I had thought. But, now, I am not going to get out of this. So, now I am hanging over his shoulders, watching his ass and feet that he is walking away from my car. The only way I get out of this place. Right
Jayson P.O.V.Fuck! I want more of her. I licked my lips, walking away from her. I had to come back here because my father called me to tell me my coach was looking for me.If I didn't come to today's practice, I could be sitting on the bench. But, I didn't want that to happen because I worked all my life getting this far to play for this football team to help me get into the University of Notre Dame, one of the top best football teams in America. But then again, I wanted to go back to her and bend her over the car, and well, if I finished the words in my head, I knew I would march back there and fuck her brains out. But I knew if I didn't calm down, I couldn't run around, and I could not go to practice with a fucking hard-on. A few Seconds Later...I made it in time for practice. So, I am getting dressed in my jersey, pants, and pads in the locker room. Next, I am putting on my cleats. Once I was done, I grabbed my helmet, and I was ready for a long hard practice. I know I will be