로그인[Emily]
After spending the night thinking of what to do, I concluded that I needed to find him. It was the only thing I could think of at the moment.
I was scared of one thing, though: rejection. Would he deny the fact that this baby was his? I would only know the answer to that if I did find him. So I went to the club where I’d met him that night.
The place was noisy and filled with people, just like the first time I’d been there. A few people lay passed out on the ground. I tried my best not to step on any of them. Making my way to the bar, I sat on one of the stools just like the last time.
The bartender was serving a couple a few feet away from me. I turned to look at them and wished I hadn’t. The man had his back to me.
A woman with dark blonde hair had her arms around his neck while her lips were pressed against his. She made weird kissing sounds, making me want to get up and leave, but I remembered why I was there.
The bartender seemed used to this and served them their drink without sparing them a glance.
After he was done, he turned to me and smiled like the last time. I smiled back at him.
“Do you remember me?” I asked, moving closer so he could look at my face.
He stared at me, bewildered. Then he let out an ‘oh. ’
“Surprisingly, I do,” he said while frowning at me. I ignored the change in his expression and asked, “I need your help with something.”
He raised a brow and asked, “With what?”
Clearing my throat, I continued, “Do you remember the guy I met here the last time?” My voice was low as the words came out of my mouth. I didn’t want anyone to eavesdrop on our conversation.
“Surprisingly, I do. And I wish I didn’t, but I’m going to give you a piece of advice: leave.”
I stared at him, confused. “Why? Do you know where I can find him or get a number to call him on?”
Hissing, he crossed to the other side and dragged me to a storage room closer to the bar.
“Are you not listening to me? I said, Leave!” His grip on my hand was firm, and I tried to pry his hand off me, but it was useless.
“Why should I?” I yelled, not understanding what was happening.
Releasing my hand, he sighed and started pacing the room in deep thought. His actions confused me and scared me at the same time. What the hell was going on? Did he know him? Was the stranger someone not to be messed with?
He stopped pacing and turned to me. “ I’m a bartender,” he said as though I didn’t already know that. “My job is to serve drinks, okay?
I don’t involve myself in other people’s businesses, even if it’s right or wrong. You look like a nice young lady, so I will advise you to forget about this man and carry on with your life.”
Every word that came out of his mouth pissed me off. He did not know anything about me or what I was going through.
An inner voice warned me to pay heed to him, turn around and leave this goddamn club, but I ignored it.
“I have to meet him, damn it. I must meet him.”
He stared at me as if I were a fool. “Was the sex that good, bitch?” he spat out.
I gasped, shocked at the degrading words and what they implied. I was no wh*re!
“You have no right to speak to me this way, you jerk! I only asked for your help, not to spend a night with you.
If you won’t help me, then leave me alone.” I was so angry that it made me want to cry. How dare he say such words about me when he didn’t even know me or the reason why I was here?
Not apologising for his words, he spat, “Suit yourself then,” before leaving the room and going back to serve customers who were patiently waiting for him.
Coming out of the storage room, I passed through the crowd on the dance floor and made my way to an empty sofa at the back. Sitting down, I thought of what to do next as my eyes scanned through the crowd.
I sat there for a while, thinking, until a wave of nausea overtook me. I got up and rushed to the washroom, but it was too crowded. Having no other option, I rushed out the back door that led to an alleyway behind the club. I reached it just in time as I threw up against a wall near a big trash bin. I wiped my lips with my shirt sleeves after I was done.
It was something I’d never do on a normal occasion, but some situations called for drastic measures. Getting up from the ground, I turned to head back into the club when the door suddenly opened and scary, muscled men in black suits walked out.
There were about ten of them. I was a few feet away from them and not in plain view because of the trash bin and the dimly lit bulb, whose light rays didn’t even reach where I stood. What made me kneel and hide behind the trash bin was a lean man who had been dragged out by one of the men. His clothes were wet and bloodied.
He looked as if he could pass out any moment now.
Someone stood in front of the open door, watching out for anyone or probably waiting for someone to show up.
There seemed to be some sort of argument as voices rose in a heated exchange. I paid attention to what was being said, trying to understand what was going on. The men in black were asking the beaten-up man for the boss’s money.
The man only pleaded and asked for more time, to which he was given further injuries, if the groans that followed his pleas were an indication of that.
The situation didn’t look dangerous to me. Tired of waiting, I rose from the ground and almost came out from where I stood until I saw the man being shot twice in the head.
It happened so fast that there were no sounds, not even the sound of the gunshot or a painful cry from the man who now lay lifeless on the ground. I fell back to the ground and knelt, frozen in the tiny space as my hands shook slightly.
I tried to control the frantic beating of my heart as the sound of a body being dragged filled the air. I was too scared. I clutched my bag tightly, praying that I’d be able to leave there unharmed.
I peeked through the side of the trash bin and saw a van at the entrance of the alleyway. Its boot was opened, and the dead man was roughly carried and thrown inside as if he were nothing.
The men checked around the place, finding nothing unusual and slowly began to leave.
It seemed my prayers had been answered, and I’d be able to leave here still alive until ‘August’ by Taylor Swift filled the air.
I was going to die.
[Emily]The sirens cut through the screaming, and I had never been so grateful for a sound in my entire life.The ambulance mounted the curb outside the building, and two paramedics jumped out with a stretcher and a bag. One of them, a woman with a tight ponytail, dropped to her knees beside me."Ma'am, we've got him. You can let go now."I couldn't. My fingers were locked around the soaked cardigan; the wool was warm and slick beneath my hand. She had to peel my fingers away one by one.I'm coming with him," I said."Are you his family?""No", my voice broke. "He's…he's my friend, and I was here when it happened. Please."She glanced at my hands, red to the wrist, then at the man now on the stretcher."Climb in. Sit by his head and stay out of the way."I didn't remember crossing the pavement, only the cold metal step under my shoes. The doors slammed shut, and the ambulance lurched forward with the siren howling.The inside was small and glaringly white. The paramedics worked like t
[Emily]By Sunday morning, I still hadn't sold a single piece of furniture.I sat cross-legged on Lisa's guest bed with my laptop on my knees, refreshing the listings every few minutes. The sofa, the dining table, Hayden's bunk bed, the bookshelf I'd built myself with a screwdriver, and a lot of searing. Lisa's father had sent men with a truck to move everything into a storage unit on the edge of the city, and I'd posted the photos at midnight, priced to go.Nobody had even asked questions."You don't have to do this, you know. Lisa said from the doorway, holding two cups of coffee she'd gone outside to get. She'd said the same thing every day since Friday."Landry said the Manhattan DA could take weeks to even look at the video." I took one of the cups. "Maybe months until everything is processed. I can't sit in your guest room waiting for the Lockwoods to find me.""So you're running again.""I'm relocating." I tried to say it with dignity. "That man, Cyrus, is in this city. Hayden
[Elias]I called her seven times before I even left the house.It wasn't like me, a man who stood in his kitchen at six in the morning, watching a phone ring itself out. But every time she didn't pick up, I heard her voice from last night, flat and careful, and I dialled again."Thank you for what you did for those girls".By the time I reached LensCorp, I had decided she was either asleep or in the shower, something sensible.I wasn't going to the eighth floor; that's what I told myself as I entered the lift.Then my finger pressed the button anyway. The floor was in its usual morning rhythm. I walked past the cubicles as if I had reason to be there, and stopped.Emily's desk was empty. Her chair was pushed in, and her computer was dark. Lisa's new desk by the break room was empty too."Looking for someone?" Lucent was leaning against the cubicle wall, coffee in his hand. He wasn't smirking, which was a first. "Have you heard about Emily?" he asked.I frowned. "Heard what?""She isn'
[Emily]By five in the morning, I'd given up on sleep. I eased out from under Hayden's arm and tiptoed to Lisa's kitchen, where the city glowed below the window as though nothing had happened. My laptop was already open on the counter.The email took four tries. The first draft was too long. The second sounded angry, and the third sounded like I was begging.The fourth was short and clean."Dear Ms Grayson, Please accept this email as my formal resignation from my position at Lens Corp., effective immediately. I apologise for the short notice. An urgent personal matter means I can no longer continue. Thank you for the opportunity. Emily Matthews"I added HR to the recipients and stared at the cursor. Lenscop had been my lifeboat after the last company threw me overboard, and now I was cutting the rope myself.I thought of Elias and what this all meant.I pressed send.The whoosh was so small and so final. I waited...and waited, to feel something dramatic, but there was only a hollo
[Elias]I stared at the phone in my hand; the call screen faded to black."Thank you for what you did."She'd said it like she was thanking a stranger who'd held a door open for her.I set the phone down on my desk, then picked it up again. The city glittered beyond the window, all those lights, none of them the ones I wanted to see.With her, it was always a push and pull. One moment she wanted to be close to me; the next, she'd ask for space. And then there was also the way she looked at me. It told me the distance was just a wall she was building, but not a door she was closing on us.Tonight she hadn't sounded like a woman building a wall.She'd sounded like a woman closing a door. The way she'd asked me not to come, not with anger, but as if I were something to keep away.Something had happened today. And it had something to do with me.I grabbed my jacket from the back of the chair and pulled out my keys.Whatever it was, I intended to find out.I had my hand on the door when it
[Emily]Lisa lived on the second floor of her apartment building.I had been to her apartment many times, but being here today still made me feel like I'd stepped into one of those glossy magazines she pretended not to read.The doorman greeted her by name, the lift was mirrored and smelled faintly of lavender, and the apartment itself was all glass, white leather and a balcony overlooking almost half of the city. Her family wasn't billionaire-rich, but they were well-to-do enough that Lisa had never worried about rent. She'd insisted on earning her own money at LensCorp anyway. That was Lisa for you."Wow!" Hayden pressed his face and both palms against the floor-to-ceiling window, leaving smudges on the glass. "Mummy, we're so high! It's like we're up in the clouds."I chuckled. He always said that whenever we came here."Not quite, baby," I said, dropping our bags by the door. "The clouds are way up in the sky. We can never touch them."He narrowed his eyes as though he found that







