Mag-log inArielle
I knew it sounded ridiculous, selfish, even, but I needed to be sure. I needed to know I wasn’t stepping into something I’d regret for the rest of my life. His expression whispered warnings, but I refused to let them sink into me. He sighed, heavy and raw. I matched his breath, not to mock him, but because my nerves were stretched thin. “Fine. Deal.” He stretched out his hand for a shake, but I hesitated. “Not yet.” My heart thudded like a warning drum as his breath brushed my face. He exhaled sharply through his nose. “Why? I’m agreeing to your deal, what now?" I lifted my chin, summoning what little courage I had left. “I still need to think about it.” I scratched the back of my hair, embarrassed by my own trembling voice. His jaw hardened, fury simmering beneath the surface. “What is there to think about?” He dragged a hand down his face, slowly. “This is a big step for me,” I answered firmly. “A delicate one. I need to be careful. I’ll get back to you in a few days.” I reached for my bag, ready to leave. That was when he caught my wrist. Firm. My breath stilled. “Let go of my hand,” I said, disgust curling my lip. I tried pulling free, but his grip didn’t budge. He was stronger than I was. Too strong. Too capable of pulling me close without even trying. “See, Arielle, I do not entertain jokes, don’t joke with me, that's all I'm going to say.” His voice dropped into a low warning. “I don’t think you understand how much this means to me.” His gaze searched mine, desperate and controlled all at once. “Two days,” he said. “Just two days.” Then slowly, he released me. He stepped closer, his eyes pinning me in place. “Two days,” he repeated. My stomach dropped. For a moment, I thought he was going to do something else, something more. I was relieved when he didn’t. He turned and walked away with his bodyguards. Only when he disappeared did I finally breathe. Then, I went home. The first thing I did was pour myself a drink. A few moments later, Mrs. Lilith called to tell me Grandma was improving. Money truly solved everything. I thanked her, genuinely, for staying with her and promised to visit soon. My mother paid Mrs. Lilith, not me. She hired her before I ever moved in with Grandma. But now that she's sick. She’s nowhere to be found. Why I hated my mother was very valid. I hated her in so many ways. But that was a story for another time. I missed my grandmother. Her warmth, her voice, her laugh. Enough of missing her. My mind drifted back to Darius. Everything I asked, everything he agreed to. It all felt off. Suspicious. Too easy. Why me? It couldn’t just be because I damaged his car. He must have known me somehow. But still, following this path has to be the best decision of my life yet. I’d have enough money to take care of Grandma, enough money to leave Miss Sylvia’s place behind forever. I didn’t even realize how deep I’d fallen into thought until Tiffany’s voice snapped me back. “Arielle!” She stood in front of me, bags in hand. “I’ve been calling you. Are you okay?” “Oh—Tiffany, welcome.” I blinked out of my daze. “Is everything alright, Ari?” She dropped her things and studied me. I nodded quickly, forcing a smile. “You got groceries?” “Yeah.” She snatched my glass and downed everything in one gulp. “God, I’m exhausted.” I chuckled softly. “Long day?” “Worse.” Her tired lips flattened. “I caught Blake kissing a girl.” My heart stung, but not with surprise. “Oh my God, babe… what happened?” I pulled her close. A tear slid down her cheek. Tiffany, who never cried. I hugged her instantly. I sat her on the couch and poured another drink. She gulped it down like it was air. “Tell me everything,” I murmured, rubbing her back. “I went to check on Blake. You remember he said he was sick, right? I got to his house… and found him with a girl. Kissing her, all over her, on his bed.” Her voice cracked. “She’s blonde. I know her, I think her name’s Sabrina. She’s friends with Sophie. And that stupid girl knows, she fucking knows that Blake and I are together.” Tiffany said, with tears, gouging out of her eyes. “What else would they have done if I hadn’t walked in? Was he even sick? How long has this been going on? Why would he do this to me?” I let her spill every fear and question, until she ran out of breath. I held her, rubbing her arm gently. “I’m so sorry, Tiffy. He doesn’t deserve you.” Her hands trembled with shock. She was never built for heartbreak. I couldn’t help but tell her what I encountered at my workplace. “Tiffany… please don’t be mad, but I saw Blake with that same blonde girl at Sunny’s. A few days ago.” Her head slowly lifted. “He told me not to tell you, but I couldn’t watch you break.” She stared at me through tear-blurred eyes. I wiped her cheeks softly. “I’m really sorry for not telling you sooner”. “I’m not mad at you,” she whispered. “I’m mad at myself. Ari, I saw them together days ago, too. I thought I was imagining things.” My chest ached for her. “He doesn’t deserve you, Tiffy,” I said gently. “I think you should break up with him.” “What? No.” She panicked. “I can’t. Ari, you know I can’t.” “You can.” I let my voice soften, but my words remained firm. “I overheard what people at the diner said about him. Blake is a player. He won’t change.” I had to put it on her so she would realize that he wasn’t meant for her. She dropped her gaze, thinking hard. I never liked Blake. He never liked me either, not since I rejected him years ago. Yes, he asked me out first and I rejected because I didn't find him attractive. By the way, Tiffany knew all of that. He then went for Tiffany, just to spite me. But she liked him right from the first day she saw him. She was in love with him. So, when he asked Tiffany out, she agreed, without telling me. I had to find out from people in her department. I still couldn’t blame her. “Tiffy, do you need space to think?” I asked in a soft voice. “I just… want pizza,” she whispered. Her voice was small, fragile. “Can you go get it for me? Please?” I couldn’t say no. “Of course,” I said, grabbing my jacket and bag. “I’ll go to the nearby restaurant. Don’t sleep.” It was past 9. I locked the door behind me and glanced back at Tiffany from the window, curled up on the couch like a child. It was dark outside. I inhaled deeply and walked fast until the lights of a restaurant appeared. I had never walked alone at night. “Hello, can I get a medium pepperoni pizza?” I paid and sat down, tapping my fingers restlessly while waiting. Minutes later, it was ready. I grabbed the bag and headed toward the door. “Thank you for stopping by, Mr. Darius. Hope to see you again soon!”. The waitress said to someone. I froze. I turned back slowly as I heard footsteps approaching. My breath caught. It was him. Darius. Where the hell did he come from? He walked up to me, and when his eyes met mine, I looked away instantly. I waited for him to speak, but he didn’t. “What a coincidence,” I said with a dry laugh, trying to sound normal even though my nerves were everywhere. His gaze dropped to the bag in my hands. “Arielle,” he said, a faint smirk on his lips. “Good to see you again. Leaving already?” “Uh, yeah, I was about to—” “Okay then.” He cut me off. He had always done that. He grabbed my wrist, gentle but firm and walked us both out of the restaurant. I didn’t understand it. I didn't understand him. I didn't understand why my feet followed like I was under a spell. But I followed anyway.Arielle “Darius,” I called, banging lightly on the window. “Come on, don’t do this. We were just talking–“Nathan switched on the engine. “Nathan, don’t you dare,” I warned, moving quickly to the driver’s side window. Unfortunately, he listened to his boss more than me. The car sped out of the garage so fast it almost looked like a racecar. I stood there in disbelief, staring after it. Seriously?This was the second time Darius had ditched me.I slowly turned back at Joel. “Can you believe him?” Joel said nothing. “How are we supposed to get home now?”“I’ll call a taxi,” he replied calmly, already pulling out his phone. “It should be here in a few minutes.”I let out a frustrated breath and crossed my arms. “But why would he do that?” I muttered. “Just because we had a conversation outside his office? Must he be aware of everything?”Joel stayed quiet, focused on his screen. I groaned softly, dragging a hand through my hair. “Let’s get out of here first…it’s suffocating.”We
Arielle I chose a quiet corner in the hallway before stopping. People kept passing by, so I waited patiently until the area finally emptied. Then I turned to Joel. “I need a favor.”He stiffened almost immediately. “And I want this to stay between us.” He exhaled quietly before nodding once. I leaned closer, lowering my voice. “A strange car was at the gate last night,” I whispered. “I need you to speak to whoever was on gate duty and find out who it belonged to.”“A strange car?” He repeated, confused. “Nathan told me it was Mrs. Lisa Rothwell’s car. I shook my head quickly. “Not. This one came before hers.”His brows pulled together slightly. “Just help me investigate it,” I added softly. “Please.”Because I knew I saw. I knew I saw Emris. But when he called earlier, he sounded completely normal. Like he hadn’t been anywhere near Darius’s house. Joel studied my face for a few seconds before nodding again. “Okay. I’ll tell you everything I find before the end of the day.”Re
Arielle Thank goodness, Darius wasn’t paying much attention to me. His focus kept drifting toward Joel instead. But my mind was elsewhere. Emris. What was he doing outside Darius’s house? He was here last night. And now again this morning. I needed to find out. Lisa’s car eventually turned onto another road while ours continued straight ahead. As soon as we arrived at the company, I adjusted the scarf around my neck and took a deep breath. Only then did I notice Darius still sitting beside me, staring. “What?”He blinked once and looked away. “Nothing.” Then he stepped out of the car and opened the door for me, extending his hand. I hesitated. The number of people staring at us made it worse. Still, I placed my hand in his. We walked into the building together while greetings echoed around us. I forced a smile and waved lightly at them all. The moment the elevator closed, silence settled heavily between us. Too awkward.Thankfully, my phone rang.I quickly slipped my hand
Arielle Come to think of it…wasn’t Lisa bothered at all that Darius chose me out of every peaceful, decent, and less violent family he could have married into? Or maybe she hadn’t thought about it deeply enough. That my entire life was tied to bloodshed, violence, betrayal…deadly secrets. Yet none of that seemed to matter to her. She just kept looking at me. Studying me softly as if I was already part of her family. The thought unsettled me. She froze the moment I asked the question. I knew it wasn’t really meant for her, but he was her son. “What’s he going to do with me?” I asked again quietly, my eyes shifting between both of them. For a brief moment, nobody answered. Then Lisa slowly looked toward Darius. “That,” she said carefully. “Is what I’m also curious about.” I swallowed hard before speaking. “I’m really sorry your family had to go through all of that with my psycho of a father,” I said honestly. “But what does any of it have to do with me? I
Arielle Shortly after, Darius pulled the curtains aside and stood beside me, following my gaze toward the gate. “Whose car is that?” He asked casually. Then after a short pause, his brows furrowed. “That’s not my car.” His voice stirred something uneasy inside me. I could feel how close he was standing. Instinctively, my fingers moved to my neck. Even when he spoke softly now, a part of me still feared him. Not always. But whenever he got close. I swallowed and shifted away carefully without making it obvious. I watched as the car reversed slowly. Just then did another car approached the gate. The guards opened it instantly. Darius’s expression changed immediately. “That’s my mother’s car,” he said. Then his eyes snapped toward me. “Arielle–“ “I didn’t invite her. I swear.” I cut in quickly. He paused. For a second, he simply stared at me. Then his jaw clenched. “Stay here.” And he walked away fast. Too fast. The bedroom door slammed loudly behin
Arielle “I’m not doing that,” Darius said flatly as he walked away. “I won’t repeat myself, Darius–““Shut your fucking mouth,” he snapped suddenly, turning back toward me. My heart jumped violently. “Okay? Enough!” He barked. “I have a long day tomorrow, and I need to prepare.”Fear spread across my face before I could hide it. The kind that froze my body instantly. And he noticed.Darius stopped moving. The anger in his expression faded almost immediately as he stepped back from me. I couldn’t say a word.“I’m sorry,” he apologized quickly, blinking hard like he was trying to regain control. “You need to sort that out yourself.”Then he left the room.The moment the door shut behind him, I finally breathed properly again. God. It took everything in me to stand up to him without backing down. When I saw him clench his fist earlier, I genuinely thought he was going to lose control again. But this time, he stopped himself. That alone shocked me. A text suddenly entered my phon
Arielle “Arielle, I can’t let you do this,” Tiffany said firmly. “You’re not accepting that son of a bitch’s deal just because he’s forcing you to.”Tessa clearly didn’t want me to either. She handed the letter back to me slowly. “I have no choice," I said quietly. Tiffany hesitated, still not c
Arielle Darius's eyes stayed on me, unblinking, as if he was waiting for something to fall from my lips. The silence between us stretched, thick and heavy, broken by only the hum of the engine and the faint rush of the wind against the windows. I folded my hands in my lap, staring s
Arielle “Who’s Emris?” He asked suddenly, eyes fixed on the road. I glanced at him. “What?” “I heard Tessa mention some guy named Emris,” he said, gripping the steering wheel. “Care to tell me who that is?” “No. Why?” “No?” “Let me worry about that.”
Arielle Tiffany turned back and went silent. “It’s me,” I tapped my chest. “Arielle”. “Oh”. She uttered flatly. “Yeah,” I sighed. “Tiffany, I swear I’m ready to tell you anything you want to know. I’m never hiding anything from–“ “Let’s not talk about that here.” She







