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Alexander Cole ••• I drove over to the hotel with anticipation, the cool evening breeze brushing against my face through the open window. When I arrived at the hotel, I headed straight to the bar where she waited for me. I froze for a moment when I saw her sitting by the bar with that familiar, effortless smile that once made me lose control of my emotions and fall for her. Leila, my ex-fiancée, the woman I once thought I’d spend forever with. She stood when she saw me, her perfume already filling the air. “You came,” she said softly as she hugged me, as if she wasn’t sure I’d come. We had met each other the previous night, but it was just for a few minutes. We didn’t really get to talk. I already knew she was coming back to New York though. We had been texting for a while. I took a seat beside her as I responded, “Yeah, of course. I wouldn’t miss this for anything.” The waiter came by, and before I could say anything she ordered for both of us, like she always did. “Whiskey for him, please.” I smiled. “You still remember.” She looked at me with a soft smile, “Why wouldn’t I?” She said, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear. When the waiter left, I leaned back on my chair studying her. My heart felt warm, I had a lot to say to her but still couldn’t find the right words. So I finally decided to break the silence. “Do you still remember the night at my aunt’s place, when you almost burnt the kitchen down with me?” “Oh my God! Stop… I can’t believe you still remember that night,” she laughed, placing her hand on mine. We locked gazes and for a moment, it felt like we were back to the old days. Like we were those two reckless people again, before life became so complicated. The waiter brought our order and she looked away first, a shy smile on her face. “Of course, I remember,” I replied. “You almost set the kitchen on fire trying to make pasta.” She laughed again. God, it had been years but it still did something to me. “You were the one who forgot to turn off the cooker.” She nudged me playfully. “Oh! Leila, here you go. Blaming me again.” I laughed out loud. I looked away, taking a sip from my drink. “You look good, happier maybe,” I said softly. Her lips curved into a knowing smile, “Thank you, Alexander. You don’t look bad yourself, you look happy and comfortable.” I swallowed, “I don’t know about that.” “Still lying to yourself, I see.” She teased, but there was still sadness behind all the smiles. “I forgot how easy it was to talk to you,” I smiled, remembering all the times we spent in each other’s arms, talking about any and everything. She tilted her head, her lips curving into that knowing smile of hers. “Maybe you shouldn’t have forgotten.” The bar felt warm and cozy. It was the kind of place where people could easily make mistakes, but deep down, I knew I wasn’t making one. I was where I wanted to be. We sat close, laughed, shared soft glances that lasted a little too long. I didn’t know where it would lead, but at that moment I didn’t want to leave. We talked for a while and it brought back certain memories I had forced myself to suppress throughout the years. When my father told me I couldn’t get married to Leila, I was so devastated. I always thought I had freewill, but I was wrong. Leila and I had already planned our wedding. We spent so much time and money, but everything came crashing down when I realized I couldn’t get married to her. My father left with an ultimatum; get married to the girl he chose for me or lose the company. It was a difficult situation and I had to settle on getting married to a stranger whom I wasn’t even in love with. Well, she wasn’t completely a stranger, but the only thing I knew about her was her name and the family she came from. “Alexander, are you listening to me?” Leila’s voice dragged me back to reality. I nodded with a soft smile. As we continued talking, I forced myself to stay in the present. Our laughter filled the room as we reminisced about our memories. For a second, everything faded. It was just me and her, caught somewhere between past and present. “So what have you been up to, over the years? Tell me, I want to know. What have I missed?” I asked curiously, my eyes fixed on her. “Uhm… nothing much. Just the old boring Leila, always trying to work.” She responded. “You’re anything but boring,” I corrected her. “You’re the one who’s married, Mr Alexander Cole.” She arched her brow at me. “Yeah,” I murmured. She looked at me for a long moment, her smile faded into something softer. “That’s by the way,” she said quietly. I didn’t know what to say to that. I had a feeling she felt uneasy, I could tell from her eyes that she felt uncomfortable about my marital status. “Well, that’s about to change,” I whispered to myself. She looked at me and asked, “Huh? Did you say something?” Before I could say anything to her again, my phone rang. It was a call from Samuel. I wondered why he was calling. We were together a while ago and he knew I’d be meeting up with Leila. “Excuse me… I need to take this” I said to Leila, getting up from my chair. I answered the call and pressed the phone close to my ear, “Hey man, what’s up?” “Are you still with Leila?” He asked hurriedly. “Yeah, why? Is everything okay?” “No, Alexander. Your wife just called, she asked me for your location and I..” I interrupted before he could complete his sentence. “Wait, what!? Sophie did what?” I asked, eyes wide open. “I hope you didn’t give it to her?” Samuel paused, then I knew he had given it to her. “For God’s sake man! Why would you give it to her?” I asked, annoyed. I needed to find a way to stop her from showing up. That woman was desperate and I didn’t want her to ruin things for me and Leila.Chapter 25Alexander Cole •••I still couldn’t wrap my head around the fact that I had a daughter all along. I was restless as fuck. I was pissed, not at Sophie, but at myself. I was even more pissed at the fact that Ethan knew about my child and not me. Hearing it from him destroyed something inside me.I kept replaying the scene from five years ago when I chased her out, when I refused to believe her, treated her like shit, wishing I could undo it all. I was pacing aimlessly around the house, I couldn’t keep calm. I mean, no one would be able to rest after finding out about a child. I’ve always wanted children. Even though I made life a living hell for Sophie. I wanted children, but not with her. But now I needed her even more. Yes, I had started developing feelings for Sophie. It was unusual but I did. I couldn’t even claim any right over my child, our child. I know I was at fault. All I needed to do was plead, try to win her back, or give me a chance to know my baby. I
Chapter 24Sophie Clarke•••I needed to have a warm bath so I got into the bathroom. I couldn’t help but still think about what Alex’s next move was going to be given that he found out about Mia. I was really worried. I couldn’t afford to lose my daughter, I knew what Alex was capable of. I closed my eyes and took in a deep breath, I knew quite well that if he tried to do anything corny, to take my daughter from me I would fight. So I needed to relax my nerves a little. I came out of the bathroom, wrapped myself in a towel, and then a text message appeared on my phone. I decided to get dressed first before checking it out. I wore an oversized tee and my hair tied up in a bun. I picked up my phone and left the room, I placed the phone on the dining table and went straight to grab ice cream from the fridge. The phone vibrated again. It was a text message, two actually. They were from Ethan and Alex. I opened Alex’s own first. It read, [I’m sorry for questioning you even if I
Chapter 23Sophie Clarke•••I rolled my suitcase across the airport terminal. My flight back to California was in forty minutes. I exhaled, excited to be going back home, to my daughter, and never run into Alex again. Just as I stepped into the queue for boarding, my phone vibrated. Unknown number. I answered the call. “Hello.” Alex’s voice echoed from the other end of the line.My breath hitched. I frowned and answered sharply. “How did you get my number?” “That doesn’t matter right now, please just hear me out.” He sounded desperate. “Please, Sophie.”I clicked my tongue. “You’re stalking me now? Answer me. How did you get my number?” Before he could even respond, I added. “As a matter of fact don’t call me again.”The loudspeaker from the airport was announcing final calls from passengers, which Alex heard. “You’re going back?” He asked. I exhaled sharply. “Don’t call me again.”“Sophie… wait, please just listen to…”I ended the call before he could finish and silenced m
Chapter 22Alexander Cole•••What was I doing? Apologizing to Sophie? It felt so surreal.Who would have thought that a day would come when I would kneel to apologize to her? I stood there, staring at the slammed door, wondering if I had started generating feelings for Sophie or if I was just becoming a better person. Maybe all those years, I actually liked her but just suppressed my feelings because I didn’t think that she was good enough for me. Seeing her again just ignited something in me. I messed up at the restaurant, and I let my anger take control once more. Ethan was the cause of it this time. Why couldn’t he just stop meddling with things that belonged to me? First my company, now my ex-wife?I bit my lips and walked away from the door. I hoped I would see her again. As I drove back home, I felt so restless. My maid had already prepared dinner for me but I wasn’t in the mood for that. I lost my appetite, I was just thinking about Sophie. She flooded my memory. Why
Chapter 21 Sophie Clarke •••It was 3 p.m. the following day already, we agreed to have dinner that day but I wasn’t feeling up to it. I was having second thoughts. I wanted to come up with some excuse and say I had to leave but he knew I wasn’t leaving for two days. Maybe I could say I had an urgent meeting to attend to in California or my daughter was sick. I was the one who came up with the thought of having dinner again, so I couldn’t back out. I just had to go even though I felt like it was a mistake. He said he was going to pick me up. Well, that seemed too serious. I could use a cab but he refused. He was going to arrive by 6 p.m. so I started getting ready. Because I knew myself, I would take the whole time to get ready. Especially to decide on an outfit. He arrived at the hotel and called me. I walked out of the lobby, and he was parked right by the entrance and leaning against the car. He straightened when he saw me. His expression was warm and soft. “You look beau
Chapter 20 Sophie Clarke ••• I had never felt so irritated in my life. Why was Alexander acting like a child? He literally chased me out five years ago, why was he acting this way? He even dared to call me a slut. Could it be that after five years, he started to care? Or he’s just being genuinely stupid. I only felt bad for Ethan, being embarrassed that way. I knew Ethan was his rival but he wouldn’t dare walk up to Ethan if I weren’t there. He doesn’t have that audacity. He just seemed to act like he had all the power in his hands. That slap would reset his brain and should keep him away till I leave New York. Ethan’s face became dull and I understood. But even at that he kept on asking me if I was okay. Of course I was okay, I had never felt better. Seeing the look on Alex’s face after I slapped him made my heart leap for joy. It was satisfactory. “I’m sorry you had to be humiliated like that, it’s my fault,” I apologized calmly. He smiled, and







