I prepared for an awkward day at work the next morning. In my experience, men don’t like being rejected. So hurting Rodger’s feelings was all I thought about up until I saw a huge bouquet of roses sitting on my desk. I smiled instantly. The last time a guy had gotten me flowers, I was on my way to some cheesy high school dance.
Even though receiving the flowers brightened my day the minute I saw them, I thought it was a bit much. I didn’t want Rodger getting his hopes up any more than they already were, so I took them to his office to return them.
“Rodger, you didn’t have to bring me flowers.”
He looked up from his laptop and, at the same time, removed his earbuds from his ears. “What was that?”
“I said you didn’t have to bring me flowers. Last night was awkward, but no need to apologize. Everyone misreads the room at least once in their life.”
Rodger turned off his music and leaned back against his chair. He seemed amused by my assumption. His eyes were squinty, and his smirk was full of offense. Almost as if he were saying, How dare she? It was at that moment I realized I had it wrong.
“I didn’t bring you those,” he said. “They are very nice though.”
I looked down at the bouquet, embarrassed but fulfilled at the same time. It was obvious who they were from, if not from Rodger. He knew it too. So not only had I rejected him the night before, but I poured salt into the wound.
"Oh,” I humbly backed out of his office. “Sorry. I thought you… yeah. Sorry.”
I left his office full of shame and regret. But when I got behind my own office door, I hurriedly searched for a card. When I finally found it, there was his name in big, bold letters. Bentley Thomas. Staring directly at me.
Justine,
Thanks for coming to the party. Keep in touch.
His message was short and sweet. My guilty pleasure was wanting it to be longer. Wanting to see him again. Investigating him for Ivy’s murder. I felt biased and like a hypocrite. I had already lied to him about my profession, so it was easy to feel like I was lying to myself about my interest in him.
“So, who are the flowers from?” Tina, Marcia, and Mandy all poked their heads into my office. They were the building gossip girls, and they all did more gossiping than actual work.
“Ya’ll are so nosey,” I laughed. “I’m sure one of you read the note when they were delivered. So, you tell me.”
“Okay, fine! You got me." Mandy came through the door first, and Tina and Marcia followed. “It was Bentley. Please tell me your secret. How did you come in contact with a man like that?”
She was nearly drooling all over herself thinking about him. They all were. I too silently fantasized. I felt no better than the men who fetishize beautiful women for their own satisfaction.
“I’m investigating the Ivy Smith case,” I said. “She was killed outside his nightclub. I asked if he would answer a few questions, and the rest is history.”
I flashed the girls a playful smile as I buried my face into the flowers. They smelled amazing, and they were soft against my skin. It reminded me of Bentley’s touch and the kiss I reluctantly washed away from my lips. If it weren’t for having to brush my teeth every day, it would have still been there.
“Sorry about Ivy, by the way,” Tina said. “It’s crazy what happened to her. She was such a sweet girl too.”
"Yeah, she was,” I said. “That's why I’m gonna find out who did this and make sure they’re put away.”
“Do you think Bentley had something to do with it?” Marcia asked.
I didn’t know how to answer her question. At first, I thought Bentley absolutely had something to do with it. I was one hundred percent sure. But after feeling him out, that percentage was cut in half.
“You would think so, right?” Tina chimed in. “We all know what that family is capable of and how many small businesses they bullied out of business. They try to keep it low-key, but come on. We’re not stupid.”
I heard the truth and grasped at reality again. Bentley was a fine man with an alarming pull on any woman he crossed paths with, but a fantasy was all it could be for me. It had to be. At least, until I knew for certain he was innocent.
“His company was trying to buy Ivy out of her business a week before this happened,” I said. “Rodger told me that. He questions whether or not she turned down the deal, and so do I. It could be a motive, but after talking with Bentley, I don’t know. Her plant shop wasn’t in an extravagant part of town or anything. Why would he need to kill her to take possession?”
“I asked the same question,” Marcia said. “It just doesn't seem very likely. I mean, we know the stories about the Thomas family, but why Ivy? Of all people.”
Why Ivy? That was a great question. Unless she knew something about Bentley and his dealings and threatened to out him, there was no reason for him to murder her.
That’s what I assumed. Until I remembered the boyfriend Mr. Smith talked about.
I got home from work that evening, and the billionaire himself was waiting at my doorstep.I thought he was done with me for good. I thought if I wanted to contact him again, I had to go through his lawyer.However, we both thought wrong. Our passion and desire for one another wouldn’t let either of us stay away. The lure was too strong, and the lust was too addicting.“What are you doing here?” I asked. “I thought your lawyer would be taking my calls from now on.”He ignored me, took my keys and bag from my hand, and opened my front door as if he lived there. I followed him inside and locked us in, while he held on tight to the silent treatment.I hated being ignored. I hated it being so quiet when there was so much to say. Yet Bentley made the game fun. It was interesting and intense. Sexy and tempting. But it was a game I didn’t want to play all night.“Are you gonna say anything?” I asked. “If not, you can leave. I’ll get ready for bed so that I can get an early start on my invest
Another victim. Another story. Another reason to walk away.I called Bentley immediately after leaving Silvia’s home. He said he had already heard because her parents called him, pointing fingers. They felt he was the one to blame because she worked for him, and honestly, I felt the same way.It made sense. She talked to me about what she knew, which wasn’t much, but he didn’t know that.My immediate thoughts were that Bentley had eyes on every single one of his employees, so he knew that I had talked to her, and he wanted to silence her before she said too much.He swore he didn’t. He swore he was nowhere near Silvia’s home or had anyone else take care of his dirty work. I wanted to believe him so badly. I wanted to trust him. But my decision shifted from one side to the other.“You have to know something,” I said. “There’s no way two people who are tied to your club lose their lives so close to each other and you don’t know a thing about it. Why? Huh? Why Silvia? Were you afraid she
“I take it your visit went as planned?”Fredrick stood near his SUV smoking a cigarette, eyeballing my ruffled shirt and messy hair when I returned.I felt a little embarrassed that I was figured out. But I owned it.“It went fine,” I said as he opened the door for me to get inside. “Do you feel like being my chauffeur for one more stop?”He extended his hand with a mischievous grin on his face and said, “Where to Mrs. Thomas?”I had never envisioned myself as a wife. Especially not to a man who wasn’t even my boyfriend.Yet, the name had a nice ring to it. Mrs. Thomas. But it was much too soon for marriage talk. Although I did picture Bentley and me standing at an alter, ready to say our I-do's, and got butterflies.“Just drive the car," I laughed. "I’ll tell you where to go.”I put my sunglasses on and rode my chariot all the way to Silvia’s place.I wanted to talk to her alone, without Rodger, and see if she’d elaborate more on what she said about him.He had a very distinctive look
I left work early that day.When I called Bentley to see if he wanted to sit down and talk more about the article, he ignored my calls.With good reason, I guess.I was pretty mean to him in my office when he was only trying to help. But I didn't see it that way at the time. I thought he was looking for another reason to do something reckless, as the reckless billionaire does.I called him twice more before I decided to give Fredrick a call and make my own move on Bentley. To my surprise, he answered with cheer in his voice and was more than willing to help me out.“You know this is crazy, right?” he said as he drove me to one of Bentley’s establishments. “He doesn’t like his meetings being interrupted. I’ve seen people get dusted for that.”Dusted was something I had no desire to know the meaning of. My focus was on the man in charge. For some reason, I craved him more when he ignored me. Or when he was busy, I should say. Because I wasn't sure that he was ignoring me, I just assumed
Bentley stormed out on me. He was angry and disappointed.He wanted me to stand up for myself and him because he swore he was innocent. But I couldn't make that call so soon.He questioned why I ever slept with him if I didn't trust him, and I asked myself the same thing. I don’t know why I did it. Did I enjoy it? Very much so. But he and Rodger were right. I was playing with fire.“What was that all about?” Marcia entered my office with concern on her face. “Things looked pretty heated between you two.”I sighed and lowered my head.Telling her about my night with Bentley was out of the question because I knew how much she gossiped, but somehow she pieced it together on her own.“Is that who had you in such a good mood earlier!?” she gasped. “OMG! No way, Justine! You did not sleep with the very man you’re investigating!”“Shh!” I hissed. “Lower your voice before someone hears you.”Her eyes were as wide as her smile, and her thirst to know every single detail was even wider.“Wow, yo
My office door flung open unexpectedly.I thought I would look up from my report and see Rodger huffing and puffing a second time about my own personal choices. But it was Bentley.He stood there, half smirking as he watched me close my notebook to attend to him. There were no flowers in his hand or any fancy gifts that time, but that didn’t stop me from thinking he had stopped by as a sweet gesture.Tina, Marcia, and Mandy were all standing outside my window peering in, making googly eyed faces, and fanning themselves.I playfully shooed them away to no avail, while Bentley made himself comfortable in the seat in front of my desk.For a moment, he sat there, staring at me through piercing eyes. I thought he would tell me he was done answering my questions and to never contact him again.Until he finally spoke and put me out of my misery.“So, this is it, huh? Where all the magic happens and crimes are solved.”I put down my pen and rested back against my chair.“Yeah. This is it,” I