My first time

TRIGGER WARNING:

Hannah's POV

I tried moving away from him but he pulled me close with a groan. I instantly stood up from the bed. "I need to use the bathroom" I pointed to the en suite but he quickly stood up and held my waist.

"No you don't, you'll get cold and I know you don't" he whispered. His hands trailed down to my àss. He was too close to me. Anxiety, that's what I'm feeling.

He lean down to my neck and lay a kiss on it. My stomach turned in excitement. I started to shake and squeak at the same time. He stopped and looked at me. "Have you not been touched before?" He asked, I'm not gonna answer that question. "Cupcake, how was your first time of sèx?" He asked.

I went silent. "I don't know" I whispered as I felt my tears waling up.

"What do you mean by you don't know?" He asked. I couldn't even look at him. He grabbed my chin so our eyes couldn't meet. "Fûck" he cursed.

"It was my birthday party, my mom and dad had gone for a trip. I had this best friend that her brother had