ALEXANDER’S POV
My phone rings continuously. Who the hell would call me by this time? I doubt if it is work calls because I made it an announcement: "No calls at 10 pm." I stretch my hands to the bedside drawer, the thick grey duvet falls off, exposing my hairy chest and briefs as I shuffle my fingers in search of my phone. "Oh, Stephan." I grunt. Maybe he's around. I dial his number, hoping he does not take his call. "Man, this is past 10 pm." I say as soon as I hear his voice over the phone. "Yeah, I know. I'm at your place." "Are you mad at your bed? Do you ever sleep?" "I do. Not just as early as you do." He chuckles. "Oh, heavens!" "I'm downstairs. Either you meet me here or I come in there." I throw the phone alongside my body, yawning. I am extremely tired. Not because of today’s endless supervision. I am exhausted because of the situation I find myself in. I drift off to sleep only to hear series of banging on my door, each bang getting louder. Enraged, I get up from the bed, heave a sigh as if to call down the spirits of peace. I twist the lock and open the door slowly. "Alex, I've been knocking." "Knocking or banging?" "They sound alike, yeah?" He teases, slapping my shoulder in a friendly manner. I sigh in frustration and usher him in. We sit in the fairly large cozy parlor—a part of my bedroom. "I thought to check up on you, man." "Thanks," I acknowledge, "You look like you would be bursting into a club." I take to note his outfit. His vintage shirt and pants, trimmed hair and shiny gold wristwatch. "If that's where you want to be, let's head there," He smiles. "Nah," I object. Stephan is the closest to a brother. We've been through a lot together and the universe knows it. Our friendship has passed through the tunnels of disagreements, fun, business, and a lot words could not place together. "Why? A lot of ladies would be waiting for a dashing fella as you!" "I'm not in my fun elements." I stretch my bare-footed legs. "Man, are you for real?" I keep mute. My eyes are glued to the aquarium. He brushes my arm, "What's happening?" "Stephan, you would find it hard to believe." "Come on. Nothing is new. Talk to me, man." "My grandparents took the 'Alex, settle down' to another level." He tilts his head, "Found you a wife?” "That would have been much easier to slip through." My fingers swimming over my head. I tell him every single detail of Grandparents' resolve; from Sophia, the sperm thief to the unknown surrogate. "My legacy can be passed on without unnecessary measures as this. It is too risky. It is not what I want for myself." "This really, is a lot. I understand how difficult this is for you," He pats my back, "but take a look at it from their viewpoint." "Their viewpoint is archaic, you know. I am not ready for fatherhood. Worse, I do not know the woman." "I would be real with you. You need to settle down, have children, live happy…" "Who says I am not happy?" I retort. "Hey, hey. I never said that. I can understand your love life being a mess and your unavailability to any romantic relationship. I also support their decision in making you a father." I hit the table and grab some water from the dispenser, "You support my Grandparents' ancient thoughts? I thought you know me better." "Chill." "Of course, I am chill." I gulp down a glass of water. "You know what? Let's get some air." After a quick wardrobe search, I throw on a silk sleeve and a pair of loose pants "You look just like it." In few minutes, we hit the road. The streets are perfectly lit with street lights and neon signs hanging over the marts lined up in rows besides the smooth lane. "Where are we heading to?" "Anywhere with air and comfort." I inhale the fresh smell of the wind as Stephan speeds up against the rushing current. The car steadies to a slow stop as we approach a small pub. "What's this place? I never knew it existed." The car comes to a halt in front of the pub. "You'd love it here, Alex." Stephan assures me as we alight. The entrance is quite tiny. We go in through the small glass door. The neon sign above exudes green, blue and red lights at intervals. It reads: "Sweet Pub". I wonder how much sweet memories I've made in chains of clubs and I haven't seen this one. "Quite nice." I spread my lips in a U-shape. He shuts the door behind him, "Built in an ancient way. And that is my reason for being here." "Makes me feel like a cowboy." I grimace. Stephan let out a little contagious laughter, I can't help but chuckle. The lights are quite dim, our shoes make creaking sounds against the floorboard. The pub exudes an aura of solitude with few people spread across the glass tables, clinking of mugs and the murmur of hushed conversations as we walk to an unoccupied table. A waitress, her apron stained with the countless spills of beer move towards our table with a bent smile. "What'll it be, gents?" she inquired, her voice as warm as the air. "A bottle of your finest wine, if you please," Stephan requests, his tone carrying a hint of melancholy. The waitress nods and retreats, returning moments later with a dusty bottle and two chipped glasses. She deftly uncorks the bottle, filling each glass with a deep, crimson liquid that sparkled like captured starlight. As the waitress leaves, my fingers trace the rim of the glass, my eyes set on the rich red liquid. I feel Stephan's gaze. "If you have something to say, say it." "Alexander," he begin, his voice low and steady, "give this surrogacy a chance. Accept your good fate." I lower my glass. "Man," I reply, "I never wanted this." "You do not know the surrogate. All that is your concern is the outcome of it," He waves his hand, "Your grandparents are wise fellas. It makes it easier for you." "If I should take such step, I need to know her," I tap my fingers on the table, making agitating sounds. "You don't have to love anyone just yet, you need heirs." "Hmm…" I nod my head. "I'm here as the friend I have always been, as the brother I would forever be," He sips from his glass, "Make this work. You'll be grateful soon." I stare at him, mute, thinking about his words. Hitting my fist on the table, "I must meet with her, if I accept this." "Like your grandparents arranged, you really don't need to." He pats my shoulder. I keep shut, knowing that no one disputes my will even if I had just bent over to satisfy my grandparents ' desire. I must get to know her.ALEXANDER'S POVI toss restlessly on my bed. Sleep is now my enemy, afraid of enveloping my eyes even for a minute. I stretch to put on the lamp.Its soft glow encircles my bedroom, making the curtains look like the hanging skirts of ancient men. I move forward to shifting the thick curtains aside, leaving the curtain linens untouched.The faint rays of the full moon tears through them. My room feels dark and at the same time, lightened. I lay back, covered in moonlight and lamp light.For weeks, my mind feeds on unease. My pride has been injured. Everything tastes meaningless. I barely eat breakfast and dinner with my family.Few days ago, Grandmother's voice made me stop right in my track. I had no idea she was there. She probably waited in the dark, waiting patiently for me."Alex honey, why have you become so distant?"I bet she hadn't washed her mouth.I turn to find her face."Don't bother searching for me, speak.""Nothing. I need my space.""I'd assume you are working towards
EMMA’S POV"Is there a problem, Emma?" Nurse Stella raises her head from the computer, with that warm smile always stuck on her face.The urge to ask her becomes stronger, maybe it is because I find her endearing smile comforting.Torn between professionalism and my crazy inquisitive mind, in hesitation, I nod my head in the negative."Not at all." I give a curt smile."Alright. Give me few minutes and I'll print out something for you." She stands up from her chair and made for the door.As soon as the door closes, I check for any camera. I am not sure but I feel I am being watched. I almost reach for the computer in an attempt to search through the files for any name attached to mine—it could be the intended parents—and then, I hear footsteps.I withdraw my hands, acting as though I just cleaned a speck from the computer.Phew. I gasp, grateful I did not do more than that.Nurse Stella walks in gracefully to her seat."I'm back. I hope I'm punctual." She smiles."Of course." I retur
EMMA’S POV"Mum, how are you feeling?" I sit beside her on the plush couch, hanging her a bowl of chicken soup spiced with vegetables."I feel better," She says, letting out a small smile, "thank you, Emma." She scoops some soup into her mouth.I heave a sign of relief knowing that we no longer live in that tight house with a kitchenette. After the first installment, I paid for mum's complete health care, paid for the spacious house we now live in,—a three bedroom bungalow, furnished with nice couches, springy beds, ventilators and a large kitchen—started a personal saving plan, stocked the storage and refrigerator with food supplies.For a moment, I feel alive. Being able to take care of our needs is a relief but the price—surrogacy journey—is one I have to face alone. I haven't had the courage to tell my mother about this deal."Work is paying off well." Mum asks in between thick coughs.I scratch the sudden itch in my hair, "Yes. Plus savings. It was tough but we did it." I end wit
ALEXANDER’S POVMy phone rings continuously.Who the hell would call me by this time? I doubt if it is work calls because I made it an announcement: "No calls at 10 pm."I stretch my hands to the bedside drawer, the thick grey duvet falls off, exposing my hairy chest and briefs as I shuffle my fingers in search of my phone."Oh, Stephan." I grunt. Maybe he's around. I dial his number, hoping he does not take his call."Man, this is past 10 pm." I say as soon as I hear his voice over the phone."Yeah, I know. I'm at your place.""Are you mad at your bed? Do you ever sleep?" "I do. Not just as early as you do." He chuckles."Oh, heavens!""I'm downstairs. Either you meet me here or I come in there."I throw the phone alongside my body, yawning. I am extremely tired. Not because of today’s endless supervision. I am exhausted because of the situation I find myself in.I drift off to sleep only to hear series of banging on my door, each bang getting louder. Enraged, I get up from the bed,
ALEXANDER’S POVThe magnificently carved doors swing open at the gentle push on its handle. The lightning from the room makes the gloom in my eyes fade off.Gold. The new theme for the dining room. It looks like royalty, seeing the heavy gold curtains slightly spread apart, revealing the darkening sky and misty floating clouds; the chandelier hanging beautifully atop, the scented candles on every candle stand and the chairs emitting sparkles at the reflection of the light.The huge table in the middle of the room seems smaller with all kinds of dishes and desserts laid on it. It has always been this way for as long as I can remember except for the change of colors every forth-night: purple, gold, silver, green, white and rarely, black. They seem like a pattern of circle, going round and changing with the use of servants and helps.The sound of busy cutleries, delightful conversations and laughters fill my ears. I feel no bubble as I use to because nothing has been exciting for me this
EMMA’S POVReally. It would be nice to be in attendance. I can only grin at the handwritten note at the back of the flier.My eyebrows lift up in realization as I turn to the front page. My eyes widen at every detail, ideas lighting up in my mind.I could not help but pace up and down my room, thinking of taking up this chance. The money is huge even when paid in installments. This could mean a whole lot of change for mum's health and Hilda's fees.I take my phone and do a quick research. I breathe in, my face pressed to the wall. Thoughts of what Mother would say envelopes me but, this decision is for her wellbeing too.I jump on my bed with my hands reaching for my phone. I copy the email address and commence with the main application. My hands wobble as I type, wiping off and making corrections.Eventually my text reads,Willoughby Clinic, I am writing to express my heartfelt interest in becoming a gestational surrogate, providing the precious gift of parenthood to intended parent