A jealous mess.

*BENNETT*

Nodding,I walked passed Esme and headed for my study.

I still felt so agitated and I badly needed something to calm my nerves.I searched through the drawers in my study and grabbed a pack of cigarette.

I took out one of them and lit it up.

As I took a drag, I felt my nerves becoming a bit calm.

And I was starting to think rationally again.

Was that me a while ago?

Acting like a wild beast?

Recalling how I raised my voice at her and how startled she had been made me winced.

What went wrong with me?

I don’t think I’ve ever been that upset.

I still don’t like that she was like that with the gardener but was that enough to turn me into a angry mess?

‘A jealous mess,perhaps.’My subconsciousness mocked.

Jealous?

Me?

Of a gardener?

I had no reason to be.

‘She looked so happy with him. “My subconscious mind mocked again.

I recalled watching them from my car,how she had been laughing and running around with him.

Fuck!

Was Firing him enough?

I should have him jailed!

“Jailed.”I murmur