"Even if you take a while, that's perfectly fine with me. I'll take care of your adorable son!" she cheerfully interrupted me.
Maybe what I'm doing isn't right. I have a son, and I'm going to enjoy myself at a bar? Irithel told me to loosen up and just enjoy my life. I'll do it, just this once. I left the house and got into my car, which was parked in the one-car parking lot beside the house. The houses here don't have fences, except for a few very large ones. This is a subdivision, after all, so the houses have similar designs. My car isn't that expensive; it's a middle-class car. The drive to the expensive bar isn't that long. I didn't know this bar was for wealthy people only. It turns out this was the location and suggested bar Irithel mentioned. Oh, that woman. I have no choice. I don't know any other bars around here. I'm not really into this kind of thing, and luckily, it's the last day of the month tomorrow, which means I'll be receiving my salary from work. after finding a space here in the parking lot on the side of the bar, I immediately got out of the car. I'm wearing a skintight maroon tube dress, thigh length with a five inches nude pumps. The DJ's pounding music from inside the bar gives me chills. my heart beats together with the noise. I was in the middle of walking here in the parking lot going to the entrance of the bar when I saw someone kissing on the side and someone was fighting in front, I also saw a man cornering the woman in an expensive car. it's dark but I can still manage to feel or see what's happening in my surroundings. There are also a few standing lampposts here so it's not too dark either. I was even outside the bar when something terrible happened, what else if I was actually inside? I was about to enter the bar but I was stopped when a bouncer guarding its spacious entrance blocked me. There are neon lights in every corner of the entrance. "ID miss?" I frowned because of his request. Why didn't the other girl who came in here check your IDs? Do I look underage? I pulled the zipper of my rectangular shaped black shiny wallet and took out my ID. I presented my ID in front of the oversized bouncer. he took my ID and looked at it. "Twenty-two years old? Sorry, Miss. I thought you're underage 'coz you look like seventeen," frowned when the bouncer handed me back my ID and stepped back to let me in. Seventeen huh? I was sixteen years old when Lazarus accidentally got me pregnant. What did I look like when I was sixteen years old? Do I look eleven years old? I continued walking until the inside of the bar opened up to me. sweat bodies grinding each of here, actively dancing on the dance floor, flickering lights are all over the place that might make me blind, the smell of the smoke irritates my nose mixed with some strong scent of alcohol and unaffordable perfumes. some group of people just stayed in their place, a round sofa with a glass center table where the bucket of alcoholic beverages was put up. There are many expensive sofas on the edge of the dance floor. I looked up at the metal rails on the second floor when I saw people there, looking down at it. I think it's the VIP floor and rooms. I haven't even had a drink yet, I feel dizzy from what I smell. I came here alone because I don't really want to drink, I told Irithel that I will also meet someone here so I don't need someone to come with me here. Just going to stay an hour here and go home. Nothing caught my interest here at the bar. This is dangerous, yeah, I know. I don't get drunk so no one can take advantage of me. I don't have anyone to take me back home, I might get sick. I don't want my baby to get worried about me. He cried once when one day I got sick, just a fever. I sat on a stool near the male bartender who was busy mixing drinks. Behind the bartender are lined up different kinds of drinks such as whiskey, vodka, rum and more. I looked around bored and my eyes widened when I didn't think I would see him here. He's on the second floor while holding a glass of alcoholic beverage. he was watching from below, everywhere his deadly gaze landed so it was possible that he could see me too. I nervously faced the bartender who had just poured a drink that he had mixed with any drink. Without saying a word, I took the glass and sipped, nonstop. the bartender's eyes widened and the man next to me got angry because the drink was meant for him. I blinked twice when the alcohol immediately hit me. What kind of wine is that? But it hasn't swallowed my whole sanity yet. It's just that my eyes are getting a little blurry and the alcohol hurts my throat a lot. It felt cold in my throat at the same time the alcohol was burning my system. "M-Ma'am, it's uhm—hard liquor. I suggest—" "I don't need your suggestion." the bartender kept his mouth shut and just made a new drink for the angry man. I glanced again at his location on the second floor and instead of being surprised to see him staring at the side where I was sitting, I just stared. I am not bitter. I just don't really like him and I don't want to see his face like he told me six years ago. He doesn't want to see my face, so I do. Our feelings are mutual. We don't have a past or anything. We never had a relationship or anything. we didn't even become friends, I just hate his guts. I really can't believe that I begged him to give me even a little time to talk to him and I was about to tell him about the baby but he didn't give me time. after I saved him then that's all he did to me? Is that his way to say thank you? Gosh. It's depressing. Looks like I need some wine. It's okay, I'll just call Domino to pick me up here. I can't go with Irithel because she's watching over my son right now. Laki can't either, because Lazarus is here. "I ordered the hardest liquor you have here," I commanded the bartender, who seemed hesitant about whether to give me what I wanted or not. What? Do I look seventeen again? Sure, I'm not that tall or a long-legged girl, but the bouncer earlier was clearly overreacting, thinking I looked like a seventeen-year-old. Tss. Maybe he was just trying to be overprotective. I crossed my legs and rested my elbow on the counter. I've consumed almost five glasses of hard liquor in the past half hour. My vision is getting blurry, and the drinks I've had are making my throat incredibly dry. "O-One more, please." "B-But Ma'am, you seem quite intoxicated." "Oh shut it, I want more," I retorted sharply at the bartender to get him to comply. If I begged here, I'm sure he wouldn't serve me. Annoying. He's really stressing me out. Every time I glance at the second floor where he is, I catch him still staring at me. He's not avoiding eye contact at all. I thought he didn't want to see my face? I can also feel a few guys stealing glances at me from the side, whispering. Probably because they think I look underage. Maybe that's how I caught his attention? What I'm wearing is not childish. Why do I look underage to them? I don't care. When I glanced at the second floor, I was surprised not to see him there anymore. Where is he? Maybe my vision is really getting blurry. I don't want to see his face anyway. "H-Here Ma'am." The bartender caught my attention and handed me a glass of alcohol. I tilted my head and was about to drink it straight when a strong, large hand gripped my wrist and pulled my hands away, almost causing me to spill the alcohol on my own clothes. "What the—" I turned to my side, quickly covering my mouth when I saw who it was. I followed his tightly gripping hand to my pulse. He removed the glass of hard liquor from my grasp and gave it back to the bartender. The bartender accepted it, looking unsettled. I turned my gaze back to the man who ruined my evening. His disheveled brown hair had a bit of sweat, he was wearing simple black clothes and pants with a black leather jacket. His eyes, nose, and lips reminded me of my son. "Let me go!" "Get down," he ordered in a gruff tone. I tried to pull my hand back, but he wouldn't release it. I'm just sitting quietly here, and he wants to pull me off the stool? Who is he again, and why did he decide to approach me or even just look at me? He must be looking for trouble. It reminded me of what happened last month at the bank. Luzon was tailing him, and my son also claimed that he is his father. The child even had a picture, and I didn't know who he got it from. It's either Laki or Irithel. Maybe that's why he approached me? Who wouldn't be curious, right? Does he even care at all? He really hasn't changed even though I haven't seen him in years. I only see him in new magazines, and who would've thought he'd become one of the youngest chief executive officers in the world? In just a month since he claimed his position in their company, they earned billions of dollars. In just a month. He keeps his background information hidden on social media. No one knows except for his CEO position at the age of twenty-one. Three years have passed, and now he's twenty-four. I didn't get off my seat. I sat on the stool like my backside was rooted to it. His face is still grumpy, like someone is always bothering him. "N-Need something from me?" I ask, avoiding looking at him. I look at the people dancing on the dance floor, then to the bartender, and finally to the people who are comfortably sitting on their seats. "Sir?" Lastly, I looked at Lazarus Cavanaugh's snobbish yet handsome face. "Yes, Miss Belmonte. We have business to deal with," he stated in a businesslike manner, as if we were in a press conference. "You're with the wrong person, Mr. Cavanaugh," I formally stated.Chapter 110"What do you want to eat? We have plenty of food, baby. Do you want me to add more so you have more options?" Lazarus' calm voice revealed impatience and desperation to find out what was wrong with me."N-No..."He seemed to finally lose patience with me, which is why he kissed me on the lips hastily, repeating it over and over. It was intense and warm despite my continuous sobbing and our lips, both swollen, pressed together.He rested our foreheads together, catching his breath from the intense kissing even though I didn't kiss him back because I was preoccupied with crying."What do you want, hm? I'll buy it," he said, then bit my reddened and swollen lips firmly."I-I want... Yubari King Melon," my voice still trembled as I held my not-so-large baby bump."What's that?" he asked quickly, seeming very eager to know what I wanted to eat so he could buy it right away."I-It's a melon, Lazi...""How much?"I hesitated to tell him the price, especially since he would have t
Chapter 109Hidden ChapterDruggedBefore Lazarus and I got married, it wasn't that easy to gain the trust of my parents, aunts, and other relatives for Lazarus.Aunt Lauren almost filed a case against him. She had found out about what happened when I was just sixteen years old, that he raped me, and that's why he hadn't asked me to marry him yet. He wanted to clear everything before he'd let me into his troubled life.I was not raped.It was my fault that it happened.The ecstasy. If I hadn't mixed the drug in his drink, then it wouldn't have made sense for him to take my virginity.He was drugged; ecstasy was irresistible when it had full control of a person's body. I knew some effects of ecstasy that a person might experience.Including paranoia, aggression, and psychosis. And more.Muscle aches and stiffness, increased energy and confidence, sweating, increased body temperature, feelings of closeness to others, dilated pupils, loss of appetite, heightened sensations. Those were th
Chapter 108I hurried to leave when I heard what he said. I left the university and entered my car which was left parked outside.Inside my car, the steering wheel almost broke because of my repeated hitting and punching.The next day I met a woman. her name was Sammantha, I lost my sanity because I immediately made her my girlfriend but after I took advantage of her and Calista moved away from me, I also broke up with her.Nothing happened between Sammantha and me.I want to hurt Calista so that she herself will stay away from me. I can't stay away from him."Lazarus. There are ten more sacks of rice outside, please bring them inside," said my old lady boss who owns a small rice shop."Is there anything else?" I asked even though my clothes were soaked with my own sweat. "I still want to work.""Don't worry, son. I'll increase your salary in two," he said before going inside.I worked. Scrape to save your own money. also one of the reasons why I don't have to work out anymore.My bod
Chapter 107"Come in," I ordered firmly without thinking and pushed him to the front seat, I opened the door for him myself but he didn't come in and his soft hand accidentally caught my tight slacks. "Come on in!"the softness and smoothness of his skin when I first touched his arm.I want to experience what happens to us in my dreams. I want to see her innocent face wince in pleasure and pain.It was amazing when he followed my wishes without complaining.My body grew hotter as if it had a mind of its own and knew that the woman I was fantasizing about was very close.I took her to the condo because it is illegal to let women into the dorm. the condo that belongs to my father but I will make sure that next time I will take him to my own condo."Lie down," my eyes lit up as I let him into the room and pointed to my bed.the bed was just behind him and he just felt like I wanted to push him begging and he looked at me innocently.Those innocent eyes. I want those eyes to look at me fu
Chapter 106special chapter...Claimed"Lazarus, son. I can see the potential in you. Business is business."I was in his study. I was standing in front of his study table while he was sitting in his chair and wearing reading glasses. Reading some files and reports.what comes out of the contour of his tongue is not funny. I think he still has plans to control my future.I have no dreams. I don't know what course I will take in college."Dad, why not Laki? O Kuya Law, he's the eldest. he should be the next one to run the company," my voice was full of fake respect. I tried to respect him.I know none of my siblings are interested in running our family business.Money could fuck our lives up."Laki don't take business seriously and Law wants to proceed law after graduating a four year course in college," he reasoned, pushing me more and forcing me to follow his footsteps."How about Kry?""She's too young... and stubborn," he shook his head slightly as he continued to read the reports
Chapter 105He's just getting started. I don't know what he can do if we stay here longer.I couldn't close my thighs because of his head.He used his sharp tongue again, slowly, teasing me. I don't know but even though it's cold here, I'm getting too hot.After a few minutes, I could feel his tongue becoming violent and angry. He was licking and sucking it as if my juice was coming out like a condense.My lips parted and I didn't realize I was moaning, calling his name.I gripped the sack of rice beneath me when I felt his tongue had found its way to get inside. My back was bent because of what he was doing.His tongue was a punisher.I gripped his soft and strong hair like how I grip the sack of rice beneath me with my other hand. I was almost there and he kept thrusting his tongue in and out of me.I felt my whole body tremble when he took me out and only used his tongue.My whole body was still sweating, panting and shaking when he climbed onto the sacks of rice that served as our