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124 The Right Kind of Wanting

Author: Anney GW
last update Last Updated: 2025-07-18 10:29:16

(Serena)

James is sitting on the edge of the couch warming his hands against the fire.

I take that in for a moment. I’ve missed him but I need to separate those emotions from reality of what’s going on between us.

He’s still backing his mother and choosing to be with Savannah when he shouldn’t be. He still isn’t getting how I need to be loved by him.

When we first got together, he did do that.

But I found out that it wasn’t real because he could only be that man I needed as long as I stayed unknown in his world. He even said himself his world would ruin me.

Ruin us.

I had no clue how it would really be. I stupidly thought it can’t be that bad. I was wrong too.

I set his Irish coffee in front of him. “It’s strong.”

He nods, fingers curling around the mug. “Thanks. You’re joining me in having one?”

“Yes, I had two glasses of wine and a couple of cocktails earlier. It was nice to be able to relax… but I’d give anything to not be able to drink alcohol because there was still a baby grow
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