When I woke up I looked around the room and realized I was in my apartment. It was getting dark out. And I could smell pancakes. So I got up and walked to the kitchen to find Atlas, my boss, cooking pancakes and bacon. “That smells amazing” I said once I reached him, taking a piece of bacon off the plate. “Yes, well I’ve had a lot of practice when I was younger” he said. Still focused on making sure the pancakes were a perfect golden brown. I looked around for Titan and saw him running up the cat tree in the living room. He was having a blast.
“So um, since I was at the spa today, I wanted to know if the furniture delivery and set up went smoothly?” I asked. He glanced up once he was finished prepared the meal. “Yes. Everything went according to your specifications. And I must say, I’m highly impressed Allie”. I beamed. “Thank you Atlas”. “It was no bother little one. I have high expectations from my employees and you e been able to do more than someone who has been working for the company for the past 10 years. You’ve done well” he said handing me a plate. We ate together finishing another episode. But I couldn’t help this feeling of still wanting to know what was on that drawer. “Um, Atlas can I ask you a question?” I said. “Technically you just asked a question, but go ahead” he said laughing at me. I rolled my eyes. “I was wanting to know what’s in that drawer. Would you give me the key please?” I asked. He stopped eating for moment and looked at me. “Are you sure you’re ready for this Allie? Once you open that drawer there’s no going back. You’ll stay here even if you don’t get a contract with my company. Is this what you want?” He looked deep into my eyes. Those beautiful icy blues looked at me in waves. My heart was beating quickly in my chest. And I couldn’t get the words to form out of my mouth. I want this. I want you. Please give me the key. I want to see what’s inside. But nothing came out. They were stuck in my throat. After a few moments, even though it seemed like forever, I mustered the strength to stand up and grab his hands. I lead him to my room. I may not be able to speak at the moment. My voice, a coward. But, I can at least still show him. Once in my room, I sat silently at the foot of the bed. He looks at me again, places his hands around my face, looking for for me verify what I’ve been trying to say. I give him a nod. Relief rushes through his eyes. The then takes a key that was on a chain around his neck, hidden under his shirt, and unlocked the drawer. He backs up, allowing me to open it when I was ready. I slowly stood up from the bed and walked to the dresser. I sat on the floor and grabbed the handles. I didn’t dare to look up at him yet. I was itching to pull it open since I moved in a few days ago. And now it’s finally an itch that I can scratch. I couldn’t wait anymore. I slowly pulled the drawer out. And what was inside shocked me. There was lingerie in one corner of the drawer. A few black boxes in the middle. With what I can only assume was sex toys. But an old wooden box to the far right caught my eye. I lifted it up out of the drawer. The top of the box was split in the middle. And there was a circle in the center. From what I assume would be a spot for a key, a circular one at that. But as I looked closer, the box had initials on the front. C.B. I walked the box to my bed, forgetting everything else that was in the drawer, and sat down. I played with my necklace while trying to figure out what the key could be or who C.B. was and then it dawned on me. I took my necklace off and placed the pendant in the slot. It would take some effort to spin the pendant, but the stone in the center helped me more than I expected. There was a click, and a release. The box was open. I looked up at Atlas, who was just staring at me at this point. I put my necklace back on, and opened the folding lids. Taking out the contents one by one, I examined them. There were documents, ledgers, bank statements, a will, and pictures. I looked at the pictures closely. It was me when I was 3. With people I didn’t recognize. And one photo in peculiar, was a boy with black hair and blue eyes holding me on his lap. I looked at the back of the picture, Calliope (3) and Atlas (13). I looked at him in that moment. And he came and sat down beside me. “Yeah, we knew each other when we were young. Your parents worked for mine. When they died, you disappeared. My parents didn’t know where you went. But the moment I saw your application, I had to make sure it was you. And in the elevator, I got confirmation when I saw your necklace” he said, looking down and holding my hands. “But that doesn’t change anything between us. Actually, one of those documents states an arranged marriage between us. Which, we don’t have to follow if you don’t want to. But if we do, my parents have this account dedicated to the wedding still. And there’s more. Much more. Things that we won’t be able to access unless we do get married. But I promise you, I’m not forcing you to do anything. I’ll let you look over everything tonight. And…I’ll see you tomorrow okay? Besides, I still need my favorite person to finish my lobby soon” he said as he winked at me and left me to my thoughts.I woke up with his arms still around me.His chest rose and fell against my back, warm and steady, but there was a stiffness to the way he held me now — like his body remembered comfort but his mind was already elsewhere. I didn’t move. I just laid there, listening to the quiet beat of his heart, pretending nothing had changed since the night before.But everything had changed.I’d said it.I told him I loved him.And he didn’t say it back.Not really. Not in words.Instead, he gave me pieces. A look. A kiss. A confession without the name. And I told myself it was enough. I tried to believe that. But the ache in my chest said otherwise.Slowly, I slipped out of bed, careful not to wake him. My feet touched the cool floor, grounding me as I padded toward the kitchen. The morning air was crisp, cutting through the fog in my brain. I filled the kettle, placed it on the stove, and reached for the pills the hospital gave me — anti-nausea, prenatal vitamins, iron supplements.I stared at th
That night I was thinking to myself. I had to tell him that I loved him. I just. I didn’t know how to do it. He was cuddling me, tracing circles on my arms. And I turned around to look at him. He kissed me. Something we’ve done so often now that it’s second nature. We can never keep our hands to ourselves when we’re alone. He was taunting me. Slowly. Making me forget every thought. He rolled on top of me, still not breaking our kiss. He kissed my neck. My chest. My stomach. All the way down until he captured my pussy in his mouth. I moaned at the pleasure he was giving me. “You taste so sweet little one. So wet for me. Your delicious pussy always craving for my touch, my kisses, my love” he said as he dove back in to feast on me. Like I was the best desert he ever had. His mouth never left my skin. Every kiss was a promise, every stroke of his tongue a devotion I didn’t know how to return. Not yet. But Goddess, I wanted to.I tangled my fingers in his hair, my back arching as he devo
One, Two, Three. There they are. Goddess how could I even tell him that I’m pregnant let alone that we are expecting not one, not two, but THREE of them! I haven’t even had the guts to tell him I loved him yet. I was planning to do it during our dinner a few days ago, but the smell of my food made me sick and we left early. I put the ultrasound photo in my purse. When the time is right, I’ll tell him. As soon as I put my purse down, he came back in the room with some food and drinks. “I thought you wouldn’t want to eat hospital food, so I had some delivered” he said. Looking at me carefully, “how are you feeling?”. “I feel better now that they gave me some medication” I said with a smile. “Good, so, I have some plans for us once you’re feeling better and I can’t wait for the surprise. You’ll love it” he said returning my smile. We sat down and ate in silence. The doctor returned shortly after we both finished our food. “Miss Blackwood, you seem to be doing much better now, and I thi
~2 months later~The press has been relentless. Always trying to snap photos of me. Of Atlas. Of us together. We always made the headlines. “CEO Atlas Jones and new girlfriend Calliope Blackwood” “Calliope Blackwood, A Gold Digger?” Atlas eventually decided to hold a press conference to address the issues publically. I haven’t been feeling good lately. I’m laying on the couch cuddled up with not so small Titan watching it live. “To address the topics of discussion revolving around me and my girlfriend, she is in fact not what you have been thinking. Calliope is the daughter of family friends who lost her parents at the age of 3 due to a car accident. She was found miles away in another city and placed up for adoption. The only clue to her identity, being the name written on the inside of her shoes. She and I have been engaged from the moment she was born, in a written contract. And we have both decided to honor our parents wishes, especially with the connection that we have together.
“Atlas, what is this” I asked. Looked at me, holding my hand, and lifted it up to his lips. He kissed the ring and said “a promise”. “A promise? What kind of promise?” Still holding my hand, he began to rub circles on my skin. “The kind of promise where I will always take care of you. I will honor our parents wishes for us, if that’s what you end up choosing. It’s what I would like as well. I know you may not love me, yet at least, but I do have feelings too. And this is me acting on them in one of the only ways that I can publicly, until you choose to accept me. Unless of course you choose not to accept anything between us. Which I really hope you don’t go with that option” he said. “Oh Atlas, things have been really fast. That part is true. But I’ve been wondering what we are. What we’re doing. What’s between us. And I’m still figuring that out. But the last thing I’d do is deny any feeling so have towards you. The ring is perfect. Thank you” I said. He smiled at me then, and kiss
I woke up feeling amazing. It was still dark out through the window. And I was warm and cozy under the blankets. I nestle into the bed further and back into something warm and firm. I nearly jumped out of the bed when I heard a chuckle. “Relax little one. Don’t move” he said as he wrapped his arm around me to bring me closer to him. I melted at the contact. He started playing with my hair. I started to fall back asleep when I heard him whisper “Happy Birthday little one”. I was drifting in and out of sleep when I felt the pressure in my lower stomach grow. My pussy felt too good. His tongue gently and slowly teasing my folds and my clit. He started sucking on me. Placing a finger inside of me slowly. Making me wake up completely. I moan at the intrusion of my core. He moaned into me after he added a second finger. Massaging me from the inside. He alternated the movements of his fingers bringing me closer and closer to my climax. I shattered. Glad that I’m the only one on this floor s