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17TH HEARTBEAT
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The Badboy's Heartbeat 18TH HEARTBEAT
JORDI ADKINSOh boy, was it undoubtedly worthy saying yes to Xavier’s simple favor. He just wanted to talk and yes, the reason why I’m not initially willing to budge in was because I detested him that much. I didn’t realize that me waking up in bed with him fully naked would eventually change the course of our relationship. He just admitted to me that he liked kissing me and should I be flattered? Am I a good kisser even though I’m aware that he’s the only person I’ve kissed so far? Should I feel like I’m a special person for that?Xavier motherfucking Rockwell have had the biggest character curve ball in less than a month and I’m super gagged to the core. One day he was just beating the shit out of me and the next thing I know; he was begging for a kiss. Isn’t that wild? It is really wild and to think that what happened earlier was like some sort of a freaky Friday but it’s on Tuesday was unbelievable.It took me more than three hours before drowsiness visited me and that’s mostly be
The Badboy's Heartbeat 19TH HEARTBEAT
JORDI ADKINSXavier’s smile was just bright as the sunshine. I wasn’t expecting that such serene curve hanging on his quite dashy face would make me go insane on the inside. His eyes seemed like they were glistening and his overall aura brought a different energy to the table.I have never seen him like this but yes, I secretly admired him and the seemingly drastic changes. I love that a simple conversation without any certain malice would bring out this bright and friendly looking Xavier.“Xavier!” Jane’s voice echoed subsequently pulling me back to reality.“Ahem... Yeah, that seat’s not taken.” I could feel my chest pumping faster like I’ve been running for quite a mile. I tried to be calm.“Thank you.” Xavier gently placed Billie right next to Jane’s very own bag of flour.“Awww, your baby looked cuuutee.” Jane squealed the instant she saw the face drawn on Billie. “Did you draw that Xavier?”“Yes, I did.”“Yes, he did.” Xavier and I both replied in unison.“Ooookay?” Jane gave us
The Badboy's Heartbeat 20TH HEARTBEAT
JORDI ADKINSWhatever happened to the hate that I have amassed for Xavier was slowly being drained by his simple apology. And somehow the weirdest part of this plot twist was all me becoming weak on my knees around Xavier when I’m clearly aware that it’s not healthy. Whoever thinks that being all sort of forgiving towards the person who bullied them for quite a long time is an insane person. That’s exactly me, I am an insane person and honestly, I’m okay with it. This seemed to be leading to something that would change the course of my life and to be perfectly blunt with myself, I’m ready for an adventure.I just don’t have any idea if Jane and Nikki would really understand me. Maybe they’re okay with it, maybe they’re not okay with it. It’s really up in the air. If they’re both trying to be their own woke selves, then I’m horribly fucked.I may have my own reasons for accepting Xavier’s apology and I’m going to stick by that. The hate that I used to have for this ginger head was slow
The Badboy's Heartbeat 21ST HEARTBEAT
JORDI ADKINSI was already under the impression that after a relatively long and giddy day, it’s finally time for me to retreat to bed and dream of Xavier Rockwell. Initially, that was my plan and I know it sounds stupid to admit that but Xavier really did make me feel blissful today. However, the man upstairs seemed to have decided to extend this day when my one and only crush, Zacheus Riley showed up.“It’s already ten-thirty. What are you doing here?” I immediately asked the guy the moment I went down to meet him. I couldn’t risk exchanging words with him from my window as if I’m Rapunzel. While Zacheus does look like a hot prince in this modern world, I definitely do not have a long ass blonde hair and I’m not a princess either.“Honestly, I-I don’t even know why I’m here.” He bantered and the strong smell of alcohol immediately invaded my nostrils.“You’re drunk.” I muttered and if I wasn’t very much sleepy, I’d probably had a heart attack knowing that my crush just showed up out
The Badboy's Heartbeat 22ND HEARTBEAT
XAVIER ROCKWELL“I guess this is goodbye then.” Bursting with reluctance on the inside, I opened my mouth and spoke nervously breaking the reign of silence. Little did Jordi know, I’m on the verge of shutting down noting that this was the end of the walk.Things between me and Xavier just went from floating on cloud nine to an awkward state. I genuinely enjoyed walking Jordi home even though he almost got ran over by a school bus when I was chasing him. I don’t know if he could read me but I was kind of hoping this won’t be the end of our day. Unfortunately, Jordi does not look like he’s going to invite me inside their house and I do get why he does not want to. Perhaps to him, I’m probably still an asshole and I’m okay with it. I should really work hard on getting on his good graces.“Goodbye? What in the hell are you talking about, Xavier? We’re still going to see each other at school tomorrow.” Jordi chuckled which sounded adorable. I haven’t heard him release such a mirthful laugh
The Badboy's Heartbeat 23RD HEARTBEAT
XAVIER ROCKWELL It’s already past ten-thirty in the evening and I know I should already be asleep by now. I usually don’t get a good night’s rest whenever I’m at home mostly because of all the shitty stuff that’s going around this shitty place. Whenever I’m trying to get some really good sleep, it’s either Hector and my mom are playing loud music or watching TV with loudest volume possible. Sometimes, when they’re not fucking each other’s brains out, they’re fighting and screaming at each other. Now’s probably the time or perhaps to be quite exact, it’s the only time for me to have the rest that I wanted. Not only that Hector’s not here, my mom’s also soundly asleep on the lower bunk. Seconds and minutes have passed and I just can’t put myself to sleep even when I’ve closed my eyes for a while. I don’t even know if I should count a hundred sheep just to get myself to sleep. However, I just keep on seeing Jordi and I’m certainly aware of the fact that I haven’t stopped thinking about
The Badboy's Heartbeat 24TH HEARTBEAT
XAVIER ROCKWELL In light of my already existing fear of getting judged, I ended up putting the folded sketch of Jordi’s face back to my pocket. “Look what we have here!” Nixon’s voice penetrated my eardrums and it did nothing but piss me the fuck off. This was not really the best time for them to show up. I was just about to ask Jordi out and now, it seemed to me that I’m not going to be able to do that and it felt really horrible. “It’s the cocksucker!!!!!” Nixon and Darren both shared a burst of laughter as if calling someone a cocksucker was the funniest thing. “You do realize that not every gay person wants to suck your dick, right?” Jordi bantered back and I was thrillingly surprised that he had the confidence to do so. However, I felt scared at the very same time. Jordi doesn’t know what he’s getting himself into by talking back to Nixon. “He’s talking back, Nixon.” Darren added from behind. “So, you’re talking back now, shithead?” Nixon inched his way closer to Jordi and sl
The Badboy's Heartbeat 25TH HEARTBEAT
JORDI ADKINS No one would’ve prevented the dazzling smile that’s blatantly painted on my face when I saw Xavier waiting for me at my own locker. I have been thinking about him throughout the entire day. No one noticed but the inner gay Jordi hidden inside the abyss of my soul would’ve done anything that’s there to do just to find some time to spend with Xavier. “Hey, how was your day?” Xavier inquired the moment I strut my way towards him. I tried not to look at him and proceeded to unlocking my locker. “Good. Nikki’s still pissed but overall, I had a good day.” I replied and I was greatly hoping to be subtle with everything that’s going to happen from this point onward. I’m perfectly aware that I’m already squirming in great ecstasy deep inside but I’m still the sane Jordi that I am. I know better than wearing my true emotions on my shoulder. I have to be calm even though I could smell Xavier’s scent. “I’m sure she’ll come around at some point.” Xavier trailed off. “Yeah, she’s j
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