Julius
Blame it on the skipped breakfast because we woke up late, blame it on staying up all night humping like rabbits, blame it on the a-a-a-a a alcohol. No we didn’t drink last night.
Whatever the cause, me and Rosalie are in the car heading to the camping-wedding party extravaganza and we are fighting like cats a dogs. I suppose it’s because I said we were dating and we’ve possibly been dating since we met and she says we’re not and we don’t need titles and are just having fun and don’t put any pressure on things and let’s just see where this goes. Yeah, I’m pissed and I may not be saying things correctly. Here I go.
“I have implanted my seed in all your
RosalieI don’t know why I freaked out on Julius in the car. When he claimed we were dating I got scared I guess. In all honesty, I do know why. I’m terrified I’ll give myself fully to him and he’ll realize I’m not enough. I’m afraid he’ll leave and I’m not sure I’ll be able to recover. I’ve let myself get in deep with him and I’ve never allowed that before. With anyone. There comes a point of no return when you give yourself fully and Julius is a risk. One I can’t allow myself to take no matter how perfect he is. My pride didn’t allow me to explain that to him so I just screamed saying ridiculous things, hoping he would end this. Pushing him away. When those shameless sluts Step
Julius Another first with the woman I love. Being in Rosalie’s secret garden of eden and making love to her was seriously a spiritual experience for me and I’m an atheist or close to it. And where did she learn that poetic oath? That story they told about the parrot made my night. I’m having a blast but these rules the twins have suck. I have no intentions of following them, plus Rosalie’s on the same page, being intimate in her hide out proved that. After a shitty night without Rosalie, I get out of my tent and hear a scream. What the fuck? I run towards the girls side and Ben and Arlo follow. We find Krystal and Stephanie covered in shaving cream. At first I think it might’ve been Rosalie, Becca and Violet but then they c
Julius We awoke startled, to our air mattress with us laying on it being drug out of the tent. Arms grab us and we are tied to two trees across from each other with our hands bind with rope behind us and tied to the tree. Michael and Christopher are holding staffs in their hands with their shirts off and wearing war paint on their faces and feathers in their hair. They look ridiculous. The rest of the wedding party is grouped together watching us. “These vile heathens have desecrated our land! Michael read the charges from the holy scroll!!” Me and Rosalie lock eyes annoyed with the twins. God she looks beautiful. Her being tie
RosalieWe arrive home and life goes on as usual. Julius goes to work and I’ve got time off so I keep busy. I’ve been helping a musician friend of mine named Jeremy who is on tour. I’ve been looking after his wife who is very pregnant while he’s away. Checking on her and cooking for her. As a thank you, he gave me 3rd row floor tickets to the Coldplay concert, that just so happens to be on September 5th, Julius’ birthday. I’m waiting to surprise him. Julius and I go between both of our houses and we always spend the night together. After having crazy sex as many times as possible that is. Since I’ve got time off he takes some days off during the week to be with me. He is glued to my hip but I can’t say that I mind. The time
Julius Being basically without Rosalie the entire time we’ve been here has royally sucked. I dove into work and was able to do my meetings on Skype. I stayed busy on my down time visiting the sights and enjoying the work of the greatest artist of all time. Michelangelo and the Sistine Chapel. I was in awe and inspired. I wish Rosalie was with me but I knew after our fight I couldn’t bug her. This project means so much to her and the least I could do is respect her space and boundaries. It’s so hard though. I want to steal her away. I know I shouldn’t let my insecurities get the best of me but there’s just something about that Cedric guy that has me weary. Each night I stay up to see her beautiful tired face walk through the door. I withhold the urge to grab her and take her to bed to ma
RosalieI wake up safe and warm with Julius wrapped around me. I watch him for a while admiring his handsome face sculpted to perfection. I say a prayer in my mind of gratitude to God for making such a beautiful man. Thankful I get to look at him. Thankful for him rescuing me and taking care of me. He stirs and opens his eyes staring directly into mine. Last night when Cedric made his unwanted advances I broke down. I wanted to take what happened to me at 15, bury it deep, and take to the grave. Never tell a soul. I knew if I was ever serious with someone I’d have to inform them I couldn’t bare children but I never planned on telling them why or think I’d ever find someone in that capacity. I contemplated telling Julius many times but never got up the nerve. Last night caught me off guard and it just came out in all my emotions. I’m wondering if he t
JuliusAs predicted everyone forgot my damn birthday. Everyone except the one that matters. My sweet love. I had to finish up some pressing matters at work and was feeling down when she surprised the hell out of me with Coldplay tickets. I wasn’t expecting that amazing gift. She even remembered that small moment in the car when we were singing “Rush of Blood To the Head” and she complimented my voice. My sweet, thoughtful, sexy angel. When we got to the concert it was electric. Exceeded all my expectations. We knew all the songs and sang and danced the night away. At the end, when the confetti fell, it was magic, I picked her up and kissed her feeling joy and love I’ve never known. I felt a feeling of total euphoria. When we
RosalieWhen we got to Julius Mother’s house (also Becca’s soon to be mother in law) she literally acted as if I wasn’t there. Julius even tried talking to her about me and she would nod and change the subject. What a rude bitch. I dressed in my classiest black dress, the same color as her soul. Pulled my hair back in a ponytail and wore minimum makeup and low red heels. I looked like I worked in a law office, just to appease this woman. I should’ve known better. Julius was hugging me and telling me how beautiful I looked so at least that was a win. We sat at the table for brunch. “Well Son, 30 is a big number. Time to start planning for the future. Settling down with an equally yolked partner, having children, a family of your own.” His mother said and Julius squeezed my hand for reassu