Collins
BEFORE Garrett pulled me up the stairs and down a couple of different hallways until we came to a door. I looked around at the unfamiliar room. Even though Garrett was a part of this fraternity.. I had never been here. He owned an apartment off campus and that’s where we would always go. I walked around a moment looking at everything. There were computers on a desk .. four of them actually or at least four screens. A couple of cameras and other type of digital equipment sat scattered around. There were tons of books on a bookshelf that covered an entire wall .. and then across from that wall sat a large bed. I suddenly wished I had brought another drink up here with me because apparently the high was wearing off. I felt like I was getting sleepy. “Who’s room is this?” I asked him.. assuming it was his since they had to keep a room here to be part of the fraternity. But he said it was one of his buddies rooms. Which I found odd. “Why didn’t we go to your room?” I asked him while sitting down on the bed. “My room is …. otherwise occupied at the moment.” He told me. I frowned at that. What did that even mean? I yawned. “Sleepy?” He asked. “Yeah a little bit. I should’ve brought some more drink…” “Hold on a sec..” he texted somebody on his phone as he stared at me oddly. I wondered why he was looking at me and frowning. “What’s the matter?” I asked him. “Nothing .. just watching you.” A second later a weird knock came to the door. Garrett walked over and opened it and there was dude from the kitchen again with another drink. They were whispering something to each other. But werewolf hearing and all…. “How much did you put in the last one?” Garrett was saying. What was he talking about? “The normal amount. It should have been plenty. Dude I watched her down like three bottles of liquor in the kitchen I don’t know how she’s standing up.” Kitchen guy said. “DUDEEEEE!” I yelled as I started laughing. The dude had said the word dude. And for some reason that was hilarious. Probably because the girls and I had been laughing at the word for an hour. They both frowned at me… looking at me oddly again. Oops. I probably wasn’t supposed to hear that since they had been whispering. Oh well… I couldn’t care less about outing my excellent hearing at the moment. I bet if I tried real hard and focused, I could hear my friends downstairs. My friends! I thought suddenly. I really missed them… I hope they’re okay. In my less than sober state I decided I would go check. I stood up but .. woah…. A huge wave of dizziness came over me. “Woahhhhh” I laughed. Suddenly Garrett was beside me then handing me the glass. “Easy there baby. Here drink this.” He said while helping me to sit back down on the bed. He’s so nice, taking care of me like this….. “I probab-obaly shoont have in-more…” I stuttered, my words getting all mixed up. What in the hell? My thoughts were jumbled somewhat but my words were coming out in some sort of garbled language. Garrett just smiled. “No this will make you feel better. It’s not what you had last time.” He told me. So I drank it. But it tasted the same as last time. Except for the fact that it was really bitter. Maybe I had shoved the last one down so quick I hadn’t noticed. “Eww”. I shuddered, trying to give the cup back to him. But he pushed it back, encouraging me to drink it. “I know baby but it’ll help. You need it. You’ll feel all better in just a minute.” He said. He was trying to help me feel better .. he was being so sweet and caring.. why wouldn’t I believe him? So I drank some more. But a minute passed - or five I had no idea - and I didn’t feel better. In fact I was getting more and more sleepy. “Keep drinking baby girl.” Garrett said as he stood over by the bookcase messing with something. “Is gaross..” I tried to speak. Why weren’t my words coming out right? “I know …” he said. Then he turned to me and walked back to the bed. He pushed the cup to my lips then tipped the bottom up, forcing the remainder of the liquid into my mouth. I could barely swallow it, feeling like it might come right back up. Mistake number ….. a thousand. “Tell me something Collins….” Garrett said. “Hmm?” My eyes started feeling very heavy. I barely noticed that he had pulled me up to the back of the bed and leaned me against the pillows. “What the fuck do you think your doing?” What was he saying? Why did he sound so different all the sudden? I looked at him and tilted my head, squinting. My vision seemed to be blurring some. Was I getting sick? Or was I really this drunk? “You think you can come here to MY house.. MY fraternity with all of MY friends.. dressed like some two dollar slut?” Waittt a minute. Who was this? Where was Garrett? What was happening? My eyes were blurry. This looked like him and sounded like him but … my boyfriend would never ever talk to me this way. Did he just call me a two dollar slut?? “Then you go out on the fucking dance floor and dance all sexy so every guy in here will look at you?? What kind of girlfriend does that? No girlfriend of mine. You think I’d take that shit home to my family??” We had, incidentally, been discussing my meeting his parents. He had wanted me to go home with him during our break next week. But I told him I couldn’t…. there was no way I’d miss out seeing my family. And no way he could go to the pack with me. But now.. Garrett was acting like a completely different person. Goddess. Something was wrong… very wrong. I had to get the fuck out of here and fast. Like right now…. I tried to sit up.. to move my legs off the bed. I knew I could overpower him easily. I was stronger than him…. I was a werewolf dammit. But my legs weren’t moving. Why weren’t my legs moving? And I could barely sit up. What was happening?? Then I knew… The realization crashed into me like a truck. The cups from the guy. Garrett forcing me to drink them. The weird way he spoke to me on the dance floor. My friends being worried… all the stories we had heard about these parties. I had been drugged. Garrett.. my boyfriend, who I thought loved me, had drugged me. And that was just the beginning.Epilogue Collins It has been the most amazing summer I’d ever had. I’d spent so much time with my family and friends… gotten to hang out with everyone and do just normal daily activities. I played with Cade, my baby brother. I went on horseback rides with Cristoff and played games on the Xbox with him. We’d even gone over to Emily’s and played with her kids too. We spent a lot of time at Emily’s house with her and Lo. We had cookouts and swimming in the lake that was in her backyard. We had bonfires and camp outs and slept in sleeping bags outdoors. The girls and I went shopping and to the salon a few times. We even went and saw a couple movies in the theater in the little town close to us. And I shifted and ran every single day. It was life changing, the freedom of it all. Mom and I cooked together and she told me stories of her childhood. My dad and I had spent some time together too. He apologized to me again for everything that happened and what I had seen when I was fou
Alan It was our last night at home. We were leaving the next day to go back to Lorenzo’s pack. I’d been busy all day working with Brian. I had to go around and see a lot of the pack members as well. It was important that they see me at home. I’d been gone so much lately. But they all knew why and they all understood. Everyone I had talked to and met with thanked me profusely for what I’d done. I was grateful they didn’t hold it against me in any way whatsoever. But it seemed like I didn’t have to worry about that at all. Saving people from crazy rogue wolves trumps beta duties apparently. At least … beta duties in person. Because I’d still been doing them this entire time. Goddess knows, I was ready for a break though. Doing two jobs this past year had worn me out. I was still thinking about this when I came out of the bathroom. Then I stopped dead in my tracks. Collins was laying on the bed. The same way she had every night we had stayed here. Usually on her phone or readi
Collins I’d gotten back from my beach trip feeling a new sense of peace and happiness. My skin tanner and my hair lighter than it’s normal dark brown. We’d had the perfect vacation… spending our days at the beach, reading and playing and swimming. We had each gotten a section of our hair beaded and even received henna tattoos. We’d gone into the stores and bought T-shirts and sweat pants with the name of the beach on them. Every touristy thing you could think of … we’d done it. I’d also caught up with Sloan, Sara , and Abbey. We’d fallen right back into our friendships as if we’d spent no time apart at all. Spending time at the ocean and with all the girls and getting to see my grandfather had meant the world to me. But I had missed Alan. When I asked him what he’d gotten up to he just grinned really big and said ‘not much’. I know he had gone back to his home pack for part of the time but he was here for a couple days too. He told me he’d hung out with my dad and Lorenzo…
AlanI looked over at Lorenzo who was squatting down beside me. “Is this a good idea?” I asked him. “Probably not. But.. you don’t want to back out do you?” He asked me. “Fuck no.” I told him. “Too late now anyway.” Cyrus Manning said on the other side of me. It wasn’t. We could leave and forget it. But I didn’t want to. I actually couldn’t fucking wait to do this. I had assumed it would just me and Collins’ dad here. But I had underestimated Lorenzo’s hatred for this guy. So he insisted on coming along as well. We’d gotten lucky… Remington.. the guy that Collins had met and gotten to know had been keeping tabs for us. Once I found out the asshole was being kept close to where Remington lived.. I asked him to check on him. So he was able to let us know the day of his release. Fucking Garrett. He’d been in jail for only a while.. but I was actually shocked his family didn’t throw their money around and get him out sooner. He had gone to jail in the town where the dance co
Collins Jenny and I high fived each other. We’d just finished our last final. And we were done with school. At least for the summer. I was excited for the break.. and ready for some rest and relaxation. Amazingly .. the sun finally came out here and it got almost warm. It was actually beautiful weather. Not hot… but just right. Jenny and I had packed up our clothes … leaving our room the way it was for when we came back to school in the fall. I took a good look around … feeling sad for a moment… remembering everything that had happened since I’d been here. But.. my therapist would tell me.. it’s fine to remember the past.. just don’t relive it. And I knew that’s what I needed to do .. look toward the future. I hugged Jenny tightly… not wanting to let her go. She was clutched on to me as well. Then we both started to cry. I then laughed through my tears. “This is ridiculous. We’re going to see each other in two weeks.” I said. “That’s such a long time…” Jenny said still c
Alan I had just stepped out of the shower when my sister called. She wanted me to come over to her house. Even though the wars and fighting were in the past. I was still coming to Lorenzo’s pack. I’d just gone home and stayed for two weeks while Collins had gone back to school. She was coming home this weekend and I couldn’t wait to see her. Things had been going great with us. It was a Friday night and I’d just gotten here. But when Emily calls you answer or else she will just bug you to death. So I took my ass over there right after I put clothes on. After the initial hellos to Lo and the kids I went in the kitchen where Emily was sitting at the huge island Lo had built for her. “What’s up?” I asked her as she gave me a hug. “A few things .. actually.” She said. I raised my eyebrows until she continued. “Well first of all.. I wanted you to know.. I’ve been speaking with Ingrid.” She said. That actually shocked me. I knew Ingrid and Collins had spoken. And things had gone w