เข้าสู่ระบบThe heavy oak front door of my Havenport estate shut with a low, solid thud, locking out the roaring Atlantic wind and the cold, judging world beyond my gates.I leaned my back against the dark carved wood, drawing a long, slow breath deep into my lungs.The quiet interior of the foyer was warm, filled with the soft, grounding scent of beeswax, cedar, and lingering ocean salt. An hour ago, I had driven out to Dr. Lin’s clinic with a heart reeling from uncertainty. But as I pressed my palm flat against my lower stomach beneath the soft cashmere of my sweater, the panic stopped completely. In its place, a steady, unyielding river of molten steel coursed through my veins.I walked down the wide hallway into the sunlit master dressing room, stepping in front of the tall vanity mirror.I slipped off the heavy beige sweater, letting it drop to the chair, and stood before my reflection in dark jersey trousers and a soft silk camisole.I looked at my body with eyes that had completely strippe
The salt spray from the ocean outside my window carried the sharp, crisp chill of autumn, but inside my Havenport bedroom, the air felt suffocatingly warm.I sat on the edge of the plush cream mattress, staring down at my hands resting in my lap. My fingers were cold, my nails pressing into the palms of my hands as I tried to ground myself against the strange, heavy silence that had settled over the estate.For three straight mornings, the exact same agonizing routine had unfolded: waking up before dawn with a sharp, violent wave of nausea that left me breathless over the cold porcelain sink, followed by a sudden, bone-deep exhaustion that seemed to seep straight into my lower back.I had tried to rationalize it. I had spent hours telling myself it was merely the residual physical trauma of walking out on my marriage, the looming legal war with the Kane board, or the lingering poison of my mother’s toxic phone calls. Grief was famous for physically dismantling a person's body from the
The Atlantic ocean swept against the jagged black cliffs of Havenport, hurling white foam three hundred feet into the cold morning air.I stood at the edge of the stone terrace, the coastal wind pulling dark, loose curls from my bun and whipping them across my cheeks. I took a deep, lung-expanding breath, feeling the sharp, salty air fill my chest.For the first time in a full year…the twelve long, exhausting months I had spent as Ryker Kane’s contract wife, I wasn't dressing to hide. I wasn't standing in front of a mirror calculating how to minimize the breadth of my shoulders or smooth away the generous, plush curve of my waist so I wouldn't draw the sneering judgment of Ryker’s high-society inner circle.This morning, I had chosen a floor-length wrap dress of thick, plum-colored ribbed wool. It molded tightly to the heavy, breathtaking curve of my bust, cinched deeply at my waist, and flowed over the lush, magnificent line of my hips down to my ankles. Wrapped in a heavy cream cash
The scent of warm vanilla, browned butter, and sweet yeast filled the sunlit kitchen of my Havenport estate, rising like a gentle, comforting cloak against the cool ocean air drifting through the open terrace doors.I stood by the broad marble island, my bare feet grounded against the cool limestone floor, my sleeves pushed up to my elbows. My hands were dusted in white flour as I folded a ball of heavy dough, pressing the heels of my palms into the soft, pliable mixture with steady, rhythmic force.Baking had always been the one quiet sanctuary that anchored me when the world grew entirely too loud. It was tactile, real, and completely under my control. Unlike the corporate boardrooms of Kane Corporation or the cold, critical dining halls of my upbringing, dough didn't demand perfection or quiet submission; it simply responded to heat, time, and honest effort.As I swayed against the counter, the flexible waistband of my dark linen trousers stretched comfortably around the plush, gen
The morning light arrived in Havenport not with warmth, but as a pale, merciless fog that drifted off the Atlantic and pressed against my bedroom windows.I hadn't slept. I had stayed on the floor until my limbs grew numb, watching the shadows stretch across the ceiling until the fire in the hearth died down to cold, gray ash.When I finally stood up, my joints clicked in protest. Every muscle in my torso felt bruised, as if the violent, breathless sobbing from the night before had torn through my ribs. I walked over to the floor-to-ceiling glass, wrapping my plush cashmere robe tight around my waist. The fabric clung to the full curve of my hips and heavy bust, but for the first time in months, there was no sharp-tongued mother pointing at my seams, no fragile ex-fiancée sighing about how much space I occupied.There was only me. Large, heavy-hearted, and entirely unbroken on the outside, even if my chest felt like an empty cavern.I touched my face in the cold reflection of the glas
The silence of my Havenport bedroom hit me like a physical blow the second the door clicked shut.Julian had offered to stay downstairs, his steady eyes filled with unspoken concern as he handed me a keycard, but I needed to be alone. I had needed to hold my spine straight through the grand gates, down the mahogany staircase, and across the estate driveway…a ice-cold queen leaving a fallen kingdom.But here, surrounded by the soft cream linens and oak beams of my true sanctuary, there was no audience to perform for.My knees buckled.I sank onto the thick wool rug at the foot of the bed, my four-inch heels sliding off my feet. I pulled my legs up against my chest, wrapping my arms tight around my knees, and finally... I let go.A violent, ragged sob tore from my throat, shattering the quiet room.I pressed my face into my velvet robe, my body shaking with deep, agonizing gasps that felt like they were ripping my lungs apart from the inside. The tears I had locked away behind my cold g







