Sonya's POV
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After three weeks of being in the hospital, I was finally released and deemed stable enough to leave on my own.
Nobody had come to visit me, but I didn't mind anyway.
Okay, who was I kidding? It hurt me to my bones that no one had cared enough to check in on me or at least, call.
The only people who had called were my parents but I had told them I was fine and didn't disclose any more details, fearing that I would disappoint them.
Anyway, as I stepped out of the hospital building, I hired an Uber to take me back to Callum's house.
On the drive there, I sat silently, staring out of the window as an overwhelming sense of sadness and emptiness encroached on me like an ocean rising and covering a small island.
Tears stung the back of my eyes and eventually began falling freely, my breathing becoming hitched as my hands went to my stomach.
My baby is gone. My marriage with Callum is uncertain and the rational thing to do now would be to leave him.
But... But I can't.
"Oh, Callum..." I whispered to myself, sniffling as a bitter smile curled up my lips. "I should have noticed the signs. You've ruined me..."
My heart felt like it was about to give in again and I even spotted the Uber driver trying to peek at me through the rearview mirror a few times.
But I quickly used the back of my hands to wipe my tears away, looking away from him and sighing to myself, closing my eyes and reminiscing on different thoughts to distract myself from the numbing emptiness.
Finally, the driver dropped me in front of the house, and I paid before walking toward it, each step heavy as I remembered how I had rushed out of there on that fateful day.
I had been so excited to go see him on his birthday... Not realizing that my world would come crashing down that day.
When I got to the front door, I drew in a deep breath before I brought my hand to the doorknob and pushed it open.
However, to my surprise, the door was locked from the inside, causing my eyebrows to furrow and my heart to jump into my throat.
Was Callum back?
I scanned my gaze around the compound just then and spotted one of his many cars parked there. I hadn't noticed it on time.
Suddenly, the door swung open, forcing me to swerve my head to face whoever opened the door.
To my surprise, it was none other than Amanda who had a frown on her face and held a baby close to her body. The baby seemed to be a year old and suckled on its fingers while Amanda eyed me with contempt.
"Look what the cat dragged in." She remarked, her gaze going from my head to my toes. "What do you think you're doing here?"
My jaw clenched as I felt anger simmering deep inside me.
"This is my house, Amanda. I should be asking you that question." I blurted simply, holding myself back from doing anything rash. "Please, excuse me–"
I attempted to step in but before I could, a hot slap landed on my face, causing me to stumble backward from the force. My hands went to my face with shock; my mouth parted wide as I raised my head and stared at Amanda, who had slapped me.
"You pathetic bitch!" She spat with spite, placing the baby on the floor so she could face me properly. "Who do you think you are, huh? This is Callum's house and he doesn't want you anymore."
My eyes fluttered repeatedly, my jaw still clenched as I glared at Amanda.
However, before either of us could do or say anything more, a male voice boomed from inside the house.
"Amanda, who's that?!"
My heart skipped a beat when I heard that voice, my neck stretching to see him.
The door finally opened fully, and Callum stepped out, folding his arms in front of his chest and staring at me at first like he had seen a ghost.
However, he eventually sniggered, shaking his head as he eyed me with contempt.
"So you survived. Congrats on that." He remarked nonchalantly, causing my heart to clench like it was being gripped by a vise.
I gritted my teeth, swallowing hard as I attempted to speak but before I could let any words out, Callum continued speaking.
"If it's not clear to you now, I don't want you in my life anymore." He said plainly, his voice devoid of warmth or pity as he wrapped his right arm around Amanda's waist.
He glanced at her with loving eyes, the same look that I've always craved him to give me throughout all the years of our marriage.
Anyway, after that, he continued. "That baby you see close to her is my child. My heir. And so is the baby growing inside her right now."
I couldn't believe my ears, my eyes widening as I brought my gaze to the baby standing on the ground while clutching Amanda's hand.
It was then that I also noticed the slight baby bump on Amanda's stomach that I hadn't noticed before.
"T– That baby is over a year old, at least," I mumbled, shaking my head with disbelief. "So, you've... You've been cheating on me for this long? We've been married for three years and I've been trying my best to find a way to get pregnant while you've been–"
"It's not my fault that you're nothing more than a barren blow doll." Callum spat, scoffing with disdain before he shook his head, not caring in the slightest how hurtful his words were.
At this point, I didn't think there was anything he could do or say that could hurt me beyond what he had already done. Or, so I thought...
Suddenly, Callum shoved his hand into his back pocket and brought out a small envelope before flinging it at me.
I caught the envelope, staring at it with confusion as I opened it and brought out some papers inside it.
"I have no use for you anymore, Sonya." Callum kept on talking, his voice cold. "Sign those papers and make sure you bring them to me in a week. Have a good life."
Without saying anything else, he, Amanda, and the child stepped into the house and closed the door behind themselves, leaving me out there like a beggar.
I sighed with despair as my eyes skimmed through the papers, and my hands trembled when I began realizing what they were.
Divorce papers…
Round In CirclesSonya’s povI immediately pulled away from Callum’s grip, finding my balance as I rearranged my dress. He was the last person I expected to run into. “When did you get back into town?” He said, making me avert my gaze towards him.“Just last night” I responded, smiling. I noticed how uneasy he seemed.“Ohkay, I was just leaving” he said, walking towards the direction of the rooms.I watched as he walked away as fast as his legs could carry him. I was too lost watching the movement of his well chiseled back.I walked closely behind him, heading straight to my own room. Callum kept going in the direction of my room, and to my utmost surprise, he was lodged directly opposite me. In the same room we had sex.We smiled awkwardly at each other before going into our individual rooms. I shot the door behind me, my back leaning on it as I gasped for breath. My hands finding its way to my chest from feeling nervous.I found it hard to believe this was really happening, the th
Please Don’t Find Out 2Callum’s povThe chirping sound of the birds were the only things I could pay attention to as I walked out into the garden. As much as I tried not to think of it, Amanda’s words kept ringing in my head. She had sounded so livid.“What did she mean by those words” I thought to myself, wondering if my previous doubts about her were true or not.I headed back in, preparing to head out. I picked up my phone, calling Stephen to know where he was. I needed to seek his advice. He is the only one I can trust with personal matters.“What’s your emergency?” He said as soon as I walked into the door, his eyes teasing.“You seem put together, I expected Amanda to rip your head out” he continued, smiling as he poured us a glass of whiskey each. I was going to complain about the liquor that early in the morning, but I really needed it“Amanda said she will ruin Sonya,”I blurted out, swallowing the drink I had in my mouth.“Well that’s new”Stephen said, filling my cup again.
PLEASE DON’T FIND OUTSonya’s pov.I could not bring myself to face Callum after I remembered our child that was miscarried. The tears threatening to fall from my eyes since Callum answered that reporter, fell freely as I drove home. I hid the truth from him, I couldn't stop the tears, I hated myself so much at that moment for drinking to stupor that night.I had been too scared of the scandal it would cause if the media found out I got pregnant out of wedlock and for my ex husband. I was also scared of having another child for Callum, because of how he treated me the last time.I dabbed at my tears, sniffling. Stacy patted my shoulder, comforting me.“It’s hard Stacy” I said amid tears, I pulled the car over at a corner on the road as my eyes were now blurry from the tears.“It’s fine Sonya, it will all go away with time” Stacy said, leaning in, she cupped my cheek, wiping the tears from my eyes.“Let me drive,”she said, pulling the car door open as we exchanged seats. The rest of t
DOWN MEMORY LANESonya’s pov.The drive to Mr Collins campaign was a quiet one, allowing me time to reminisce on my dinner with Callum. I tried to wave it out of my head and not think about it, but it seemed impossible.When Stacy had told me we had a show at a campaign event, I immediately agreed to get my mind off the event of the previous night.I could not tell Stacy how I had reacted to Callum, I pictured the face of the woman who had asked if Callum and I were a couple, thankful that no media person was there when she had asked.My face flushed from the thought of her question yet again.When we arrived at the parking lot of the campaign’s center, my heart skipped a beat, I saw a jet black car that looked exactly like Callum’s. I froze,“Is he here?” I asked myself in a whisper.My gaze turned towards Stacy, who was not getting her things together to go in.“Stacy, do you have any idea if Callum will be here” I asked, looking from her to the car.“No Sonya,” she responded, “Why
CALLUM'S PLIGHT Callum’s povI had no idea what to say, the woman took us by surprise. I could not blame her for asking such questions, I had been so concerned about making sure Sonya was alright, I didn’t realize we were in an awkward position. I looked towards Sonya’s direction, she seemed as shocked as I was from what the woman said.“We are business partners” Sonya blurted out, I looked towards her again, and this time our gaze met.“We are just business partners” she said again, this time to my face. “Excuse me!” She added, making her way out of the gathering. I watched as her heels met with the concrete floor, as she reached for the door, heading out.The woman before me gave a shy smile, making her way out of the diner as well. I clenched my fists, cursed underneath my breath. I was livid, how could she have said such a thing? I did not understand what Sonya was playing at and it made me frustrated. One moment, she is calling for us to meet up over something that can be car
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MEETING GONE WRONGSonya's povI walked into the restaurant, my eyes scanning the environment for Callum as I was being directed to my reservation. I took my seat, glancing at the watch on my wrist. I got there ten minutes-delinquent, but still Callum was nowhere to be found. I glanced towards the door yet again, but still no sign of him. I took a deep breath, heading to the restroom to retouch my makeup. I could not help the feeling of nervousness I felt as I waited for Callum.“Why am I so Tauten,” I said to myself as I stood before the mirror, reapplying my gloss and recalling the previous night. The look on Callum's face when he said those things were genuine.“Could he really mean those things?” I asked myself, looking lost into the mirror as my hands trailed my collarbone.“No Sonya, you are just overthinking, you are just going to talk about the refund and that’s all” I said to myself more reassuringly, heading out of the restroom and back to my seat.I paused in my tracks wh
WHAT HAVE I DONECallum’s pov“Em, that was a mistake” I said leaning in close to the microphone.“Well thank you everyone for coming and have a good night” I said, leaving the stage hastily as I headed straight to the car.I was in disbelief. Sonya clouded my thoughts so much I just publicly humiliated myself.I sat in the car, slamming my hands against the steering repeatedly as I waited for Stephen. I knew I was never going to hear the end of it from him.I started imagining what the media will say about it by morning, how much tantrum Amanda would throw when the news got to her.“I am screwed!” I muttered through gritted teeth. The car door swung open, Stephen took his seat on the passenger's seat next to me. I could tell from the look on his face that he was fighting the urge to laugh so hard.“Laugh all you want Steph.” I said, wallowing in my own disdain. The surge of laughter that erupted from Stephen had me clench my fist.I was so mad at myself and at him.“Sonya probably th
LURKING GUILTCallum’s pov“Why did I feel guilty kissing her?” I thought to myself as I poured a glass of liquor. I walked out into the garden. The chill breeze washed on my face, making me recall my night with Sonya.I blinked hard, shaking my head. “I cannot keep doing this to Amanda,” I said to myself, but a part of me knew I was in too deep. Although Sonya was far from me, I was happy with where we were in reconciliation.I stared up in the sky, thinking of what she was up to, wondering if she was also thinking of me. I chuckled as I chugged down what was left in my glass, going back to sleep.Next morning, I headed straight to the apartment I had met Soya. I put a call through to Stephen to meet up with me there. After what had happened with Amanda, I could not bring mys to face her. A huge part of me felt sad for how I was treating her, but I just couldn’t help it. All I can think of is Sonya. Her entire existence clouds my thoughts.I head straight to my usual room on gettin