LOGINALEXANDER’S POV
The magnificently carved doors swing open at the gentle push on its handle. The lightning from the room makes the gloom in my eyes fade off.
Gold. The new theme for the dining room. It looks like royalty, seeing the heavy gold curtains slightly spread apart, revealing the darkening sky and misty floating clouds; the chandelier hanging beautifully atop, the scented candles on every candle stand and the chairs emitting sparkles at the reflection of the light.
The huge table in the middle of the room seems smaller with all kinds of dishes and desserts laid on it. It has always been this way for as long as I can remember except for the change of colors every forth-night: purple, gold, silver, green, white and rarely, black. They seem like a pattern of circle, going round and changing with the use of servants and helps.
The sound of busy cutleries, delightful conversations and laughters fill my ears. I feel no bubble as I use to because nothing has been exciting for me this few days.
I try not to meet the gaze of my grandparents and my sisters as I walk boldly into the exquisitely furnished dining room,to my usual seat, opposite Grandfather's.
"Good evening, everyone." I nod my head to all before taking my seat.
"How are you, son?" Grandfather raises his head.
"Very well."
I return the smiles coming from Grandmother and my sisters with a curt grin. I have lost the appetite to see their faces after the meeting with my grandparents.
One of the kitchen help steps forward to serve my meal.
"What would you like, sir?" She inquires, her white shiny apron against her flowery dress.
I stare at her absentmindedly,
"Four drumsticks and sausages, first." I eat much until lately.
"That is quite a portion." Grandmother clears her throat, "Eat healthy, honey."
I nod my head, not giving any further instruction to the kitchen help.
Her look screams a polite 'Do I add more?'
"That's all." She places the plate before me, filling the glass with water.
Annabel breaks the short silence,
"Gran, I would like to take your car tomorrow."
"What is happening tomorrow?" Grandmother asks.
"A friend's anniversary. The SUV would suit my outfit." She winks.
"Why would you want to take Grandfather’s car? For show off?" Georgia narrows her eyes.
"Really? You're such a nosy ass!"
"You should consider taking Grandmother's sapphire ring too." She gives a sarcastic throw.
Annabel hiss in disgust.
"I would give you on one condition." Grandfather speaks after swallowing.
She is tearfully excited, waiting for the next words.
"You would not bash it. Not a blotch. Not a scratch."
"She can never!" Georgia exclaims.
"Oh! Shut your mouth," She turns to Grandfather, "I promise."
"Good." He says in between mouthful.
I eat at a slow pace, thinking about the children that will be at the table with us in less than a year. How cute yet, sickening.
A bunch of thoughts run through my head and I barely notice when my sisters exit the dining room.
"Alexander," Grandfather clinked his glass with a fork. I turn to him slowly, "You seem lost in thoughts."
"I'm alright." I pick at the end of the sausage.
"Talk to us, if there is anything at all." He clears his throat.
"Hmm…" I smile, chewing on the sausage.
"Honey, I have news for you." Grandmother voice lowers, "Good news, regardless."
"Okay?" I look at her.
She signals the stationed helps, "You may leave."
They bow and walk out, their feet hardly making a sound against the floor.
After the sound of the shut doors, she proceeds:
"I'm sure you must have been worried about the surrogacy. There is no need to be. The surrogate is doing just fine. The fetus is growing well. She has undergone her check-up for the week."
Grandfather added happily, "There is progress."
"And the nurses are doing a great job." Her lips widen with a smile.
She continues, "The first installment has been paid. I made sure she is comfortable. She was taken to the mall to get everything she needed for herself and her family. This is the inception and I'm happy about it already."
I can not help but let out a chuckle and a sigh until I laugh out loud like a maniac.
"What's the matter?" Grandmother's countenance switches.
More chuckles, more sighs. Both of them stare at me in surprise. I can not hide my bemusement.
"Whatever this is, must be a joke, right?" I ask, waving my fork in the air.
"I am beginning to understand that the surrogacy is for your own interest and not mine! You pull the stunt, you pay for it, you do what you do. I do not even know the female who has my sperm in her."
"Be calm at once!" Grandmother's brows crease, "This decision is for your good. And we are incognito in this case and so she is. You don't have to know her, she doesn't have to know us. I am handling it just fine."
"If you are in my position, you would know how bad this is." I dab the edge of my mouth and dump the napkin on the table.
I shake my head wondering if this will come to an end.
"Have a nice evening." I gently stand up, shifting the chair backwards to make a screeching sound.
Grandmother gave a tired sigh, “Alexander. Do not leave.”
“And that is an order, young man.” Grandfather adds, his eyes peering into mine.
I stop in my tracks and stare at the both of them in unbelief.
“It was enough that you went on without my consent to get my sperm and to get me a surrogate. Making me a father against my own will. I am not in the space to jubilate with you for anything. It is your wish not mine so, enjoy the process. Except, perhaps, you would want to show me this woman.” I swallow hard and walk out of the dining hall, half hoping the anger I feel doesn’t follow me to my room.
ALEXANDER’S POVI am standing by the door right in Emma’s flower shop and the smell of lilies, hydrangeas and fresh roses are too clean to ignore. But for a place that should soothe the nerves, it feels oddly suffocating. I mean, I’m here for Emma. John looks up from the counter, his face brightening until he recognizes me. The smile shrinks halfway.“Good afternoon, sir,” he says, between politeness and panic. “You here for a flower pickup?”“No. I’m here to see Emma.”His expression stiffens. “Miss Emma is quite busy right now…”“She’s here?” I ask, cutting him off.He hesitates, blinking fast. “She’s—uh—she’s—”“John.” My voice drops lower. “Is she here?”He opens his mouth, shuts it again, and looks toward the cubicle behind him like a guilty child.I exhale slowly, tapping my foot against the wooden floor. “I asked you a question.”“I just— uh— she said not to—”“John.”I hear the faint scrape of a chair against the floor.Emma steps out from her cubicle, holding a small bunch o
ALEXANDER’S POVThe hallway becomes quiet the moment I step in.It’s almost funny, how a place that runs with a bit of noise suddenly forgets how to breathe when I walk by. The small conversations die quickly and footsteps get slower. Some lower their eyes, others pretend to be busy.They think I don’t notice the side glances and the nervous half-smiles. But I do. I always do.“Good morning, sir,” a young man in bow tie says too quickly as he walks by.I nod once, acknowledging him. Everything feels quite awkward. And it smells like the Jonah Hale situation.Everyone’s heard. Jonah’s arrest last night was bound to crawl its way into every corner of this building by morning. The man who smiled his way through meetings, who swore his loyalty, was caught dirty. And I enjoy the glances. It is soothing to know that everyone has in mind that they can be caught.I push my office door open, and breathe in the mild scent of lemon polish and remnant of my lingering cologne. My secretary is insi
EMMA’S POVThe chilly night air slaps my shoulders the moment I step out of The Velvet Room and I wish it would slap off the conversation Alex and I just had. I couldn’t bear it anymore and I’m going home.I feel heavy in my head as I walk towards my car and I hope I’m not intoxicated by the lounge and the drink. I don’t bother tucking my flying hair strands at the back of my ear. I stand beside my car, staring at the dark parking lot and the yellow light spilling from the street bulbs into the road.I drum my fingers lightly on the top of the car door while ruminating on my whole day as it felt like it was one week compressed into fifteen hours.Everything feels like too much, like a stubborn choker wrapped tightly around my neck: the kiss that didn’t happen earlier today, the arrest, the argument, the endless circle that always seems to lead back to him.I sigh and close my eyes for a moment, leaning on the car, and letting the cold metal sting my neck and my skin.While drowning in
EMMA’S POVI am seated alone and the bartender is polishing a glass in a slow, circular motion. Every few seconds, he glances toward the crowd, which is quite necessary, after the quick arrest.I drag a finger across the rim of my glass, tracing where beads have gathered. My drink is untouched, the ice halfway melted.I don’t even like being here.But I needed a place where no one would ask me questions and where everyone minds their own sins.I take a small sip and it burns my throat mildly, reminding me that I’m still awake.The last twelve hours have felt like a week.I can still see Alex’s face earlier today, that cold, unreadable look he gets whenever something doesn’t go his way. We were in his office. A meeting that started professional and ended with me slamming the door just so I wouldn’t say something I’d regret.He has that effect on me: pulls me in, drags something raw out of me, then leaves me gasping like I ran through fire.And yet, here I am, thinking about him.I hate
ALEXANDER’S POVThe club air is thick with bass, perfume, and smoke curling up. I push open the glass door and step into the dimness, the scent of alcohol and something sweet hitting me first. People are laughing too loud, lights flashing red and gold; the fun kind of chaos.The Velvet Room is filled with music and laughter — low lights, dark velvet seats, and a scent that’s equal parts whiskey, perfume, and sin. I step inside, my coat brushing against someone’s arm, I move past a couple pressed against the wall, past a group of men in suits nursing whiskey like the world depends on it. For a second, I stand in an empty spot, letting my eyes adjust to the dim glow.Then I see Emma.I’m taken aback for a bit.She’s sitting alone in one of the corner booths, facing slightly away from the crowd. Her mocktail sits untouched in front of her, the rim fogged from melted ice. Her phone glows in her hand as she scrolls, half-distracted, half-somewhere else entirely. Her hair falls loosely over
ALEXANDER’S POVThe sound of the door closing after her echoes through the room.For a long time I just stand there, hands in my pockets, trying to make sense of what the hell just happened.She looks at me like I crossed some invisible line.And maybe I have.I never planned to try to kiss her. It isn’t some known move. It is instinct — something that happens before reason has time to interfere. One second she is standing there, eyes soft and uncertain, and the next I am leaning in like a man who has forgotten the difference between business and desire.She steps back so fast it burns.Then she is gone.Now the air in the office feels heavier than it should. I exhale slowly, jaw tightening.Why did I even try to do that?The answer hits me — it is because I want to. Because every time she looks at me with that guarded fire in her eyes, something in me cracks open.But it doesn’t matter. It can’t matter.Sophia brushes through my thoughts like a curse. I run a hand through my hair, pa







