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“I – I suppose I do, in a way,” I said, wanting to be completely honest with Samyak. “But it’s not the same as the way I love you.”I realised what I’d said as soon as the words had left my lips, and I floundered for a way to tug them back in. I didn’t want to use this conversation to say that, and I hadn’t realised that I’d felt that way until I’d said the words.I made a split second decision to keep talking, so as to prematurely silence anything Samyak may have had to say on the matter.“At the time, it felt like love. But now I’ve met you I know that it was not. With each passing day I feel more for you, and it settles within me, constant and stable yet somehow exciting, restless. It’s like… it’s like it reckons hours for months, every moment passes in a flash when I’m with you, but every time we’re apart the time draws out slowly; your absence passes like an age. It’s like coming home to a crackling log fire, rain on the windows, and a comfortable, worn sofa that knows exactly how
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I shoved the paper back into my pocket, and scrambled out of the truck. Samyak’s brown eyes had darkened against the grey of the rain, and his long hair was stuck to his face. Curled tendrils, dampened so much that his brown hair was almost black from the downpour, were slicked down against his forehead and cheeks.It was the expression caught in his eyes that worried me the most, though. His eyelids were wide, revealing the whites of his eyes, and his dark lashes were dripping with droplets of rain – but there was something else. His eyebrows were knotted together in the centre, and the skin around his eyes and nose was taut, and, as I let my gaze flick down, I noticed something else. His nostrils were flared, just a little. Samyak was scared.“What is it?” I asked, glancing around before I shut the door behind me.“Just… come look.”I pushed the door closed slowly, and took Samyak’s hand as we crept around to the back of my truck. I kept my eyes on its warped, teal paint as we walked
The Beta's Daughter SIXTY-ONE | WOLF
Hi Arienne,I’ve confirmed the results of my test. The painkillers you were given had wolf DNA in – most likely taken from the heart, though I’ve yet to be sure of that.Doctor ChenoaShit. I shoved my phone back into my pocket, and plastered a smile onto my face. Samyak came round and opened my truck door for me, and I hopped down.We were welcomed back with wide smiles and open arms, but I embraced my new family and friends in a daze. I felt terribly rude, but my focus kept drifting elsewhere, even as Samyak’s parents told me I looked well, and that they were excited for us to begin our lives, together, with the Lapis Moon pack.“Mum,” said Samyak, lowly under his breath, “we found something on the way back.”“Well, you can tell us all about it after lunch. More of a late lunch, actually, but we thought it would be nice if we all ate together in the pack house.”“That would be lovely,” I said, and my forced smile flickered and changed, becoming genuine as I met Luna Carla’s bright gr
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The walk to the pack hospital felt ominous. The sky was dark; usually, I’d think that it made the lights inside of the buildings look cosier, but not today. It felt like a warning, like a threat; a winter sky watching over us in summer, drawing away the light and leaving only bleak nothingness in its place.Samyak had been reticent to let me go on my own, but I’d made up my mind. He’d agreed, although hesitantly, once I’d explained that I did not want it to feel like an attack. Ace was his friend, after all, and I didn’t want to accuse him of anything.It was merely unfortunate that all signs pointed to him. There was a comment he’d made, and it felt like forever ago, now; he’d alluded to the idea that not all rogues had bad intentions, or something like that. I’d brushed over it at the time, but since I’d become suspicious of the drugs he’d given me, it had flared up in my memory, like a swollen joint that was always present in the corner of your mind.I steeled myself when I reached
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I shifted so that I could look properly at Samyak’s face. His dark skin shone in the moonlight, and his deep eyes glittered beneath their long lashes. The light cast shadows down his cheeks, gossamer strands falling, incandescent, across his cheekbones.His curved lips were parted, and the very front of his teeth were visible; he was eager, ready. His eyebrows were up, just a little, right in the centre. I swallowed thickly.When I thought of Samyak, I thought of a warm hearth, a crackling fire, the first rays of sun in the morning after days of rain. I thought of the leaping joy in my chest when he was near, of his golden light permeating into my very bones. I thought of his strong hands on my waist, of his soft, sweet kisses, and of his kind eyes. I thought of the handsome sweep of his jaw, of the curled hairs that nestled behind his ears, and of him shifting his weight when he felt unsure of something.More than all of that, I thought of how those things made me feel. Under the moon
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