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~HAILEY POV~
The chandelier above our dining table was too bright. It always was. It had hundreds of little lights and glass pieces that made everything shine.
My father liked it that way. He said light showed power. But all it did was make my head hurt and remind me that nothing in this house was really mine.
The table was full of silver forks and knives, polished so much I could see my face in them. Plates with gold edges, glasses that sparkled.
My father loved order, perfection, and control. He thought life should be clean like the table. No mistakes, no mess. Just rules.
I sat at the far end, the black leather chair too big, the mood too serious. My plate had food on it steak, potatoes, something greenbut my stomach felt tight and hard.
I didn’t want to eat. I couldn’t.
Then my father spoke, calm and cold like always, and my life cracked open.
“You will be married in three weeks.”
The words fell into the room like stones dropping into water knocking my breath off. I froze. My fork slipped from my hand and hit the plate with a loud clatter.
I stared at him, thinking maybe I heard wrong.
“What?” I said my voice loud and shaky.
He didn’t even flinch. His gray eyes that were similar to mine, always harsh and hard, looked straight into mine. He spoke again, slower this time.
“You will marry Santino Blackwood. The contract has already been signed.”
My stomach twisted. My skin went cold. Santino Blackwood. The name was like a shadow people whispered about. Everyone in the city knew him.
The billionaire no one could beat.
They said he was smart but ruthless. Handsome but heartless. A man who smiled only when someone lost to him. A man who could ruin families with one phone call.
“No,” I whispered, shaking my head. “No, I can’t. I won’t.”
My father’s hand slammed against the table. The glasses rattled, the plates shook. My mother jumped beside him, but she said nothing. She never did.
“Enough!” he shouted. “This is not up for debate. You will do as you’re told.”
My chest hurt. I wanted to scream. “You can’t just sell me! I’m not one of your business deals!”
His eyes narrowed.
His face looked carved from stone. “That is exactly what you are. This family owes everything to alliances. Do you think our name, our money, our status came from love? No. They came from power, and power comes from deals. This marriage is the biggest deal of your life. And you will honor it.”
My hands shook under the table. My mother reached for me, her fingers brushing mine gently. “Hailey,” she whispered, her voice small, “please…”
I pulled my hand back. I didn’t want her pity. I wanted her to fight for me. But she never did. She lived like a ghost beside my father, beautiful and silent, never loud enough to matter.
Tears stung my eyes, but I blinked hard, refusing to let them fall.
“What about what I want?” I said, my throat tight. “What about love?”
My father leaned back in his chair. He smirked like the word was a joke. “Love is weakness. You’ll understand that one day.”
I felt something snap inside me.
My heart pounded, my nails digging into my palms. “Then I’ll never forgive you,” I said.
His eyes sharpened. “Tomorrow night you will meet Santino. Dinner has been arranged. Wear something suitable.”
I stood so fast the chair scraped the marble floor. “I won’t do it.”
He dropped his fork. The sound echoed. “Then you are no longer my daughter.”
The words stabbed into me. For a second, I couldn’t breathe. My chest burned, my legs weak. But I forced myself to stand tall, even though my voice shook.
“Then maybe I never was,” I said.
And I walked out, slamming the heavy doors behind me.
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That night, I lay awake in my room, staring at the ceiling. The chandelier here was smaller, but it still burned too bright. I hated it.
I hated this house, these rules, this life. My father had chosen my future like I was a chess piece he could move.
I thought of Santino Blackwood. I had never met him, but I had seen him once from afar at a charity ball. He stood surrounded by men in suits, tall and broad, dark hair and a face too sharp to be soft.
He never smiled. Not once. People whispered about him like he was both a god and a monster.
And now he was supposed to be my husband.
I turned on my side, pressing my face into the pillow. I wanted to run away, but where would I go? My father would find me. He always did.
The night was long, but morning came anyway.
The next evening, my mother came into my room. She carried a black silk dress and laid it on the bed. “Please wear this,” she said softly.
I stared at the dress. Elegant, smooth, expensive. Something a doll would wear. “Why him? Why me?”
She sighed, her shoulders heavy. “Because your father has decided.”
Always his decision. Always his rules.
I didn’t argue. I didn’t have the energy. I let her help me into the dress, let her pull my hair back and paint my lips red. When I looked in the mirror, I almost didn’t know myself. I looked older, colder.
Not Hailey. Just some stranger in silk.
Sophia, my best friend, had once told me that SantinoBlackwood could kill someone with just a look. I had laughed then. But now, as the car drove through the city toward his mansion, I wasn’t laughing.
The ride was quiet. My father sat beside me, proud, powerful, like a king about to seal a treaty. My mother looked out the window, her hands clenched tight.
When the car rolled up to the Blackwood estate, my breath caught. The gates were tall, black iron with sharp points. Guards stood at every corner, serious and stiff.
The mansion itself was huge, stone walls and tall windows glowing with golden light. It didn’t look like a home. It looked like a fortress.
Inside, the air smelled of leather and smoke. The butler, dressed in black, led us down a hallway with paintings that looked older than the country.
My heels clicked against the marble floor, each step echoing in my chest.
And then I saw him.
Santino Blackwood.
He stood near the fireplace, the flames lighting his face. He was taller than I imagined, his shoulders broad under a perfectly tailored black suit.
His hair was dark, his jaw sharp, his cheekbones cutting. But it was his eyes that froze me. Cold. Stormy. Like they could see through my skin and into my bones.
Those eyes landed on me instantly. They didn’t move away.
For a second, I forgot how to breathe.
He didn’t smile. He didn’t even walk forward. He just looked at me, like he was measuring me, like I was something he hadn’t asked for but would still take because it was offered.
“So,” he said, his voice low and deep, “this is the girl.”
The way he said girl made my stomach twist. Like I was small. Like I was nothing.
Heat rushed to my face. I lifted my chin. “And you’re the man who thinks money can buy everything.”
The room went silent. I could almost feel my father’s face turn red. My mother gasped. His eyes pinned me, unblinking. My father shifted beside me, proud like he’d won.
For a second, I thought Santino would dismiss me. Instead, the corner of his mouth curved into a smirk, slow and merciless.
“This will be interesting,” he murmured. Then he turned to my father, his voice like a verdict.
“She’ll do.” The room went silent. My pulse roared in my ears.
And just like that, my future was sealed.
‘Your grandmother was just like you when she was pregnant with your aunty Catalina.” My mother commented after I screamed at Rose from Titanic for throwing the heart of the diamond into the ocean. How infuriating!Eight months into my pregnancy, my appetite grew and so did my temper. My cheeks were fuller , I remember crying and stuffing my face with pizza dinner that I was going to have a double chin.“You weren’t even born then!!” Catalina shot back as she walked out from the kitchen where she was holding a very pink.My stomach rumbled as I looked hungrily at her, forgetting the movie.She chuckled at my expression but still handed me a large piece of cake.She continued arguing playfully with my mother until late evening when they both retire for bed.The sun sets in a bleeding crown of violet and gold over the Amalfi cliffs, and for a moment, the world is breathtaking. But then the shadows stretch, long and thin like skeletal fingers, and the silence of the villa begins to hum. I
The world is a roar of orange and a suffocating blanket of gray. The floorboards beneath us groan, a long, terminal sound of wood surrendering to heat. Santino’s body collapses in front of me. It’s a heavy weight against mine, his blood warm and sticky where it seeps through my tank top and onto my skin. I look up at his father, the man who just fired the shot, expecting to see a face of triumph. Instead, I see a mask of cold, clinical indifference. He looks at his own son as if he is just another piece of trash to be swept away.The old man begins to squeeze the trigger again, the barrel leveled at my face. He wants to finish the job. But he forgot one thing. He isn't the only ghost in this house.From the thick, swirling smoke behind him, a figure emerges like a wraith. It is Lorenzo. His face is blackened with soot, his eyes wide and bloodshot, leaking tears from the sting of the fumes. He lunges, his arms wrapping around his father’s waist, driving the old man backward toward
The fire above us groans, a hungry beast devouring the rafters, but down here in the foyer, the air is thick with a different kind of heat. Santino stands there, the bat resting casually against his shoulder. He looks at the dead man at my feet, the guard he just executed to get to me and then his eyes drift back to mine. They are dancing with a sick, twisted kind of pride."You burned it all, Love," he says. His voice is conversational, almost tender, as if we are discussing the weather and not the destruction of our lives. "Our beautiful memories. Even the nursery I had them start painting this morning. Why so much rage?""It was all rotted anyway," I say. My voice doesn't shake. I keep my body still, the kitchen knife held tightly in my grip, hidden slightly by the curve of my leg. My heart is a steady, rhythmic drum against my ribs. "A house built on my brother’s blood was never going to stand, Santino. I’m just giving it the burial it deserves."Santino’s lazy grin falters for a
I stand in the center of the room that used to be a sanctuary. This place where Santino and I shared breaths, whispers, and a passion that I now realize was laced with poison. I am dressed simply in a black tank top that clings to my skin and a pair of worn jeans. I feel light, almost weightless, as if the person who lived in this room before has already evaporated into the air.I take a slow, deliberate breath. The room is perfect. It is hauntingly clean. The beds are made with sharp, hospital-like precision. The mahogany floors are polished to a mirror shine, reflecting the dim light from the hallway. There isn't a single speck of dust. It is a museum dedicated to a lie.My eyes drift to the right bedside table. There, sitting exactly where I left it, is a rose. But it is no longer the flower I remember. The petals have wilted so completely they have turned to a fine, gray dust. Even the stem is a brittle, blackened stick. Yet, miraculously, it has kept the exact shape it had the da
I cried until the darkness is no longer just a color; it is a weight. It presses against my chest, filling my lungs with the scent of wet limestone and my own unwashed skin. I don't know how long I cried. My throat is a desert, and my eyes are swollen, burning with the salt of a thousand regrets. Eventually, the exhaustion won. I slipped into a sleep that felt more like a coma, a heavy, dreamless void.Then, something shifts.It is a sensation so light it could be a stray draft or a ghost. A feathery touch brushes my cheek. It is soft, almost tender, tracing the line of my jaw where Santino’s slap left a lingering ache. My heart, which had been sluggish in sleep, kicks against my ribs like a trapped bird. Every nerve ending in my body screams alert.I do not move. I keep my breathing shallow, my limbs heavy and limp. I am a master of faking it. I have spent years pretending to be the girl they wanted me to be; I can pretend to be a corpse now. The touch stops abruptly. The air in the
The first thing I feel is the cold. It is a deep, biting cold that seeps through the floor and into my bones. My head throbbed with a rhythm that matched the heavy beating of my heart. Every pulse felt like a hammer striking the inside of my skull. I try to open my eyes, but the lids feel like they are glued shut with dried blood and grit. I groan, the sound raspy and weak in the silent room.The last thing I remember is Santino’s office. Blurry images of the way the light caught the gold rings on his fingers. I remember the wooden baseball bat swinging through the air. His curled up lips before I slipped into the painful unconsciousness.Now, the world is gray. I finally force my eyes open. I am lying on a thin, stained mattress on a concrete floor. The walls are made of rough stone that looks damp. There are no windows. The only light comes from a small, flickering bulb high up on the ceiling. It casts long, shaky shadows that dance like ghosts. My wrists felt heavy as if something
I don’t even remember falling asleep. One moment, I’m lying on my bed staring at the ceiling, mind running with different thoughts about Who lila’s boyfriend could be. The next moment, I’m drifting in a deep, heavy nap that pulls me in like a warm tide. My limbs feel weightless. My mind floats. Th
I sit still in the driver’s seat, my fingers tightening around my phone. My heart slowly sinks to the bottom of my stomach, heavy and confused, while my eyes remain glued to the two of them. I can’t hear what they say, but the way Lila tilts her head and the way my father’s shoulders lower slightly
I wake up with the softest, warmest smile on my face, the kind that makes my cheeks stretch and my eyes feel sleepy even though I'm already awake. I lay still for a moment, staring at the ceiling while my heart beats gently in my chest. Everything from last night plays in my mind like a movie on re
Santino’s arms wrap around me so tightly that for a moment I can’t breathe, but I don’t care. I sink into him, my cheek pressed against the warm plane of his chest. I don’t even realize I am shaking until I feel it, his shoulders trembling too. When I try to pull back a little, just to look at him







