LOGINLucia came to with a sharp gasp, the kind that tore up her throat like she’d been drowning.
She jolted upright, heart hammering in a wild rhythm against her ribcage. Cold sweat clung to her skin like a second layer. Her hair stuck to her forehead in damp strands, and every inch of her body trembled as though she’d just escaped something unseen but terrifyingly real. Her eyes darted frantically around the room, struggling to distinguish memory from reality. The faint light filtering through the gauzy curtains was too soft, too warm, to belong to that alley. But the weight in her chest remained heavy—like she hadn’t quite escaped. The bed beneath her was too plush. The sheets too clean. Her fingers rose hesitantly to her face, expecting to feel the sting of a bruise, the ghost of a bloody fist—but there was nothing. No broken skin, no pain. Only her shallow, ragged breathing and the faint hum of air-conditioning in the background, whLucia came to with a sharp gasp, the kind that tore up her throat like she’d been drowning. She jolted upright, heart hammering in a wild rhythm against her ribcage. Cold sweat clung to her skin like a second layer. Her hair stuck to her forehead in damp strands, and every inch of her body trembled as though she’d just escaped something unseen but terrifyingly real. Her eyes darted frantically around the room, struggling to distinguish memory from reality. The faint light filtering through the gauzy curtains was too soft, too warm, to belong to that alley. But the weight in her chest remained heavy—like she hadn’t quite escaped. The bed beneath her was too plush. The sheets too clean. Her fingers rose hesitantly to her face, expecting to feel the sting of a bruise, the ghost of a bloody fist—but there was nothing. No broken skin, no pain. Only her shallow, ragged breathing and the faint hum of air-conditioning in the background, wh
Flashback It started like any other Wednesday. Lucia had stayed late after her volunteer shift at the downtown community center. The scent of buttered popcorn still lingered in the air from the movie night they’d hosted for the kids. She remembered laughing while picking up crumpled paper cups with another girl she didn’t know—someone with braces and a contagious giggle. The storm had passed earlier, but the sidewalks were still slick with rain. Her sneakers squeaked against the wet pavement as she stepped out the back exit into a narrow alley behind the center. Twilight was settling into a deep bruised purple overhead, and a slight chill wrapped around her, prompting her to pull her cardigan tighter across her chest. Her phone had died hours ago—she’d forgotten to charge it before school. There was a payphone kiosk two streets down, but she’d walked this route a dozen times.
Lucia barely slept a wink. She had spent the entire night tossing and turning, staring at the ceiling as flashes of the previous evening danced behind her eyelids. The kiss, the promise, the way Adrian had looked at her like she was the only person who existed. It had left her restless and far too aware of her own heartbeat. The feelings were new. Complicated. Terrifying. By the time the sun had begun to rise, casting golden beams across the luxurious room, she had made up her mind: the sooner she returned to her dorm, the better. She wanted to be around something familiar. Something that didn’t breathe down her neck with desire and declarations. Something that didn’t make her chest race and her thoughts blur like ink in water. Lucia grabbed her small bag and crept downstairs, trying to avoid making a sound. The house was quiet, wrapped in the soft silence of early morning, save f
Lucia’s eyes wandered everywhere,anywhere but the pair of dark eyes locked onto hers. Adrian’s gaze was unwavering and intense. They had just kissed. And she didn’t feel repulsed. That was the part that shocked her the most. She should feel scandalized, guilty even outraged at him for stealing a moment that wasn’t his to take. But instead, all she could feel was the ghost of his lips still lingering on hers, soft and warm, like a memory refusing to be erased. It’d be surprising to anyone who heard, but this…this had been her first kiss. She had just had her first kiss. At twenty-two. She never had the luxury of time or freedom to entertain boyish crushes or fluttery teenage romances. Love had been a foreign concept to her,it was too expensive, too dangerous, too distracting. She had spent
“Lucia, who is Marcus to you?” Lucia’s breath hitched. She stared at Adrian,his eyes piercing into hers with an intensity that made her legs feel like they could give out any second. His voice wasn’t loud, but it held a charge, a sharp edge that made her pulse quicken. He was close,too close. One more step and he’d be in her space entirely, in her skin, in her head, everywhere. Adrian had tilted his head slightly, eyes locked on hers. She could feel his breath on her face, warm, minty, and maddening. Her heartbeat thudded like a warning drum, each beat echoing louder in her chest. She held her breath instinctively, trying to create a wall of composure between them. But his fingers broke through it. He reached out and cupped her chin, tilting her face back to meet his gaze. His touch was light, gentle—teasi
"Going somewhere?" His dark eyes stared back at her. She awkwardly stood on her toes because of his grip on her shirt. "What—what do you think you're doing?" She struggled to get out of his grasp, but it was too firm. Adrian squinted his eyes at the squirming little thing. He felt renewed rage from her actions. He thought of a million ways to punish her, but he couldn't bring himself to do anything. He let go of her clothes, causing her to stumble backward from the force. He hadn’t expected that and reached forward to grab her, but she stabilized herself, throwing a glare his way. "I'm going home!" she spat out, using her hands to straighten the folds of her clothes. Adrian raised a brow. "Home? And where might that be?" Lucia scoffed. "I'm going back to the dorms. I've overstayed, I feel better, and







