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Alexander Cole ••• I drove over to the hotel with anticipation, the cool evening breeze brushing against my face through the open window. When I arrived at the hotel, I headed straight to the bar where she waited for me. I froze for a moment when I saw her sitting by the bar with that familiar, effortless smile that once made me lose control of my emotions and fall for her. Leila, my ex-fiancée, the woman I once thought I’d spend forever with. She stood when she saw me, her perfume already filling the air. “You came,” she said softly as she hugged me, as if she wasn’t sure I’d come. We had met each other the previous night, but it was just for a few minutes. We didn’t really get to talk. I already knew she was coming back to New York though. We had been texting for a while. I took a seat beside her as I responded, “Yeah, of course. I wouldn’t miss this for anything.” The waiter came by, and before I could say anything she ordered for both of us, like she always did. “Whiskey for him, please.” I smiled. “You still remember.” She looked at me with a soft smile, “Why wouldn’t I?” She said, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear. When the waiter left, I leaned back on my chair studying her. My heart felt warm, I had a lot to say to her but still couldn’t find the right words. So I finally decided to break the silence. “Do you still remember the night at my aunt’s place, when you almost burnt the kitchen down with me?” “Oh my God! Stop… I can’t believe you still remember that night,” she laughed, placing her hand on mine. We locked gazes and for a moment, it felt like we were back to the old days. Like we were those two reckless people again, before life became so complicated. The waiter brought our order and she looked away first, a shy smile on her face. “Of course, I remember,” I replied. “You almost set the kitchen on fire trying to make pasta.” She laughed again. God, it had been years but it still did something to me. “You were the one who forgot to turn off the cooker.” She nudged me playfully. “Oh! Leila, here you go. Blaming me again.” I laughed out loud. I looked away, taking a sip from my drink. “You look good, happier maybe,” I said softly. Her lips curved into a knowing smile, “Thank you, Alexander. You don’t look bad yourself, you look happy and comfortable.” I swallowed, “I don’t know about that.” “Still lying to yourself, I see.” She teased, but there was still sadness behind all the smiles. “I forgot how easy it was to talk to you,” I smiled, remembering all the times we spent in each other’s arms, talking about any and everything. She tilted her head, her lips curving into that knowing smile of hers. “Maybe you shouldn’t have forgotten.” The bar felt warm and cozy. It was the kind of place where people could easily make mistakes, but deep down, I knew I wasn’t making one. I was where I wanted to be. We sat close, laughed, shared soft glances that lasted a little too long. I didn’t know where it would lead, but at that moment I didn’t want to leave. We talked for a while and it brought back certain memories I had forced myself to suppress throughout the years. When my father told me I couldn’t get married to Leila, I was so devastated. I always thought I had freewill, but I was wrong. Leila and I had already planned our wedding. We spent so much time and money, but everything came crashing down when I realized I couldn’t get married to her. My father left with an ultimatum; get married to the girl he chose for me or lose the company. It was a difficult situation and I had to settle on getting married to a stranger whom I wasn’t even in love with. Well, she wasn’t completely a stranger, but the only thing I knew about her was her name and the family she came from. “Alexander, are you listening to me?” Leila’s voice dragged me back to reality. I nodded with a soft smile. As we continued talking, I forced myself to stay in the present. Our laughter filled the room as we reminisced about our memories. For a second, everything faded. It was just me and her, caught somewhere between past and present. “So what have you been up to, over the years? Tell me, I want to know. What have I missed?” I asked curiously, my eyes fixed on her. “Uhm… nothing much. Just the old boring Leila, always trying to work.” She responded. “You’re anything but boring,” I corrected her. “You’re the one who’s married, Mr Alexander Cole.” She arched her brow at me. “Yeah,” I murmured. She looked at me for a long moment, her smile faded into something softer. “That’s by the way,” she said quietly. I didn’t know what to say to that. I had a feeling she felt uneasy, I could tell from her eyes that she felt uncomfortable about my marital status. “Well, that’s about to change,” I whispered to myself. She looked at me and asked, “Huh? Did you say something?” Before I could say anything to her again, my phone rang. It was a call from Samuel. I wondered why he was calling. We were together a while ago and he knew I’d be meeting up with Leila. “Excuse me… I need to take this” I said to Leila, getting up from my chair. I answered the call and pressed the phone close to my ear, “Hey man, what’s up?” “Are you still with Leila?” He asked hurriedly. “Yeah, why? Is everything okay?” “No, Alexander. Your wife just called, she asked me for your location and I..” I interrupted before he could complete his sentence. “Wait, what!? Sophie did what?” I asked, eyes wide open. “I hope you didn’t give it to her?” Samuel paused, then I knew he had given it to her. “For God’s sake man! Why would you give it to her?” I asked, annoyed. I needed to find a way to stop her from showing up. That woman was desperate and I didn’t want her to ruin things for me and Leila.Chapter 74Sophie Clarke•••It was morning already, we had both slept off. When I woke up, I slowly glanced at the table. There were two glasses and an empty bottle of wine. We had a few glasses of wine or maybe more than a few. I couldn’t tell again because the bottle was practically empty. I tried to get up but Ethan’s arm was wrapped around me. He was still sleeping, and I didn’t want to wake him. I brought a hand to my forehead and rubbed it gently, exhaling slowly; my head ached. It was probably because of the wine. Ethan was so warm. Even if I needed to get up I didn’t want to, I felt so comfortable. His arm was resting loosely around my waist. So I just lay there for a few seconds. I knew how our night started, it was blissful. We kissed for a few minutes before I opened the wine for both of us to drink and see a movie. But I guess we both got distracted by each other and turned off the television. Everything we had done came rushing back to me. I lifted my head just
Chapter 73 Sophie Clarke ••• The moment I got home from dinner with Ethan, I couldn’t stop thinking about him. I tried to distract myself. I changed out of my clothes, washed my face, and even stood in front of my closet for a few minutes pretending I had something important to do. But my mind kept going back to him, to the way he looked at me across the table, to his smile and his calm voice. And, most of all, to the night when he had asked me to be his girlfriend. “I want you Sophie, not just for a short while. Not because I’m lonely but because I want something real with you.” Those were his words. At the time, I didn’t know what to say. I was speechless. I was also scared. I was scared of what saying yes meant, scared of getting attached. Scared that maybe I would give him my heart only to have him break it later on. So I asked him for some time, saying that I was going to think about it. He said he wasn’t in a rush and I could take my time. But sitting alone i
Chapter 72 Alexander Cole ••• I sent the flowers to Sophie because I thought they might help. She wasn’t willing to talk to me and I ran out of ways to convince her. Maybe the idea of sending her the flowers was stupid but I didn’t know what else to do. I dropped Mia off at school before I headed to the office. Mia was starting to feel comfortable and I was pleased. She waved at me with a faint smile on her face, at least that was a good sign. Of course, I waved back happily and watched her walk down into her class. The flowers had already been delivered, and I was already in my office. I kept my phone so close to me, staring at it waiting for her call. I had chosen the flowers carefully, I didn’t know her favorite because I had never cared to ask or surprise her before but I remembered she mentioned roses a few years back, I just hoped she liked them. For some reason, I thought seeing the flowers would soften her heart. I thought maybe she would understand th
Chapter 71 Sophie Clarke ••• Two months had passed already. I was trying to live without Mia around physically but we talked every day, so it felt like she was still close. She had started a new school already. She even said she preferred her school there to her old school. She made new friends so easily. Mia usually spent some time at her grandparents’ place. She even met my parents, they were so happy to meet her. I was happy that she was okay, I had even planned a visit with her when her school would be on holiday so we could spend some time together. Despite communicating with Mia everyday, I still refused to talk to Alex. There was no way in hell I’d forgive him. I just had to act happy for my daughter. Alex still pleaded we talked, even as friends but I wasn’t willing to. He gave me reasons why he did what he did but I was fucking tired of his pointless excuses. I left all that and decided to accept it and move on. He said he was giving Mia the best life
Chapter 70Sophie Clarke•••I inhaled sharply and sighed, pressing my lips together. I sat close to Ethan on the couch. Ethan kept looking at me as I acted so restless but he didn’t say a word. I wasn’t even expecting it; what was I supposed to say to him? I wasn’t even in the mood. He still kept quiet. “Won’t you say something?” I started. “Why did you come over?”He scoffed and shook his head. “You don’t get it, do you?”I leaned back and folded my arms. “Get what, Ethan?” I said as I turned to face him. “Sophie, I like you. Don’t you see it? I was…” Ethan said firmly. My eyes widened. “Ethan… uhm…” I cut in immediately. It wasn’t the right time for all of that, I had always known he liked me, but I had decided to turn a blind eye and ignore his hints, thinking he would eventually stop. I wasn’t ready to be with a man. “Let me finish, Soph.” He started. He smiled at me softly, then gently lifted my chin with his hand, tilting my face toward his until my eyes met his. “I l
Chapter 69Sophie Clarke•••I had been crying so much that my head started aching really badly. When I spoke to Mia on the phone, her voice broke me. She sounded unhappy and lonely. I wondered if she ate or if she had enough sleep, I just couldn’t stop thinking. Alexander was a cold, heartless man. There was no way I could ever forgive him. How could he do this to her? How could he?I understood that he didn’t care about how I felt or how it would affect me but he still didn’t care about his daughter or how this sudden decision would affect her mental health either. Mia was already growing fond of her new school. Now, she had to start all over. I just couldn’t help myself from thinking. I was worried and broken. I hadn’t felt that way in a very long time. Alex just always found a way of ruining things. He likes to take the light from people which was actually so sickening. How would I cope without Mia? How would she cope without me? She was still a child for God’s sake! She
Chapter 13Sophie Clarke•••My chest tightened and for a moment, I forgot how to breathe properly. What was I seeing? I couldn’t believe he brought her to our matrimonial home. God, Alex had an insane amount of audacity.I blinked, tears spilling fast. He was even embarrassing me in her presence
Chapter 11Sophie Clarke•••I hated how my parents reacted to the divorce. We all wanted the same thing—to get my husband back, but it didn’t justify their reactions. They treated me so badly and blamed me for all that happened. It was so inconsiderate of them to speak to me in that way. I storm
Chapter 10Sophie Clark •••My eyes burned with rage as I tried to wrap my head around what just happened. Even though I knew Alex didn’t love me, he had never put his hands on me for all three years we have been married. Why did he become violent all of a sudden? He pulled my hair and I was to
Chapter 6Alexander Cole•••I didn’t miss the hushed whispers and side talks after the drama that happened with Sophie at the bar. But I didn’t care about that. All I could focus on was how to find a way to apologize to Leila. She had finally come back into my life and I didn’t want to lose her







