Ondina
"You said this was a club...... this is more like... A fancy jazz lounge or something....." Ondina stated as they walked into a banquet room with small groups of people dressed in elegant attire scattered around. Feeling out of place, she hugged herself. People were standing around tall tables or sitting on sofas. A woman in a cream mermaid dress sang on a small stage with her hair and make up done as if Marlin Monroe had done it herself. 'Sometimes I wake up in the morning to red blue and yellow lights On Monday they destroyed me But by Friday I’m revived' The woman sang beautifully in a soft tone. "It is Onny. We just have to go through those doors." Camille pointed to a set of double doors that sat at the far right corner of the room. "And Lana Del Rey has her own style of music. Its hardly jazz." Camille stated making note of the music. "Like I know who Lana Delaray is." Ondina argued. "Do not!" Camille takes a dramatic pause. "Get me started on that topic!" Approaching the doors, the music became faint. Camille opened a door and let Ondina in first, then followed after. The door closed behind them, causing the small room to become pitched black. The music from the room they have yet to enter, pulsed through the floor and into their bodies. Ondina’s arms stretched out in front of her off instinct and she searched for a second door. "I can't see shit." Camille stated. "You don't say." Ondina replied, unable to contain the sarcasm. Ondina continued to search for the door. Where in the f- oh! Ondina caught hold of a door nob, twisted and pushed the door open. Music exploded and filled the small room. In routine, Ondina and Camille grabbed hold of each others hands as they stepped through the crowd of people. She wasn't kidding. This is crazy. Colorful lights flickered sporadically around the room and dance floor. How the hell are we to walk through this shit? Ondina spotted an empty table to the far left of the room and pulled Camie in that direction. "Wait!" Camille yelled over the music. Ondina stopped and turned to her best friend. Camille tugged on her arm to get her to move in closer. "Bar first!" She yelled in Ondina’s ear. Like a shadow, Ondina followed her in the direction to the bar. Once they've reached the bar, she turned to examine the room, resting her elbows and lower back against the bar top. She spotted a tall redhead, in a blue mini dress that was way too small for her. The redhead danced around in circles swinging her hair back and forth to the beat of the song. She's enjoying herself. Ondina watched the woman move from one guy to another repeating the same couple of dance moves she had. "What do you want to drink." Camille asked. "Whatever you're drinking. It doesn't matter." Ondina wasn't much of a drinker, and she had her reasons. "Two, no, four shots of tequila." Ondina heard Camille order and rolled her eyes. Should have known. Tequila was Camille's favorite go to drink. Ondina stared at her best friend with a knowing look. "What? You can never go wrong with tequila" Camille said in a Spanish accent. Ondina retreated back to watching the tall redhead who was now dancing with a guy who was way too short for her. She was bent down awkwardly grinding back into his groin, still whipping her hair back and forth. Could she get any closer? The guy had a look of concentration on his face while he held on to her hips, dodging her hair. Ondina couldn't help but laugh. "Onny!" Camille yelled over the music. "Take your shots!" "Is it your mission to get me drunk? You know I haven't eaten." Ondina yelled back in response. She took both shots while Camille was already ordering another round. "Aren't you happy you came out tonight?" Camille asked with a huge smile on her face. It was obvious she was feeling the tequila. I give up you win. "Fine. Yes." Ondina yelled back to her friend. Camille pushed another shot her way. "Camie!" Ondina yelled. "No more after this one I promise." Camille responded with the best innocent face she could make. Ondina took the shot and began to dance with Camille. Just as they started dancing, a guy with a beer belly and a five o'clock shadow approached Camille, and grabbed hold of her wrist. She giggled at her friend as she watched her get pulled away. She watched in fascination, as the guy held on to Camille's hands and jumped to the beat. She's never gonna shut up about this. Still leaning up against the bar, she swayed her hips to the beat. I'm such a light weight. Ondina thought once she started to feel the muscles in her legs relax. "If I buy you a drink, will you dance with me?" A stranger spoke in her ear. Ondina looked up at the man. He had a confident smile on his face. He's.... cute. Before she could respond, he had already ordered her a dirty martini. What is it with guys thinking that all women want to drink a dirty martini? The man handed her the drink and she took it with a smile. "I'm Tim, what's your name?" Tim asked. "Jessica." She lied. "So, Jessica, your gonna drink that or what?" Tim asked. Ondina knew she probably shouldn't drink anymore but she was tired of being careful and wanted to enjoy herself for once. She chugged down her dirty martini and Tim grabbed hold of her hand and pulled her onto the dance floor. She was definitely enjoying herself. Tim seemed to be enjoying himself too. She wrapped her arms around his neck and dropped her hips to the beat. They danced for three songs before the room started to spin. "I need to sit down." Ondina yelled to Tim. "Are you ok?" Tim asked. "No. Im not feeling too good." Ondina replied. "You need to get some air." "No, I need to find my friend." Tim grabbed Ondina by the arm and pulled her in the direction of a back door. She tried to break her arm free, but her body worked against her. Her head was fuming with pain each time the base dropped. Why did I have to be so irresponsible? "Camie!" Ondina yelled. "No one can hear you." Tim stated, moving faster towards the back door. " I have to find my friend." Ondina stated. She scanned the room for Camille but she was nowhere to be found. Ondina’s vision started to blur. "What did you put in my drink?" Ondina asked, coming out weaker than she entended. Tim ignored her and continued to the back door. Tim pushed the door open with force. The cool air hit Ondina in the face, causing her hair to blow back. There was a black Honda with blacked out windows waiting patiently as he pulling Ondina in the direction of the car. Now unable to hold herself up, she was helpless. Her vision started to go in and out. Leaving her with bits and pieces of reality. Tim opened the back door to the Honda and forcefully pushed Ondina in. Ondina tried to push around him. In frustration, he blocked her poor attempts to fight him off. Her attempts only seemed to excite him more and with his excitement came violence and violation. Ondina gave one more attempt bringing her knee up between his legs just hard enough to cause a temporary pause to his actions. "Bitch!" Tim struck Ondina repeatedly in the face. She could feel and taste the blood as it dripped from her nose and mouth. Consciousness slowly began to slip away. Her attackers hand slid up her inner thigh, grabbing hold of her panties, tugging them down. Tears began to pore down the sides of her face and puddle into her ears. "Please." Ondina pleaded. Her voice was so small, you had to strain to hear her. "Oh shut up bitch, you know you want this." Her attacker dug his nails deep into her inner thighs as he forced them apart. Ondina tried to close her legs. That only excited Tim more. He gripped her neck with his free hand, cutting off her airway. "You know you wanted this." He kept repeating close into Ondina’s ear while she struggled to breathe. I don’t want to die like this. God, please. Seeming unsatisfied with her responses he removed his hand from around Ondina’s throat. Before she could inhale, he brought his fist down into her stomach. Black spots started to sprinkle her vision. Ondina could feel consciousness slipping away from her as he positioned himself between her legs, she braced herself for what she knew was coming, but instead, he abruptly stopped. Shortly after, she felt his absence. The last thing Ondina seen was a face. A face that caressed her dreams and her thoughts. A face she would never forget. Everything went black and one name stayed. Raphael Lahsen.Five years later...I woke up to the ringing of an alarm clock. Like always, it was Ondina's. She had a million of them set for every ten minutes. What for? I had no idea, but today, it wasn't just an annoyance. It was a painful reminder of the chaos that was about to erupt. Fire year old twins were a force of nature. The ringing of the alarm grew louder. I groaned, reaching for the snooze button, but a gentle hand stopped me. "Don't even think about it," Ondina murmured, her voice laced with a sleepy smile. "The monsters will be here any minute."I still couldn't believe I was married to a woman so beautiful. Her dark hair was a tangled mess against the silk pillow and her eyes were still heavy with sleep, but the warmth radiating from her was undeniable. She was, indeed, my everything, and now, carrying our third child, she possessed a radiant glow that made my heart ache with a love so strong it sometimes felt like a physical weight."Monsters?" I teased, pulling her closer. "I
RaphaelI was just finishing up paperwork she my office door opened and in walked Celeste. She swung her hips a little too hard and she smelled of expensive perfume."Raphy, darling," she purred, the word sounding like a hiss on her tongue. "So good of you to see me.""Celeste," I replied.I was already annoyed and just wanted together this over with. "I wasn't aware I had a choice. Your unannounced visit last night hardly left me one."She ignored the chairs and sat her ass on the edge of my desk. Her crimson lips curved into a practiced pout. "Oh, don't be like that, Raphy. I just wanted to see you. To catch up."My jaw tightened. "Catch up? By crashing into my home, heavily intoxicated, and physically assaulting my wife?"Her perfectly practiced pout faltered and was replaced by a flicker of annoyance. "Ondina was being dramatic. It was merely a little… disagreement with her.""A disagreement that involved you grabbing her hair and screaming about how she stole your life?" "He
RaphaelThis could not be happening. Not tonight. Not when Ondina was finally happy. She lunged herself forward, trying to wrap her arms around my waist but I stiff armed her in the forehead."Celeste," I whispered."How did you find our- that doesn't matter." Trying to keep my voice calm I stated."You need to leave.""Leave?" she shrieked, Loud enough for the entire house to hear her. "Leave? After everything? After you promised me forever? You were supposed to be mine, Raphy!"Ondina appeared behind me, her face a mask of confusion and then, registration."How the fuck did you get here?" Ondina positioned herself between me and Celeste."Ondina!" Celeste shrieked again, pointing a wobbly finger in her face. "You! How does it feel living MY life?! I was supposed to be Mrs. Lahsen! I was supposed to live in this house! I was supposed to-" before she could continue, Ondina pushed her in the chest."Back up or I'll call the police!" Before Celeste could launch into another tirade, An
Raphael"Are you sure we can pull this off, Raf?" she asked, her voice tight as she surveyed the mountain of unopened boxes in the living room."The movers have it all covered, my love. Don't stress. " I kissed her forehead."It's just, with it being the twins' birthday, and the family dinner... it's all happening so fast." I could understand why she would be overwhelmed.not only was the twins birthday, it was also moving day. I wrapped my arms around her, burying my face in her beautiful curls. "Hey, breathe. We've got this, little flower. I'm here, aren't I? And besides, you're forgetting the cater we hired." She chuckled, some of the tension left her shoulders. "you're right. I'm over reacting. I need to calm down.""Exactly! Now, tell me, what's priority number one?""Getting Cam and Camie's play area set up. If they're happy, we're all happy." We exchanged smiles.She was right. Those two could bring the the sky down on us if they weren't happy, but they were the best kind of
MasonBreathing was becoming a task for me. Every breath hitched a ragged protest against the pain that I was feeling every day, but today... today was different. The air hung heavier. It was like I could feel my time running out. I knew. Today was the end, and Ondina words clung to my heart. "You're gonna die here, and no one will miss you." A sigh escaped my lips. I could tase the blood in my lungs. My vision was patchy and it burned to keep my eyes open. They had gotten used to the dark after months of being in it, but now, they were struggling against the glow of that one single bulb I hadn't know was there. Ondina forgot to turn it off and this was a new kind of torture.I was left here, visibly able to see just how far gone I was. In the dark, I couldn't see much detail of myself, but now, I could see everything. I was far from the man I used to be, and I had no one to blame but myself. Regret was a useless emotion now. A luxury I could no longer afford, but it was there and
OndinaHis face was gaunt, his eyes sunken and hollow. His hair was longer and his facial hair was unkept, like he hadn't shaves in months. His clothes were worn and filthy, clinging to his sickly frame. He looked like he hadn't eaten in months. He was looking up at her, his eyes wide with a flicker of... 'was it hope?'Ondina took a step back when the memories crashed down on her like a tidal wave of horror and pain.She could remember the fear, the sting of the restraints cutting into her skin, and the relentless torment. She could remember his cruel laughters as he had enjoyed her suffering and how he mocked her as she cried. The memory that paralyzed her the most was his haunting groans of Camilles name as he repeated it over and over again while he used her body for his own gratification. She remembered the agonizing pain of premature labor and the fear for her unborn children as the darkness swallowed her whole. She remembered every single detail.He had taken everything from he
OndinaThree days earlierAfter a sleepless night, Ondina watched as Anna cooed over the twins. "You're a lifesaver," Ondina said, forcing a smile. "I'll be back as soon as I can.""Take your time," Anna said, already distracted with a game of peek-a-boo. "They're in good hands."Ondina kissed each of her twins on the top of their heads she said her goodbyes. "Be good for Anna," she murmured, her voice thick with a mother's anxiousness."They'll be perfect angels, Onny, now shoo." Anna fanned Ondina towards the door.Ondina slipped out the door, her heart pounding in her chest. She drove carefully. Once she was on the highway, she pressed down on the accelerator. She was feeling every bit of anxious, but she needed answers. The drive was agonizing. Doubts gnawed at her. What if she was wrong? What if she was overreacting? But then she was flooded with the memory of the look on Raphael's face every time he told her he had a business trip, and her resolve hardened.Finally, she rea
RaphaelAs I stepped onto the balcony, the crisp morning air caressed my face. Sunrise bled across the horizon, painting the building tops in hues of rose and gold. It was a beautiful day. A perfect day, almost.Inside, Ondina was stirring, the soft laughter of our twins, was already filling the air, letting us know they were awake. The thought of them tugged a smile onto my face. Two perfect, healthy babies. I was truly blessed. After everything, we were finally moving forward in a positive direction.I leaned against the metal railing, the cold was slowly creeping into my hoodie, but I barely noticed. My gaze began to drift towards the light traffic beneath me as my thought began to consume me. It's bee six months. Six months that we've had him. Six months of torture, and I still didn't feel the satisfaction I though I would.Thomas stepped beside me, his face looked strained. "Coffee's on," he muttered he lit a cigarette with a shaky hand."When did you get her?" I asked, pushing
OndinaOndina stirred her tea as she stared aimlessly. Raphael's conversation with Thomas kept playing on repeat in Ondina's head. 'What is he hiding from me?' She felt desperate to know who was in that cabin, and why Raphael was so desperate to keep it secret that he would lie to her.Ondina knew Raphael wasn't always forthcoming, but this felt different. It felt deliberate, and it made her feel uncomfortable. Her gaze drifted to the two sleeping infants in their bassinets. Cameron looked so much like his father, and Camille was a miniature version of herself. They were the reason she needed to know. Their fragile, innocent lives deserved a foundation built on truth, not secrets.Taking a deep breath, Ondina reached for her phone. She scrolled through her contacts until she found Raphael's mother's number. She played out in her head what she wanted to ask, but had no idea how she should go about it. After a few minutes, she took a deep breath and dialed. after a few rings, his mother