MasukAfter discovering she is pregnant, she turns to the one person who should have stayed — the father of her child, Lazarus. But instead of support, she is met with cold rejection and humiliation as he openly chooses another woman and forces her out of his life. Left alone and heartbroken, she decides to keep the baby and move forward without him. She never wanted his love, only his responsibility, yet he refuses to acknowledge both her and their unborn child. Now she must learn how to stand on her own, carrying a life inside her while healing from the pain he caused. But fate has a strange way of bringing people back together. When Lazarus finally realizes the truth and the weight of what he abandoned, will it already be too late? Or will the child he denied become the reason their paths cross again?
Lihat lebih banyakPrologue
“Say ‘fuck you,’ kiddo.” “Fuc—” “What kind of nonsense are you teaching my child?!” I snapped, cutting him off just as my son was about to repeat the word. I was only halfway up the stairs when I heard the shameless things this man was teaching my child. He was exactly like his older brother—the one who left me high and dry when I was only three weeks pregnant. “So when he meets my brother, he’ll already be an expert!” he laughed, tickling my son’s stomach. I still didn’t know how he found out about my pregnancy—or that his brother was the father. Zon was three years old when he suddenly appeared in our lives, threatening to tell his brother the truth if I didn’t allow him to see his nephew. “Just leave, Laki!” I was one second away from throwing my slipper at his grinning face. “You’re bad, Tito Laki. You made Momma angry,” my five-year-old scolded, crossing his little arms over his chest. He was turning six soon. “Do you want your daddy, kiddo? I can bring him here—” “Really?” Just like that, he had fooled my child again. “Laki?” I called coldly. He turned to me with a playful grin. “Would you like a double slap?” He quickly raised both hands in surrender, though the smirk never left his face. And just like that, the past came rushing back. I was 18 years old when Zon’s father left me. I still remember holding my stomach while crying in front of the man whose child I was carrying. “Who is she, Laz?” the beautiful woman beside him asked softly. “Get in my car, baby,” Laz told her. Then he turned to me, his eyes hard and merciless. “What are you still looking at? Leave.” But I couldn’t leave. I just stood there, crying in front of him. “Laz? Why is she crying? Tell me,” the woman asked again, her voice gentle—like an angel’s. “Get in the car now, Sammantha,” Laz said sweetly. The way he spoke to her made my chest ache even more. “L-Lazarus… please…” I begged, until I found myself kneeling in front of him. It hurt. God, it hurt so much. I didn’t love him. But I didn’t want my child to grow up without a father. I wasn’t doing this for myself. I was doing it for the baby. He ran a frustrated hand through his hair before I lowered my head and touched the wet pavement. Suddenly, he knelt in front of me and grabbed my hair, forcing me to look at him. His eyes were cold. Harsh. “I don’t want to see your face again. If you show up in front of me, I won’t hesitate to push you away.” His words shattered whatever strength I had left. I cried harder. He released my hair roughly and stood up, wrapping his muscular arm around Sammantha’s waist. “Wait, Laz—” “Get in, okay?” he cut her off and kissed her forehead. She had no choice but to obey. Lazarus opened the driver’s seat and was about to get in when I stood up. “Y-You’re selfish,” I said through my tears. “But thank you. Thank you for giving me this little blessing. I hope you sleep peacefully every night, Lazarus.” He didn’t respond. He just got inside the car and drove away. I stood there, watching until the rain began to fall. I held my stomach. Three weeks pregnant. Begging the father of my child for help. And he left. “Y-Your daddy left us, baby…” Almost six years have passed, but every detail remains painfully clear. “Zon! Baby, what did you do?” I rushed toward the living room. I had only left for a minute, yet chaos had already erupted. Laki had just left after receiving a call from his brother. Zon quickly hid the toy cars behind his back, even though he was caught red-handed. “Broom, Momma?” he asked innocently. “It’s not a broom, baby. It’s a car,” I corrected gently. He only knew the sound a car made, so he called it a broom. He lowered his head, looking a little sad because of my stern tone. “Come here,” I said softly, extending my hand. He ran to me immediately. “Sorry, Momma.” He wrapped his small arms around my neck and kissed my cheek. “It’s okay, baby. Let’s get you cleaned up.” After getting ready, we headed out. My cousin borrowed my car, so we took public transportation instead. “Momma, where are we going?” he asked, his innocent eyes sparkling. “Where do you want to go?” I smiled. His expression suddenly changed. “Da…ddy…” I froze mid-step, still carrying him. We were just outside our subdivision gate. No cars were passing. I bit my lower lip. I had no answer. To distract him, I decided we’d go to the mall and buy toys. But first, I needed to withdraw money from the ATM near the bank. It was within walking distance, so I carried him to keep him from getting tired. Years had passed. He might even be married by now. We stood in line at the ATM. I held Zon’s hand tightly. When it was our turn, I let go briefly to look for my card. It took a moment to find it. When the cash dispensed, my heart nearly stopped. Zon was gone. “Zon? Luzon?” I looked around frantically for the fair-skinned child in a black hoodie. “What’s taking so long, miss? Are you done? It’s my turn!” the woman behind me complained. I apologized quickly and rushed toward the bank entrance. My chest tightened. White vans were still common these days. I exhaled in relief when I spotted Zon inside the bank. But then my brows furrowed. He was following a man dressed in formal business attire, walking toward a private room. The man had his back turned. Zon was craning his neck, trying to see his face, but he only reached the man’s waist. The man didn’t even notice him. I ran forward and grabbed my son’s shoulders. “Zon! Oh God, baby! Don’t walk away without telling Momma!” I knelt in front of him, my voice loud with panic. The man stopped walking. I saw his polished shoes turn in our direction. People were beginning to stare. “Momma! I found Daddy!” Zon said happily, pointing at the man. My cheeks burned with embarrassment. “Shh, baby. That’s not your daddy,” I whispered, mortified, still unable to look at the man. “But Momma, look!” He raised a photo in his small hand. It was Lazarus’ photograph. Where did he get that? I slowly stood up and turned to apologize. But the words died in my throat. Because when our eyes met— I froze. Calm. Intense. Familiar. Those eyes. My grip on Zon tightened. “No,” I whispered. “He’s not your daddy, Zon. Let’s go.” My voice trembled. “Let’s go find you another daddy.”Hidden Chapter: DruggedBefore Lazarus and I got married, it wasn't that easy to gain the trust of my parents, aunts, and other relatives for Lazarus.Aunt Lauren almost filed a case against him. She had found out about what happened when I was just sixteen years old, that he raped me, and that's why he hadn't asked me to marry him yet. He wanted to clear everything before he'd let me into his troubled life.I was not raped.It was my fault that it happened.The ecstasy. If I hadn't mixed the drug in his drink, then it wouldn't have made sense for him to take my virginity.He was drugged; ecstasy was irresistible when it had full control of a person's body. I knew some effects of ecstasy that a person might experience.Including paranoia, aggression, and psychosis. And more.Muscle aches and stiffness, increased energy and confidence, sweating, increased body temperature, feelings of closeness to others, dilated pupils, loss of appetite, heightened sensations. Those were the effects I
Even though he was able to scream in great pain, I did not follow his orders.I moved slowly so her sobs turned into wails.I leaned my body down, close to her. I took a grip of her right wrist while my other hand was gripping her waist to keep her in place."Touch me, baby," I gently ordered her but her only response was her soft sobs.I guided his hand that I was holding towards my chest and down to my formed four packs. I went through a lot of workouts just to build those four.I didn't count how many times I claimed him but I fell asleep so tired and when I woke up the next day he was gone.Two weeks passed quickly until I caught him too and followed him to a classroom. it was lunch break so there were no students in all the classrooms.I claimed her for the second time. At a teacher's desk.I only stopped him for a week but I couldn't stop myself so I took him to the condo and claimed him for the third time.Why did I do it? because I want to get Francesca and everything she's do
"Look at it," I ordered and gently rubbed the tip of my manhood on his thigh. "Look," I insisted and tightened my grip on his jaw as he closed his eyes tightly.She obliged and opened her bloodshot eyes. when because of his crying his eyes were very red.I watched him look at my manhood and his weak shake."N-No..." his voice was broken and weak.He really makes me angry."What's wrong?" I held her thigh tightly, almost sinking my fingers into its softness. "You don't want it? Didn't you mean it? You want something to happen to us!""I-I don't want to. I don't want to, someone ordered-""Are you really going to lie to me?" the way I spoke to him became more violent. "You're a flirt aren't you? How many men have you fallen victim to? Stop acting like a Virgin Mary."I grabbed him by the hips and pulled him closer to me on the side of the bed.i violently parted her soft and long legs. I knelt down to face her womanhood.That's how surprised I was when I saw her blushing womanhood.She'
"Forget it," said Kyle and he still slapped my back. "I thought she was still a virgin that's why you don't always score?"I didn't pay attention to them because by the time I finished the wine I felt something strange.I felt damn aroused. My body is getting hot and I know it's not just an ordinary body heat. I'm not drunk yet, I feel like I'm high right now.I went out without saying goodbye and they didn't seem to notice my absence. They were too busy to bother with their fun.I got to my car and just hit the car door because I felt like my penis was disappearing inside my clothes."E-Excuse me, are you okay?"I violently turned to look at that voice, just hearing his voice made me feel even worse.My pants tightened and I was panting. Heat, I was fucking suffering from this addictive heat.I stared at him and it was as if I was hallucinating what I was seeing. the softness of his skin looks like it's delicious to lick. Especially the part of her neck, it was so fucking sexy and ir












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