…Xavien POV…
Xavien Caruso, I would like to say that I am proud that I let everyone believe that it was truly my real name. Well, it is, in fact, half of it. I am better known as Xavien Chase, I carry the last name of my father proudly, but when I left this life behind in the first place, I left with being a Caruso. Caruso being the last name my mother held before she married, so in a true sense, I never once did lie; I just made it hard for people to find me. If you are running away from a life, you need not have a tie that binds you there. For me, it was always changing my last name.The only man that knows the game of deceit I play is Steve, my father's dear friend and the lawyer of the company. He is sitting with me, going over the final draft of changing Caruso Enterprises to Chase Enterprises. My dad did name the Company after my mom all that years ago; I wish to make it a family legacy.But this man is sitting oddly and smiling at me as if his tee…Xavien POV…Was it all real?My mind plays over what my body just felt. Every aching bone tells me that I had Mekayla between my very arms only but a few moments ago. Yet my mind tells me that I must be going crazy. But if I am indeed so crazy, why do I have a rather furious Candice staring back at me. The woman that I have been trying so hard to run away from, had her lips so elegantly and so sweetly locked with mine.Whom am I fooling?I need her more than I want to admit, and she is here, I am not letting her slip away, not again. I am afraid that if I continue my foolishness that she will be lost to me forever. I can only but show the deepest regret in my eye as I look at Candice."Sorry, but I have to do this.""It is fine Xavien, go before she is gone."With a soft peck on the cheek, I leave her standing, I know that it is not fine for her, but at least she will understand.It is with haste that I make my way into the ball
…Mekayla POV…"Are you sure you want to do this?" Xavien speaks between long, drugging kisses that consume my senses, he cups one cheek in a strong, warm hand and meets my gaze with a searing look. He kisses me again, growling low in the back of his throat. My hands find their way into his thick, dark hair as he catches my bottom lip in his teeth, nibbling and licking at it until I think I might perish from the intensity of the feeling. I whimper at the sensation, and he rewards the sound by deepening the kiss, giving me everything I desire.Taking Xavien's hand, I slide it up my thigh, slipping his fingers under the seams of my dress, his other hand gripping tight onto my waist. My hand is moving up his leg, my fingers gently grazing his hard length. His body is trembling as he moves his hand further under my skirt. I am becoming a wet mess, my body aching for him to be between my legsHe spins me around and pushes my chest hard into the wall, pinning m
…Xavien POV…If I have not said this before, I shall say this again. I need to stop for one moment and take a step back, for beyond all the craziness that filled our lives, I need to allow myself to remember what drives me, and it is Mekayla. What makes this all worthwhile is the beauty that lies in my arms. Should I not have had her presence in my life, I would not have had the sheer willpower to take the impossible on.To have beauty in your life is easy, but to have the beauty of the woman that you love and the one that loves you in return is the greatest gift that one can experience. I can, with all honesty, say that there is no doubt that she completes my life. To be lonely for eternity can be seen as a life sentence, but having what you crave, is the greatest blessing.The woman that is now staring at me with that beautiful smile is the love of my life.Do we even need to speak of what has happened that had drawn us apart for what seems like f
…Xavien POV…There are times in your life when you just know that something is right. My love for Mekayla, that is beyond anything I ever imagine to enter my life. And with the utmost confidence, I can see this woman completes me. She took Xavien Caruso, Chase, whichever way you take it, but she made this man. And as she is lying here in my arms, I know that the love I feel bubbling in my heart is the very same love that she feels.So then there come those moments, a moment such as this that you know that something is just right. And even though I cannot find the words to come from my mouth without stumbling over my feet, I can say with all certainty that I need not even have to ask the question.Yet, here I am a mumbling fool, that is ready, even though some might say that it is too soon, I desire to talk our relationship to the next level. Now without further embarrassing myself, I find the courage and as it is only going to last a few seconds, I immed
…Xavien POV…Tortured bliss is what I feel every time she ran circles through my mind last night as I sought the comfort of my bed. Never has one woman consumed my dreams in total ecstasy. I could feel her delicate fingers running down my sculpted chest as she laid spread over my body. In nothing but red lace, she filled the empty space that is now only meant for her. Even though my hands had the desire, I left her untouched. I want to take my time with her; I want to feel her presence and let her linger until she begs.Somehow I think that it is me that is going to do the begging. I will count the seconds as I patiently wait for her to give me her body and soul once again. I want her to not only be with me; I want us to become as one. She shall be the one that will be undoing. She has become my now, my present; she is the driving force that will determine what I do next.And next is me that is scanning the floor from one blonde to the other. There is no
…Xavien POV....I am sitting somewhat worried that Mekayla has not returned to the table yet. She has been gone for nearly half an hour, and it just does not feel right to me. So, just as I am about to get up, a young woman, who looks quite off, now when I say off, she is just a bit on the odd side, well she walks up to me and I feel that things are just about to go completely south from here. But then she asks me rather peculiarly to follow her to the ladies. Now first off that rather worries me, for her boldness is downright scary, well just as scary as she is. I reluctantly, even though I have no idea why, but I do as she asks thinking nothing quite of it.So as we get to the ladies, she once again strangely asks me to follow her inside, but that is right where I stop her, "Sorry but I do not quite know what your intention is, I will just tell you off bluntly that I am in no way interested."She only but chuckles at me and shows me once again to go inside, "
…Mekayla POV…I am running as fast as I can down the corridor away from the Doctor's Rooms; as I turn around, I watch as Xavien comes running after me. I do not want to walk into a place that is only going to cause me even more heartache than I already have. It feels like my life is ending; I don't want anything to happen now that Xavien and I have found each other. Yes, I might be overreacting but I know that something is not right. I am not doing this; I don't care who says what.But this running is not helping, I am only getting out of breath, and soon I shall collapse to the ground from exhaustion. I guess I am my own worst enemy, for I have just made myself feel even weaker than I was before. So I start to slow down, and as I look back, I see Xavien gain his ground and come to stand next to me. Then the man has a stupid grin on his face."What do you find so amusing?""For someone that is sick, you can run quite fast.""Or it is just you t
…Xavien POV…Mekayla really struggled last night, the headaches and dizziness were beyond what she could bear. I sat with her in my arms the whole night while she was crying in complete agony. Every single second was pure torture for me, once again I cannot help her. Just the way that her body trembled in my arms was enough to render me helpless. I cannot protect the woman I love, what type of man does that make me.After much protest this morning, I brought her out to the park. It is early morning and the sun is just starting to tickle the horizon. I lead her towards some shaded trees right in the middle of almost nowhere. The smell of sweet flowers that are coming into bloom fills the air. Nearby on a tree branch sits a bird humming a beautiful song welcoming the new day. The rest of the park almost seems quiet; it's peaceful, it's perfect.I thought I would do something nice for her and make her a picnic out in the fresh cool air. She has been stuck i