“Daniel told me what happened. Are you okay? Did he manage to screw you?”“No,” I said, my body shivering harder, the memory enough to make my throat tighten. Wrapping his arms around me, Edward frowned. “He didn't hurt me at all. Just scared me. Wanted to look at me.”“I wish I could tell you it got better,” he said. “But it doesn't. There's always going to be men thinking they can have exactly what they want.”“And most of them will get it, won't they?”“Well, it's going to be my job to make sure none of them do you any major harm, but yes. If a man has paid for your time and you said yes to it, I'm not meant to intervene unless he's trying to do something really sinister like cut you up, or break bones or something.” His eyes were full of pity.“Would you? If I asked you to?”“Sorry, princess. It's not you who pays my bills. I'll step in before some of the guys here, but if it's considered an official fetish, I don't get to stop it.”I nodded my head, only feeling more sick. A depre
Frowning, I looked over my newest design on the virtual mannequin. Noticing my expression, Yaru held his hand out. I passed him the device.“You're getting better,” he said.I smiled and clutched the seat, the bubble car tilting to pass another. Yaru didn't even react.“Keep practising.” He gave me back the crystal. “But you'll have to use the two designs you already have and extra bits until your unveiling.”“Should we use one of the new designs for the unveiling ceremony?” I asked, already considering which of my newer designs I'd like to display most.“No. Everyone at the unveiling will already be more than happy to part with their credits. They won't need the extra enticement.”“They will already be pleased they're finally getting to screw me?”“Precisely.”We lapsed into silence, but I couldn't quite bring myself to draw any more right now. I had other thoughts on my mind. I knew how big my debt had been the moment Daniel had signed me into his care. I didn't know how much it had
For the first time since I'd woken up my heart felt light. Yaru and Edward were far enough away I didn't feel monitored by them, and Tomichii and Kioshi were fast becoming two of my favourite people. I couldn't be entirely open with them, but it was a start.“I think, Kioshi, you're very much in danger of charming your first courtesan,” Tomichii said, his eyes sparkling as he teased his friend. I blushed and looked away, no clue how to handle such a statement when it revealed my thoughts so completely.“We both know courtesans are more your diversion than mine,” Kioshi replied. “You charmed her on the very first day. We are just colleagues trying to help others.”“Oh, no... Well... I mean... yes, but...” I trailed off, my mind in a spin. I looked between them both, biting my lip as I tried to find the right words to say. How do I let two very different men know I like them both? Without sounding like any other courtesan who needed many clients.“Yes, Tomichii, right from the beginning
Shaking, I sat in Yaru's car, Edward by my side. Neither of us spoke. There was nothing to say. I waited For Yaru. For some understanding of what had just happened.Eventually Yaru appeared, hurrying from the building. Without a word, he got into the car and sat down. His face, normally completely impassive, was set, his eyes saddened by something.“What?” I croaked out, my voice able to manage nothing more.“You had a husband. In your profile. These things aren't normally made public unless a resurrected wishes them to be, but of course, given the involvement Tomichii and Kioshi had in your healing...”“They accessed her records?” Edward said, his anger evident.Yaru nodded.“So they know I'm not a virgin?” I asked. “Is that what this is all about?”“I'm afraid so, my dear.”“I haven't mentioned my husband to anyone. How could anyone have known to even look?”“Well,” Yaru paused. “I believe that might have been Bernice...”“But there's no way to confirm it.” I put my head in my hands.
Nerves tore at my insides, threatening to bring up my breakfast. I was already painted up, wearing the cherry blossom design, with a few slight modifications. The paint was now all gone, but I looked the best I possibly could.“Good luck,” Mhairi whispered as Edward escorted me out to Yaru's car. I didn't reply, unable to. I was going to need more than luck.Yaru sat waiting, his eyes meeting mine.“Take me to Kioshi,” I said before he could ask and I could change my mind.“Kioshi? Are you sure?”“Yes,” I replied, not sure at all. But it was the best plan I could think of. And I'd been up most of the night going over alternatives and possible ways it could go wrong. It was my best shot.“He's going to be the hardest to convince of your innocence in all this,” Yaru replied.“I know. And so does everyone else.”“Big gamble. Do you think you can lie that well?”“I did last night, didn't I?”“Yes, my dear. Far better than I'd have ever expected, I must confess.”I didn't reply, agreeing wi
“Speak, Courtesan. Say what it is you've come to say so I may go back to my work. But do not expect me to believe your honeyed lies.”I exhaled, unable to look at him.“I was awake all night, planning, repeating what I wanted, what I needed to say. All the other courtesans, Daniel, the guards, staff, even Yaru, depend on me somehow fixing all this. The debt on my head is so large that if I don't, they'll all be sold, laid off or tainted.”I glanced up at him, but his face hadn't changed.“Knowing they all need me, I thought I was prepared to say whatever would fix this. To utter whatever lies were required.”He folded his arms, letting out an almost satisfied hmmph at my admission.“But I cannot lie to you. In truth, I never intended to claim virginity when I was resurrected. The initial decision was taken out of my hands. But this one has not been. The claim I had a husband is true. And we were intimate.” I paused as I felt the first tear fall, fighting to keep my voice steady while I
My feet ached as I slumped down in Daniel's office. For three days straight I'd done nothing but sit in each of the three major locations I'd been regularly visiting and retell my story again, and again. Many had come to talk over how I could have had a husband yet not consummated my marriage. Time and time again I told a tragic tale, Yaru helping me stay just consistent enough to keep it believable, while not telling it perfectly the same every time.Daniel had barely spoken to me since hearing my confession, but he sat opposite me now, studying me.“You're exhausted. But Yaru tells me you've done a good job at undoing the damage.”“I've quelled the rumours. They won't go any further, but not everyone's opinion is restored. And some are still avoiding me.”“You'll have to keep trying, then. You'll need six at your unveiling.”“I know.”Silence fell between us.“How are the others faring? Has their average pay been hit hard by all this?”“They're struggling, but only outside of the Jap
Groaning, I pushed the bed covers back. Mhairi stood nearby, having just given me a shake.“Time to get up,” she said, not looking much happier to be awake. I fought back my true reaction as I spotted Yaru near the door. If he was here we must have both slept later than we ought.By the time I was on my feet and Mhairi and I were selecting our outfits for the day, he had come all the way into the room. Missing nothing, he took in the present from James.“Oh, this is a useful gift, considering the circumstances,” Yaru said, holding up the chains and cuffs. “Bring them, but don't put them on yet.”“So, neon design today then,” I replied, knowing the bondage wear would look very out of place with the Japanese design.Yaru nodded as he handed me the gift. We both ignored the fact he'd seen and read the card. No part of me felt like I needed to point out that another resurrected had proven useful as an ally. My mentor didn't miss this sort of thing. He'd have realised.I was inside the car