Chapter 5

Collins

BEFORE

****trigger warning******

Goddess. I had been drugged. I had to get the hell out of here. I needed Sloan. Or Sara or Abbey. My friends would come looking for me right? Did they see where he had taken me?

Then I remembered something else. A foggy memory inside my more than foggy mind. A guy stood at the bottom of the stairs. I knew this because we had tried to go up them earlier to go to the bathroom. He wouldn’t let us through. If he didn’t then… he wouldn’t let her friends through now.

Garrett was laughing.

I frowned at him.. or at least, tried to.

“Oh don’t give me that look. I know your miss goody two shoes. Well.. you pretend to be. Boy did you have me fooled.” He told me hatefully.

Then he was in my face. He grabbed it with both his hands and started yelling at me.

“Who were you trying to fuck out there Collins?? Huh? Who were you dancing for? It sure wasn’t for me I wasn’t even there! I’ve been in my room with two senior girls this whole time. Funny you didn’t look for me or try to call me… I even told my boys to make sure you didn’t come in while I was in the middle of a threesome. But you didn’t do that did you bitch?!”

I heard the slap before I felt it. My head lulled to the side from the sheer force of the backhand. I gasped.. staring at him. He was walking in circles now.. yanking on his own hair. Tears came to my eyes as the pain settled in. I had never been hit in my life.. not even in wolf training where they didn’t allow hits to the face.

“Now see what you made me do??” He yelled.

“I wasn’t even going to do this with you tonight. I was gonna get some naive freshman up here. But nooo my FUCKING GIRLFRIEND had to act a fool and now I’ve got to fix you!!”

I needed to escape this nightmare. But whatever drug he had given me was strong. He apparently gave me double what he normally gives girls.

That thought made me pause.

How many times had he done this?

I tried and tried and tried moving but nothing would work. My entire body felt like it was full of wet sand.. heavy and lethargic.

Garrett suddenly stopped pacing and laughed. “Do you know what I’ve done to keep you happy?? I’ve had to sneak around and cheat on you for TWO YEARS! Just so you wouldn’t find out about it. You really thought I stayed at my dad’s office til all hours of the night? Are you really that stupid Collins?? Did you really think I waited a YEAR for sex… and wasn’t getting it anywhere else??”

He was completely unhinged. And not the person I thought he was. He had played me, this entire time. And he had done an excellent job…. I never suspected a thing. Garrett wasn’t good … Garrett was evil.

A knock came to the door then.

Oh thank goddess! Someone’s coming..

But the door opened and there stood the dude from the kitchen again. Suddenly ‘dude’ wasn’t funny anymore. He walked in and Garrett shut the door behind him, locking it.

Another knock… hoodie guy walked in.. and the door was locked again.

I wondered who they were. I had met all of Garrett’s friends, and these two weren’t any of them. I had a really bad feeling these were the types of friends he didn’t go around introducing to people often.

I needed to somehow get some strength… I reached down, deep inside trying to get to my wolf. If I could get it to come forward just a little it would help and maybe, just maybe I could move. Then, I might be able to fight them off. But the harder I tried … the more exhausted I became. It seemed that whatever drug he had forced down me had the same effect on my wolf as it did me.

“I didn’t know you had a girlfriend man..” the hoodie said.

“I need a nice respectable girl to take home to the parents.. someone to show off to the teachers.. all of the brothers here have a ‘girlfriend’ “. Garrett replied while putting the word girlfriend in quotations.

Was that all she was to him? A showpiece? Some arm candy for the professors and his father??

A growl escaped me then. My wolf wasn’t as far off as I had thought.

But all three of the guys turned to her and then busted out laughing.

“Did you just growl??” Hoodie asked.

They wouldn’t be laughing if I was able to shift right now. I would eat these jackasses for breakfast.

But my eyes were closing. As hard as I tried to keep them open they weren’t cooperating.

“How is she still awake? We gave her so much more than the others..” kitchen guy said.

The others …. There was no telling how many other girls Garrett had done this to. It made me sick to my stomach thinking about it.

“Well she certainly isn’t too respectable looking right now.” That was hoodie speaking.

“Obviously. Why else do you think we’re doing this?” Garrett asked him as he strolled over to the bed.

“Make sure everything’s ready.” He called over his shoulder. “Now let’s see how desperate you are to show your ass. You were so determined to do it downstairs in front of everybody … making me look FUCKING STUPID!” He shouted in my face.

Tears began rolling out of my eyes as he reached down and unbuttoned and unzipped my skirt. He pulled it off me and discarded it on the floor.

My eyes quickly looked behind him at the other two guys that were watching.. sick smiles on their faces.

Next he removed my underwear… I tried moving once more, but I was just too weak.

“N…no!” I got out, but just barely.

Garrett chuckled at me while he removed his own pants.

I shut my eyes then on purpose. I couldn’t and wouldn’t watch. But I felt it. I felt everything. Every disgusting touch.. his fingers on my skin that I used to enjoy, now made me sick. He wasted no time crawling on top of me.

Once Garrett had finished kitchen guy walked over. I was trying my best to move anything but I couldn’t. It was like my mind was wide awake but my body was completely asleep. We’re they all going to do this?? All three of them?

I got my answer when kitchen guy walked over and got on the bed with me. I was going to throw up… I began gagging but then Garrett was there. Not to help me though.

He grabbed me by my hair in the back of my head and seethed.

“Don’t you dare fucking throw up you stupid bitch..”

He stayed there. His hand pulled my hair so hard I thought he would pull half of it out. He sat there and stared at me while the other guy had his way with me. Having Garrett stare at me while his friend abused my body was even worse than Garrett doing it himself.

Once it was over, I did throw up. Garrett quickly turned my body over sideways so it went in the floor but it still infuriated him.

“Mother fucker what the hell are you doing??” He asked me. As if any of this was my fault.

And then..

Another hit.

This time it was a punch. With his fist. Right in my eye. Then in my stomach. He had punched me.. twice.

All the breath left me .. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t see as my eye was starting to swell. My already blurred vision was now cut in half. The pain in my face was searing hot, causing even more tears to fall down my face.

Hoodie guy walked over.

“Ah she’s got throw up on her now man.” He told the others.

“I mean.. she’s fine as fuck .. that ass is …

Woo! It’s something out of my dreams but fucking vomit??”

“Put a pillow over her head and get on with it.” Garrett demanded.

I tried shaking my head at him .. begging with my eyes. He even looked like he didn’t want to. Like this was a little too far even for him. But hoodie was obviously too afraid to disagree with Garrett. He got the pillow and put it over my face.

I was going to suffocate. I was going to die right here right now. I could feel everything. Every disgusting touch. He put his hands all over me.. at least the other two just did the deed and got up. But this guy.. he made sure he got his time in. I couldn’t breathe.. the pillow was restricting my airways. And he just…..kept…..touching…. me.

When he finally climbed off of me and moved the pillow I felt like I was dying. I took in a huge breath, thanking goddess that he hadn’t completely smothered me. Tears hadn’t stopped coming down my face the entire time.

Everything was too much. My brain was overflowing and it needed to shut off. I felt a panic attack coming. But I still couldn’t move.

So I closed my eyes. I gave in, and I let go. And let the darkness take over.