~Aria~
The tires’ humming sounds were the only thing I could hear apart from my heartbeat pounding due to anger. I kept driving with no destination in mind. Laurel's words echoed in my mind like a constant alarm clock, sharp and fluent: “You were nothing but a pawn all along” How could Laurel do this to me?! I gripped the steering wheel tightly, my knuckles almost white but I didn't care. Stepping my foot harder on the pedal I gritted my teeth, accelerating faster past the stream of city lights which became blurry in sight. If I had heard those words from Darren, it wouldn't have hurt this much. But it was from Laurel, the innocent, timid friend that I would do anything for just to see her happy. All that didn't matter anymore, that line had been crossed. I was stranded and hopeless now, especially since all my accounts had been frozen by the Feds because of the ongoing investigation of the fraud scandal which Darren was solely responsible for. Argh Darren! I despise him even so much more now. At this point, I was left with no choice but to go to my father’s house. The last place I wanted to be. I made a U-turn, headed there and soon arrived at the gold-coated gates of the Luxen family house, which stood tall and imposing. The cameras scanned through my face just before the gates opened widely, allowing me to drive in. “Welcome home, young mistress” the butler, Adam, politely greeted. “Thank you, Adam.” I forced a smile to cover the hurt I felt inside even though I knew the news must have gotten to him. He complied, also forming a reassuring smile. “Young master and madam are waiting for you in the garden” I smiled wryly, thanking him and advancing further into the compound while he sorted out my suitcases. By now the news must have circulated widely, the only news I'm not sure would have reached everybody was the fact that I was no longer with Darren Maxwell. All I can think of now is how my stepmother, Mariah Luxen would react to this news after realizing I had returned home with nothing. I took a deep breath before pushing the floral-adorned wooden door leading to the garden. Forcing the most polite smile I could muster up I said, “Evening Mother” “The prodigal daughter finally returns ” Joe Luxen, my brother or rather half brother arrogantly mocked. I rolled my eyes not glancing at him. I didn't have time for his constant bullying right now. Ever since we were kids he had always had this passion for always causing problems for me. And I wasn't even in the mood for any of his theatrics right now. I just focused on my stepmother whom I call mother. Her eyes were fixed on some beauty magazine she was holding, not paying any attention to me and acting as if I was a nuisance. “Evening Mother” I greeted again but she still didn't answer, so I moved closer and greeted her again but instead she snapped at me. “How dare you call me your mother you unfilial child of a snake” Her words never seem to get less hurtful over the years, hitting my every nerve sharp and deep. I should be used to her scrutinies by now, but it always hurts every time especially when all I got in return for the love and respect I had for her was a pond of hatred thrown towards me every single time. I swallowed hard, pushing down the lump in my throat. " Mother, I -" "Don't you dare call me that!" She said sharply, slamming the beauty magazine she was so in debt with a while ago on the table. "Do you have any idea how much shame you've brought upon this family? You so-called daughter of the Luxen family, abandoned like a stray dog and worst of taking the company your father worked for so long down with your stupidity. How dare you show your face in front of me?" I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out, just a dry ache, so dry that I couldn’t even utter a single word. I wanted to tell them it wasn't me who did everything, that it was all Darren's fault but Joe's sudden mocking laughter caught me off guard. "What? Darren finally saw how worthless you're and finally tossed you out like trash that you are." My eyes flickered a little, tears welling up as if I could burst into tears any minute from now. What was I expecting, that I would find solace or support here? Who was I kidding? I straightened up, my hands balled up in a fist, I wouldn't give Joe or anyone the satisfaction of seeing me break. I looked up at my stepmother whose cold eyes were void of any emotions right now. I now understood my situation, I wasn't going to get help here so why bother asking for permission? "I didn't come here to beg," I said, my voice steady shadowing the chaos inside me. "This is my house too." Mariah scoffed, rising gracefully from her seat. She strided towards me her shoulders squared and her gaze locked on me. She oozing so much aura of authority which she wore like an amour. "Your home?" She laughed menacingly, “Oh please, you better think again. What status do you have in your name? A failed marriage and a tarnished reputation? You're nothing!” She shouted out loud at my face, her main aim was to plaster the word to my face which she did. I smiled wryly, the tears I had fought to keep in check resurfacing again. “Pack your things and get out of here.” The words dropped from her mouth so easily causing another drop of tears to roll down my cheeks. “Mom I -” Before I could finish my sentence I suddenly felt a stinging sound in my ear, my eyes widening as her palm landed harshly on my face, making me feel a slight headache. “Don't you ever call me that again! I said get out” After regaining my composure, I turned my face to her smiling, and without a word I dashed out of the garden straight to my car. If I wasn't welcomed here I might as well not stay. I gave the house one final look as I shook my head before driving off. If everyone has deserted me someone won't. If no one else would stand by me… then I’d stand by myself. After much crying and singing off the top of my voice along to the loud music blasting from the stereo of the car for several hours, I arrived at a sign: Welcome to Bedias, Texas~Aria~ My life was a mess. After the shame and humiliation I went through, I locked myself in my room for two days straight. I barely ate, barely moved. Every time I closed my eyes, all I could see was the way my late parents looked at me, the way my father looked at me.I had failed him and my mother. I had jeopardized their hard work and fed it to those vipers.I was a failure. Curled up in my misery I decided to just lay there, expecting the worst to come. After all, there was nothing left.But my grandmother wouldn't let me drown in it. She kept knocking, kept calling my name, kept forcing me to remember that I wasn't alone, that I had a baby now, a life growing in me.When I finally stepped out of the room, I felt like a ghost of myself. My body was weak and worn out, the morning sickness had kicked in, making everything worse.I caught my reflection in the mirror hung on the corridor, I barely recognised the girl staring back. I couldn’t even remember the last time I gave my
~Aria~The cold wind bit against my skin as I drove down the lonely road, I gripped the steering wheel so hard my knuckles turned white.The dusty town of Bedias looked exactly as I remembered it, plain, dry, and almost as quiet as a graveyard. I could have bet the whole town could hear me sniffling inside my car right now.No not now, not now. Tears threatened to pour down my cheeks.I had nothing left in Houston. My reputation was in ruins thanks to my husband and my so-called sister and friend who had turned their backs on me and worst of all, I was being discarded by my own family. Staying there was no longer an option.The only place I could feel a little safety from everyone and everything was home in Bedias, where my Nana was.By the time I had arrived at my grandmother's house the evening sky was already at its peak, illuminating a mix of orange and red hues showing that the day was already coming to an end I pulled up in front of a familiar small, wooden house. It hadn't cha
~Aria~ The tires’ humming sounds were the only thing I could hear apart from my heartbeat pounding due to anger. I kept driving with no destination in mind. Laurel's words echoed in my mind like a constant alarm clock, sharp and fluent: “You were nothing but a pawn all along” How could Laurel do this to me?! I gripped the steering wheel tightly, my knuckles almost white but I didn't care. Stepping my foot harder on the pedal I gritted my teeth, accelerating faster past the stream of city lights which became blurry in sight. If I had heard those words from Darren, it wouldn't have hurt this much. But it was from Laurel, the innocent, timid friend that I would do anything for just to see her happy. All that didn't matter anymore, that line had been crossed. I was stranded and hopeless now, especially since all my accounts had been frozen by the Feds because of the ongoing investigation of the fraud scandal which Darren was solely responsible for. Argh Darre
~Aria~ I sat on a table at the far end of the bar, two bottles of beer and an already almost empty bottle in front of me. I refilled the cup trying to find solace in the alcohol. If everything was to betray me at least alcohol wouldn't, I thought to myself. Or would it? My mind drifted back to the disastrous meeting we just had at the boardroom this evening before I found myself at this bar. I could still that arrogant smirk on Darren’s face as he told the shareholders I was mentally unfit to lead the company and also a fraud. He had papers. Falsified. Polished. Legal. My own signature had even been forged on those papers. They clapped for him. The very people my father hired had turned their backs against me. I let out a bitter laugh as I gulped down the remaining beer in the cup. I could feel the room starting to spin around me, blurring my vision as I refilled my cup again and again. I blinked hard and tried to stand up but my legs felt wobbly like jelly, causing me
~Aria~I was definitely married to the devil himself.“What?!?!” I shouted at the top of my lungs, jolting up from my seat as the voice of the television faded.I stared at the television screen, the words glaring back at me. The Luxen enterprise known to be founded by the late Daniel Luxen and is now being managed by his daughter Ariana Luxen has been formally charged with embezzlement of government properties and fraud. It is said that there is recorded evidence and documents to support these claims.Embezzlement? Fraud? Evidence?My mouth opened just a fraction but enough to show how shocked I was. This can't be real. It had to be a joke, a prank played by some competing companies.I tried reassuring myself but I knew very well that this was no joke. Everything written on the screen in front of me was real. I paced back and forth, clenching my hands tightly into a ball, my fingers digging into my skin. My father's company, my company is being dragged through the mud and is what?