Chapter 45Rachel’s POV“That’s not why I’m here,” I said immediately. “I was just worried about you. You haven’t been eating properly for some days—that’s why I prepared something.”She scoffed. “Do I look that pitiful to you?”“I’m just—”She cut me off.“Don’t think you’re anywhere special around J. He doesn’t give a damn about you. He said you’re too low for him to the extent that he can’t even share the same bed with you.”“You were busy acting like a champion, like you had something with J last night, but meanwhile, you only slept on the couch like a maid.” She snapped in my face.I stiffened. Did he tell her everything? Even though I already guessed it, I don’t know why it hurt so much.“So don’t try to act like I don’t know he doesn’t want you. You are nothing to him and you will never be. J only belongs to me!” she said before slamming the door shut in my face.I stood there frozen in shock. I could feel my heart breaking into pieces and I didn’t know why.I returned to my ro
Chapter 44Rachel’s POV“Fuck!” I heard J mutter before slamming the bathroom door shut.The moment I was alone, my legs weakened and I sank to the floor, blaming myself. I should’ve held the towel more tightly.Half an hour later, J finally stepped out of the bathroom. I was already dressed, sitting on the couch and scrolling through my phone.When he walked in, he acted like nothing had happened—maybe nothing really did.“Are you just going to keep sitting there? Aren’t you going to come out for breakfast?” he asked.“I’ll eat later,” I mumbled, slightly avoiding his gaze.“Why? Do you feel repulsed eating with me?” His eyes darkened.“Of course not.”“Wait… is it because of the consummation?” I clearly saw him chuckle.I hid my face in embarrassment. He was right. That was exactly why. Everyone would think… that we did it.“Just get your butt here this instant. You’ll need a lot of energy tonight.”My eyes widened in shock. “What are you talking about?” I stuttered.“To sleep on th
Chapter 43Rachel’s POVJ sighed in defeat. “Fine, I’ll help you get them.”He glared at me one last time before storming off.“Yes! I did it.” I giggled excitedly.I sat on the bed waiting for his return. Suddenly, I felt a phone vibrate beside me on the bed—I knew it belonged to J.I glanced slightly at the screen and, just as I expected, it was a message from Mira.Just as I was about to peek at the content, the door opened and J returned.“Here.” He dropped my toiletries beside me.“Thanks,” I muttered, picking them up.“By the way, you had a message,” I said to J before slamming the bathroom door behind me.Almost forty minutes later, I emerged from the bathroom. I found J lying on the bed, scrolling through his phone. I was a little surprised to still see him there.“You’re still here?”“Why?” he mumbled without bothering to look up.“I thought you’d be out by now. I need privacy to get dressed.”“You can just do that in the bathroom,” he shrugged.“And why should I be the one e
Chapter 42Rachel’s POVMy mind raced as I followed J right into his room. I could feel Mira's gaze piercing into me like a sword. I knew Mr. Frank had deliberately announced it in front of her just to make her feel more hurt, and I felt so sorry for her for a minute.In J’s room, I sat at the edge of the bed, playing with the tip of my fingers, my head lowered. Different thoughts ran through my head. The consummation. The auspicious seven days. The family rite. It looked as if my fate had been sealed.Will I lose my virginity in this manner?I had promised to do it with Jacob first. And how will I even explain what happened to him?J suddenly interrupted my thoughts. I watched him move closer, and I flinched back almost immediately, my heart racing fast.“W–what are you...”He cut me off with a loud scoff. “Bold of you to think I was going to touch you.”“You aren’t?” I said stupidly.“You thought I would?” He scoffed even more.“Of course not. I was just… thinking about the family r
Chapter 41Rachel’s POV“It seems like you’re getting it wrong, Jeffery. You never asked for my opinion,” my voice broke through the silence that hung between us.“You liked me, Ellien. Just admit it. You can’t keep staying with J after everything he’s done to you.”“It seems you got it all wrong. I’m sorry, Jeffery, but I'm not in love with you,” I inhaled sharply. “You clearly told me you didn’t love me either.”“That was because it felt awkward that day, and I didn’t want to make things worse, Ellien. I fell in love with you that day.”“I really appreciate your kindness and support all this while, but you misunderstood everything. I don’t love you,” I mumbled.“So you're still going to stick with J?” he scoffed, running his fingers through his hair.“Maybe I have to,” I mumbled.“Someone who clearly puts someone else over you? Do you know how many years he’s been with Mira? He’ll never love you. He’ll never see you as his wife.”But the truth is—I don’t care anymore.“I’m sorry, bu
Chapter 40Rachel’s POVI left J and went to my room, confused and trying to find answers to my questions.Why does it have to be J? Why him?I lay on the bed staring into space, thinking so loudly.A knock came at the door. It was Jeffery, who came to call me out because Grandfather needed me. I didn’t hesitate to step out of my room.Once I arrived at the living room, I saw almost everyone present. Only Mira stood a bit away from everyone, and that must be due to Mr. Frank's order.“Ellen, darling, you are here!” Sarah exclaimed happily the moment she noticed me. She flashed me a big smile—one I had never seen on her face before.“Is anything going on?” I asked, curious.Mr. Frank cleared his throat and began. “I’m going to announce something important, and that’s why I called everyone here.” He then turned to me, gesturing for me to sit right beside J. I hesitated, glancing at Mira, who didn’t seem satisfied before I did. The moment I sat, he continued. “I had been thinking…“Sarah