Collins
BEFORE Sweat. Sweat was rolling down my back under my shirt. It was already warm here and add all the people and alcohol and the fact that my werewolf blood made me run hot anyway, I was burning up. But none of that mattered… not in the moment anyway. “Dude!” Sara yelled at me over the music. “Dude bro is staring at you dude!” I turned to see the same hoodie guy from outside standing off to the side of the dance floor. He was indeed staring. But then again so was everyone else. “He’s the dude broiest bro ever in the history of dude bros dude.” I yelled back at her. Ahhh… yep. Totally drunk. Sara shook her head seriously. As if anything I just said made sense. “Dude you’re so right.” She said. Sloan chimed in then. “Dudes a weird word!” She shouted. We all agreed and started laughing. “Duuuaaddee” Abbey said. “Dude .. dude .. doodie dude.” Sara tried. I snorted. “You said doodie!” We all laughed in hysterics. “Dudester …” I interjected. Shit they were toast. “Nope.. still weird!” Sloan yelled. She was literally yelling so loud that I looked at her funny. “You’re soooo loud dude!” I yelled back at her, being just as loud. “I know!!” Sloan agreed. “Dudette!!” Sara said and we all laughed some more. “I’m having the best time!” I told them. “Dude! Same!” That came from Sara. They’d been dancing to ‘Lovin on Me’ by Jack Harlow when the song changed. I gasped. “Dudeeeees!! I love this song!!” I shouted and we all laughed even more and started dancing again. ‘Down on Life’ by Elliphant rang through the speakers. I was so lost in the music I didn’t feel the hands wrap around my waist at first. Only when I was suddenly yanked back against a broad chest did my eyes fly open. I turned to see Garrett smirking at me. “Dude!! Where have you been?” I yelled at him. So he did finally decide to show his face…. hours later. He sniggered at me. “Dude?” He asked. I laughed. “Yes!” I shouted. “It’s THE word”…” I explained, without explaining one single thing. I saw his eyes darken as he took in my outfit. “What cha wearin baby?” He asked me. I frowned. It wasn’t the words he said … but the tone behind them that I wasn’t too sure about. He then leaned down to my ear to whisper something. “You’ve got every single guy in here staring at you….” I looked at him again.. something was different about him tonight. Something behind his words. But I didn’t know what it was. Sure he had his moments. Especially when I got a lot of attention from guys .. or wore something he thought was too revealing … or when he was in one of his moods. Okay, so maybe he had a lot of moments. But still… something in his eyes was off. Ah fuckity fuckers I was drunk. That’s all it was. So I just grinned at him and started dancing again. A second later the guy who had seen me sneaking drinks appeared. He handed a cup to Garrett who in turn handed it to me. He took the cup from home and gave it to the kitchen guy. “What’s this?” I asked him. “Just refilled your drink for you…” he said. Then he pulled me to him once more and whispered .. “come upstairs with me a minute I wanna show you something.” Was he going to try to make out with me in the middle of this party? We’d had sex but only a few times. I had made him wait over a year until finally giving in. I really wanted to wait for my mate … but Garrett had been so good and so patient. And I had wanted it too. But we weren’t the kind of couple that did it every day. Garrett was busy with the fraternity and work. He interned at his fathers law office so he stayed there late most nights. That plus classes and homework didn’t leave a ton of free time. But I wasn’t any better. All of my nursing classes were very demanding. And I worked part time at a local family owned doctors office. I did the intake forms and took the patient histories and insurance claims.. things like that. And even though I wasn’t actually doing nursing work there, I truly loved the job. Plus there was cheer and dance. The practices alone took up half her week and the competitions and ballgames took up the rest. So we both had our plates full. Not a lot of time left for intimacy. I turned to my friends and yelled I would be right back. But Sloan frowned… and Abbey grabbed my hand while staring Garrett down. I knew they were trying to make sure I was going to be okay … but this was Garrett. My boyfriend of nearly two years.. not some random hook up. “It’s fine…..” I slurred out to them. “I’ll be fine I promise I’ll be right back my dudes.” I told them, apparently still on the dude kick. It took a minute but Sloan finally nodded… Abbey still held on to my arm and stared daggers at Garrett behind me. She looked down at me and I nodded to her and then she let go. Garrett grabbed my hand and started pulling me up the stairs, wasting no time. I waved at the girls smiling at them. That was my first mistake… “Drink your drink.. I made it good for you.” He told me. So I shrugged my shoulders and downed the entire thing. Then shook the empty cup at him showing him that it was all gone. And that…. was mistake number two.Collins I turned back towards Breck. At least Jenny was safe - well. For the moment. I had to protect her. If that means I had to lose her .. it was still worth it because she was alive. Breck was laughing and shaking his head. “Thought you didn’t want Jenny to know about you Collins. You didn’t want to put her in danger … isn’t that what you said? Because it’s dangerous for humans to know about us. Another one of those old as time laws the packs have … pretty stupid if you ask me.” He mumbled. I turned my head towards Jenny. “Jenny. Go to the car .. wait for me.” I told her. But she was in so much shock she couldn’t even move. “Jenny doesn’t need to leave. I’m sure we can find a use for her.” Breck said. “You will not be finding any use for her. She is going to leave.” I repeated. But Breck just laughed. “We’re the ones who’s leaving Collins. If it means that much to you.. Jenny can stay here. Wait … no. I think I want her to come too. There’s a lot of unmated wolves where
Alan There was complete chaos everywhere. I guess that’s to be expected during a war. Every time I turned around someone else was coming at me. I was making my way to the middle where the others were .. or trying to. Ingrid still in the tree would use her mind speaking to tell me if someone was coming up behind me. I was trying to calculate how many could be left. If you took out the women and children and everyone else had taken out as many wolves as Ingrid and I had … there really shouldn’t be that many more. But there still seemed to be a lot. Either the informant was wrong about how many wolves were with Caron… or there were some extra ones here. Ellis had told us the guards - who were all dispersed to the East now … we’re making great strides and had just about taken everyone out. They’d either been arrested by the council and the generals that was there .. or they’d given up and surrendered, or been killed. But they’d sent hundreds of guards there to deal with hundreds mayb
Alan We were all about to head to our next spot .. which was basically coming in behind the others that had just went in. “They’re coming out in droves on the east side that’s where you’ll need to go.” Leif said. Just as we were about to head in that direction, I felt a slice of pain run through me. It wasn’t like the pain from before whenever that fucker had bitten Collins. This was different. I didn’t know how.. couldn’t even explain it . But I knew she was in trouble. Maybe Charlotte’s warning in my dream .. but I was also certain I would’ve known it anyway. I doubled over — the pain ripping through me. “What’s wrong??” Ingrid cried as Red also ran over to me. “Somethings wrong with Collins.” I said. “What? How do you know?” She asked me. “I just do..” I told her. But Red was listening. And he understood. He had a mate. “I’ll try to phone Lorenzo. But the coverage is spotty way out here. I don’t know if I can get him but I’ll do my best. “ he told me. I nodded.
Collins Now how am I going to get out of this situation?? There’s no Breck here to save me today. Breck is the one doing this. I clearly have the worst luck in the world. Or maybe I have horrible judgement. First Garrett. Then Angela. Now Breck. But I wasn’t going to sit and feel sorry for myself. There was no room for pity, especially at the moment. “I’ve wanted you this whole time Collins. I just never let you know. But you walking around with my mark on your neck… that does things to me.”He growled lowly. “All kinds of things… all kinds of nasty dirty things…” he breathed into my ear as he’s stopped pacing and walked right up on me. I scooted back immediately. “Breck. You know what I think of you. I would’ve never made it this year without you. You’ve become one of my best and dearest friends. And I rely on you … so much. Even more than I should. But Breck… you lied to me. You spied on me and you for sure went behind my back and betrayed my trust. And even though your idea
Collins When the words left Breck’s mouth that he needed to tell me so much.. something in the wind immediately changed. And I didn’t much like how it felt. “I’m so glad I finally get to tell you everything. They wouldn’t let me before now … they told me I absolutely could not tell you all the information. So finally I can.” He said. I was frowning…. No idea what the hell he was talking about. “Okayyyyyyy…..” I said reluctantly. “Do you want to shift first and then tell me?” I was still eager as hell to let my wolf out. “No way .:. I’ve been waiting for this for ages.” He said. “They keep you guys in the dark about so much stuff it’s so fucking stupid.” He said. And I again had no clue what he was referring to. So I asked him. “I’m talking about things you don’t know sweetheart ..”. He told me. Sweetheart??He was pacing back and forth in front of me and then stopped and stared me for a long moment .. looking at the bite mark again. “You don’t know what that does to me… see
Alan Once again .. it was like my dream. I took in all the smells around me .. let them wash through me just as I had done before. Still.. no one was up. I checked my watch .. 5 A.M. This was weird. I wondered if I walked to the creek…Holy shit. There was someone there and it looked just like Charlotte! But I was awake now .. and it wasn’t Charlotte. It was Ingrid. I sat down beside her .. I could tell she was worried and nervous. “Did you sleep any?” I asked her. “Barely ..” she said. I nodded. “You know what I think? I think we’ve actually been overthinking.”She pulled a funny face and I grinned at her. “We’re gonna be fine .. it’s just another day in the woods. You and me… training together.” I told her. “How can you be so sure?” She asked me. I noticed then she’d been crying. So I told her the truth. All of it. How Charlotte always visited Emily but never me .. how I figured out finally it was because of Emily’s gift that she was able to do that… then I told her what h