LOGIN~HAILEY POV~
Dinner felt nervous and uncomfortable. The quietness was serious, filled with unspoken words and a feeling of danger hiding behind the sound of silverware.
The table seemed endless, dark and shiny, set for four but big enough for twenty. At dinner, my father, my mother, Santino, and I were the four people at the table.
Santino sat at the head of the table like a king. His black suit blended into the shadows, he sat straight, and his eyes were harsh and piercing.
When he looked at me, it felt like a sharp pain.
The butler…too polite, too stiff….pulled out my chair as if he expected me to resist. I didn’t. Not because I wanted to sit, but because my father’s hand twitched, and I knew what would happen if I refused.
I lowered myself into the seat, my back stiff, my palms tangled tight in my lap.
Across from me, my father looked calm…always calm…but I knew better. Tonight, the wrinkle in his forehead was deeper, carved in irritation.
He hated this arrangement. Hated not sitting at the head of the table. He wanted to be king, too.
My mother sat beside him, weak and still, like a porcelain doll that would crack if someone breathed too hard.
I looked at her for a long moment, searching for some spark of rebellion, some tiny shred of solidarity. As always, I found nothing.
The chandelier hummed above us, glass catching the light in a thousand tiny bits, dazzling and oppressive. My head ached under it.
“So…” I cleared my throat, feigning boldness I didn’t feel. “Does anyone else think the chandelier is trying too hard?”
The butler’s hand jerked, almost dropping the wine. My mother’s eyes widened like I’d just sworn in church. My father’s jaw clenched, the muscle twitching like a live wire.
But Santino? Santino didn’t move. His face stayed carved in stone, unreadable, until he finally spoke. His voice was smooth, rich, deceptively calm.
“It’s Italian. From the 1800s. Priceless.”
I stabbed my bread roll with unnecessary force, crumbs scattering across the plate. “Still looks like a disco ball.”
“Hailey!” My father’s voice cracked like a whip, fast enough to cut skin.
I bit down on my cheek to stop the smirk from escaping. Just a drop of rebellion…but rebellion all the same.
Santino tilted his head, regarding me like one might regard a restless animal. Curious if it would snap or simply keep barking.
“You’re bold, Miss Carter.”
“At least I don’t pretend to like carrot soup.” I pushed the bowl away with puffy disgust. “It tastes like boiled crayon.”
The butler went stiff. My father’s jaw ticked, his eyes flaring.
Santino lifted his glass and sipped his wine with infuriating calm, eyes locked on me the whole time. “You’ll hurt the feelings of the chef.”
“Good.” I let my spoon clatter back into the bowl. “Maybe he’ll stop making orange water.”
My father’s voice dropped low, a growl under his breath. “Hailey. Behave.”
My heart pounded, but anger gave me fire. “Why? I didn’t choose this dinner. Or this marriage.”
The words cracked the silence wide open.
Santino didn’t flinch. His eyes pinned me, cold and stormy, steady as if nothing else in the room existed but me. I held his stare, my skin burning under the effect of it, until the air itself felt like it would shatter.
Finally, he spoke. His words sliced through the table like a knife.
“What do you want, Hailey?”
The room froze. Even my father, who had been halfway into some pretentious monologue about business deals, stopped mid-word.
My mother blinked rapidly, her lips parting like she wanted to intervene, but no sound came out.
I blinked, chest tight, blood rushing in my ears. “What do you mean?”
Santino leaned forward, elbows resting on the pristine tablecloth. His movements were slow, deliberate, and dangerous.
The kind of predator who didn’t need to lunge….just leaning closer was enough to remind you he could. He lifted his glass again, took another measured sip. His eyes never left me.
“From this marriage. What do you expect?”
The word burst out before I could choke it back. “Freedom.”
The truth felt harsh and hard to accept. My nails pressed into my palms under the table, helping me deal with my father's angry stare. “But since I can’t have that, I’ll just settle for making your life miserable.”
The butler fumbled, a spoon clattering loudly to the floor. My father’s face turned a furious shade of red. My mother’s hand twitched on the tablecloth, the tiniest plea for me to stop.
And Santino?
Santino smirked. Slow. Dangerous. A guarantee dressed as amusement.
“Then, little wife,” he said, his voice low enough to crawl into my bones, “I expect dinner won’t be the only thing you make bleed.”
I stand in the center of the room that used to be a sanctuary. This place where Santino and I shared breaths, whispers, and a passion that I now realize was laced with poison. I am dressed simply in a black tank top that clings to my skin and a pair of worn jeans. I feel light, almost weightless, as if the person who lived in this room before has already evaporated into the air.I take a slow, deliberate breath. The room is perfect. It is hauntingly clean. The beds are made with sharp, hospital-like precision. The mahogany floors are polished to a mirror shine, reflecting the dim light from the hallway. There isn't a single speck of dust. It is a museum dedicated to a lie.My eyes drift to the right bedside table. There, sitting exactly where I left it, is a rose. But it is no longer the flower I remember. The petals have wilted so completely they have turned to a fine, gray dust. Even the stem is a brittle, blackened stick. Yet, miraculously, it has kept the exact shape it had the da
I cried until the darkness is no longer just a color; it is a weight. It presses against my chest, filling my lungs with the scent of wet limestone and my own unwashed skin. I don't know how long I cried. My throat is a desert, and my eyes are swollen, burning with the salt of a thousand regrets. Eventually, the exhaustion won. I slipped into a sleep that felt more like a coma, a heavy, dreamless void.Then, something shifts.It is a sensation so light it could be a stray draft or a ghost. A feathery touch brushes my cheek. It is soft, almost tender, tracing the line of my jaw where Santino’s slap left a lingering ache. My heart, which had been sluggish in sleep, kicks against my ribs like a trapped bird. Every nerve ending in my body screams alert.I do not move. I keep my breathing shallow, my limbs heavy and limp. I am a master of faking it. I have spent years pretending to be the girl they wanted me to be; I can pretend to be a corpse now. The touch stops abruptly. The air in the
The first thing I feel is the cold. It is a deep, biting cold that seeps through the floor and into my bones. My head throbbed with a rhythm that matched the heavy beating of my heart. Every pulse felt like a hammer striking the inside of my skull. I try to open my eyes, but the lids feel like they are glued shut with dried blood and grit. I groan, the sound raspy and weak in the silent room.The last thing I remember is Santino’s office. Blurry images of the way the light caught the gold rings on his fingers. I remember the wooden baseball bat swinging through the air. His curled up lips before I slipped into the painful unconsciousness.Now, the world is gray. I finally force my eyes open. I am lying on a thin, stained mattress on a concrete floor. The walls are made of rough stone that looks damp. There are no windows. The only light comes from a small, flickering bulb high up on the ceiling. It casts long, shaky shadows that dance like ghosts. My wrists felt heavy as if something
I look at Santino, who was standing by the wall, his arms crossed over his chest. My hand feels wet from the all washing I did in the restroom.I move closer to him and touch his arm. My fingers feel cold against his warm skin. I force my voice to shake just a little bit. "Santino," I whisper. "The air in here is making me feel so nauseous. I think I need to go home. I can't stand the smell of the medicine anymore. It makes my stomach turn."Santino turns his dark eyes toward me. He searches my face. I keep my gaze soft and watery like I’m about to break into a thousand pieces. This role is sickening!."I will go with you," he says. His voice is deep and protective. He starts to push off the wall, but I put a hand on his chest."No," I say gently. "You need to be here. Your father... he is a mess, Santino. He needs his son. He is just standing there by the operating room like a ghost. If you leave, he might fall apart completely. I will be fine. I just need to lie down in my own bed.
Rushing footsteps thunder behind me. A maid skids to a halt at the top of the stairs, her hands flying to her mouth. A shrill, piercing scream tears from her throat, echoing off the high ceilings like a siren. "MOTHER!"Lorenzo’s voice is a raw, pain-filled howl at the bottom of the stairs I feel strong, rough hands shove me to the side. I stumble, my shoulder barking against the wall, but I quickly reach out and grab the cold iron railing to steady myself. Santino’s father, rushes past me, his face a mask of pure horror. He doesn't even look at me. He flies down the stairs, his shoes clattering like gunfire against the marble."Eleanor! Eleanor, look at me!" Arthur cries out. He falls to his knees beside her, his hands hovering over her mangled body, afraid to touch her. He starts barking orders, his voice cracking with a desperation I didn't think he was capable of. "Call 911! Get the medics here now! Move!"Eleanor lies in a heap, her expensive silk dress soaked in a rapidly expa
The voice booms through the room, vibrating in my chest. The bedroom door, already hanging crooked on its hinges, is pushed open further. It is Santino’s father. He stands there with his chest heaving, his face pale and lined with deep worry. He looks older than I have ever seen him, his eyes wide with shock at the sight of his wife hovering over me like a demon.I don’t waste a second. As Eleanor’s grip falters in surprise, I twist my body and scramble out from under her. My bare feet hit the cold marble floor, and I run. I don’t run for the door; I run straight to him, ducking behind his broad, sturdy back, grabbing the rough wool of his blazer with trembling fingers. I make sure to let out a small, broken whimper.I feel a quick flash of surprise in his muscles as if stunned that I would seek shelter with him. But the look vanishes quickly, replaced by a stern, protective glare directed at his wife.Eleanor doesn't back down. She stands by the bed, the silver letter opener still c







