INICIAR SESIÓNGetting back to the compound, I head for my room, feeling angry and frustrated.
I do not want to marry a stranger, and I have tried everything to lose my damn virginity so I can prevent it, but my guards are used to my tantrums and always manage to cut me off before any 'damage' is done.
I am not surprised when, after my quick shower and change into my silk PJs, there is a sharp knock on my door.
'Come in, Papa.'
I sigh again, wearily knowing the lecture I am about to hear.
'Tavisha, it would appear your behaviour was less than exemplary tonight.'
He says, striding into my room with all the authority of his station, but he does not intimidate me as he does his men.
'I did nothing wrong, Papa, and Andrei was wrong to drag me out so early. So, I was having a little fun, where is the harm in that?'
I snap back at him, fed up with being treated like a child.
'I am nineteen years old, not a kid in high school anymore, Papa. We were celebrating the end of my first year in college and passing my exams with almost perfect scores. I see no wrong in that.'
His lips draw into a thin line, and he folds his arms across his chest.
'You are my only child, the Principessa, and yet my men find you cavorting with American Forces men?'
'I was not 'cavorting' with anybody.'
I lose my temper at the insinuation.
'Those guys had only just arrived. I was having fun dancing and drinking cocktails, nothing more.'
I have my hands on my hips, glaring back at him, no one else would dare answer the Pakhan back so disrespectfully, but I am his daughter, and I have always been rebellious.
'I can see I need to arrange a marriage for you sooner rather than later.'
He growls, and a stab of fear runs down my spine. He had promised to wait until I was twenty-one before even considering it.
'You promised Papa.'
I yell at him, biting my tongue so hard the coppery taste of blood hits my mouth as I refuse to let him see my tears.
'Perhaps you should have thought of that before you decided to act like a whore.'
He snapped back at me and turned to walk out of my room, leaving me stunned by his words.
Tears stream down my face, and I curl up on my bed to cry myself to sleep, angry and hurt by his accusations.
The next few days I spend at college, rounding up my first year and collecting the reading I need to do in the summer.
'Tavisha, I have a list of animal charities, zoos, and Veterinarians near where you live, and I have set up interviews with three of them for you to do part of your residency required to pass this course. It is entirely up to you which one you choose, but you must spend a month there to gain the credit you need.'
I smile excitedly up at Professor Jordan. This is what I have been waiting for. I can't wait to actually get hands-on with the animals I love so much, and I already know which one I intend to select.
The Houston Rescue Centre takes in any animal in need of help, including every domestic animal as well as any wild animal that gets injured anywhere in the state. They have rescued mountain lions and other big cats, which excites me. I would love to work with such creatures.
Thanking the Professor, I head out to the waiting SUV. I decide to see what the chances of me getting a place at the Centre are.
'Head for the Houston Rescue Centre, please, Andryan.'
My guard gives me a grin and nods at Andrei before they head out to the Centre for me. They know all about my College Course; it was heavily vetted before I was allowed to attend, but all my father's men know it has always been my dream to work with animals.
At the Centre, I meet the Manager, Poppy Johnson, who is delighted to offer me a position when she hears I am studying at the College, and I dream of being a Veterinary Surgeon.
'Can you start on Monday?'
She asks eagerly.
'We are always short-staffed, so as long as you don't mind getting your hands dirty, you are very welcome, and I promise you will have lots of opportunities to earn the credit you need.'
Beaming happily, we shake hands, and I walk out, floating on air at the chance I have been given and get into the SUV for the ride home. Both my guards pepper me with questions about what I will be doing at the Centre, and they roar with laughter when I tell them I will be cleaning out cages and probably walking dogs.
'You? Getting those delicate little hands dirty?
Andrei shakes his head, pointing at my perfectly polished nails and soft white hands with a laugh.
'I'm not afraid of hard work and getting my hands dirty.'
I pout like the brat I am, making the two of them laugh.
'Oh Principessa, we know you will work hard, and this will open your eyes to the real world.'
I know they are only teasing me, so I continue to pout brattily as they drive me home, totally unaware I am being watched and very soon my world will be turned upside down.
At the compound, I walk in with my backpack over my shoulder, with thoughts of working in the Centre crowding my mind, but I stop dead in the entrance. The tension inside the house is palpable; armed guards are everywhere, and my head spins from side to side in confusion.
'What's going on?'
I ask Andryan, who doesn't answer, he just tosses me over his shoulder and takes the steps three at a time before dumping on my bed with a gruff.
'Stay right here.'
Ten years later.The sound of running through the villa made me look up from my laptop, smiling at the golden-haired boy who raced inside.'Papa, Papa, they're here.'He grinned excitedly at eleven-year-old Jean-Paul, who was growing into a handsome, caring young man, and looked at me with his mother's silver eyes. Almost immediately, his little sister Jayanne-Melissa, already becoming a stunning beauty with her mother's pale ash blonde hair and my brilliant blue eyes, panted out of breath. She was only nine years old and didn't have her brother's long legs, and she had her small arms crossed over her chest, pouting miserably.'Not fair, he always gets to tell you first.'Tears shone in her beautiful eyes, and I instantly stood and swung her into my arms, kissing the top of her head.'Should I break his legs so you will be able to beat him?'She giggled prettily as I strode towards the villa's main doors. 'Don't be silly, Daddy, you can't hurt Jean-Paul, that would be mean.'My heart
I stood in the doorway watching the man I had loved with all my heart shatter into a million pieces as he held the court papers and his eyes lifted to mine, tears streaming down his cheeks. 'Are you really going through with this? After everything we meant to each other?'I stared at him, the ice around my heart sealing it shut at his words.'You should have thought of that before you stripped me of everything, Maxime. You did this. You destroyed us. I hope you can sleep at night.'I turned and walked slowly up to my room. I was so weak I could barely stand, but the thought of food had me bending over the toilet, heaving my stomach up. Looking down at the family, something inside me withered and died. What was the point of fighting them?
'No, Maxime, you don't love me. You don't even respect me. I am not your equal because I am a woman. You have taken away my autonomy, my basic rights as a human being. You think this is because of my 'hormones', because I am ' hysterical.' You believe you can force your will onto mine because you are bigger and stronger and you know what is best. So, go ahead, kick down the door; it's your house after all, I am just your reluctant prisoner. You will be hearing from my lawyer directly; until then, I would be grateful if you left me alone.'She turned and went back into her room, leaving me with my heart shattered into a million pieces.'How could this have happened? Only this morning we had made love and talked about asking my parents to watch Jean-Paul while we went to Paris for a long weekend.'When the Supreme Commander had ordered me down to the clinic, I never in a million years expected to find Tavisha there about to abort our unborn child. All I knew was that I had to stop her
It could only happen to me.I was absolutely furious, but Maxime was delighted.The first time we had sex after I had birthed Jean-Paul, I conceived again. I did not want this baby. When I began to feel unwell in the mornings and took the test, I stared at the two lines in disbelief.'No, no way could this be happening to me. Not again.'I thought angrily. I wanted my life back. I had just started training again with the Unit, and this was going to spoil everything. Without telling Maxime, I made an appointment at the clinic under my maiden name. Nobody needed to know. I would have other babies in the future after a suitable lapse of time; I was only twenty-two, plenty of time to get pregnant again. It never occurred to me to share my decision; as far as I was concerned, what people did not know could not hurt them.
One year later.I gazed out of the patio doors of our new home. We had decided that we couldn't find a place exactly the way we wanted our home to be, so I bought this stretch of coastline and commissioned a large, airy villa to be built. It had been completed a month before our son Jean-Paul was born, and now I could watch my beautiful wife as she fed him out on the patio with the waves chasing each other as the tide came in. The scene was unbearably touching; Tavisha wore a flowing gypsy style white summer dress, and her pale golden hair hung almost to her hips, blowing gently in the breeze. She had pulled the top of the dress down so Jean-Paul could latch on to her nipple and suck greedily; he was a hungry little tyke for sure, and I actually felt a stirring of jealousy at the way he got to tug on those hard little buds and for the moment I could not. As if she could sense me watching her, she looked up at me, her silver-grey eyes glittering because she knew exactly wher
I knew the minute he touched me, I would give in. I was desperate for his touch; it was so difficult keeping up my anger when all I wanted was his strong arms around me. I knew it had not been his fault; what happened had been a terrible accident, my allergic reaction unforeseeable. It was my own pettiness that had fired my anger and kept it going when all I wanted was to feel him inside me. So, when he kicked my door down, I was secretly thrilled; I loved it when he got all macho and dominant and only just hid my smirk when he did not notice I barely fought back. When his touch set me on fire, my body responded instantly, and when he entered me, I climaxed so hard and so fast I literally saw stars.The rest of our honeymoon goes without a hitch; the sex is incredible, on the beach, in the sea, in every room in the villa, on every surface. We couldn't keep our hands off each other as our relationship healed. When we returned home, he met with his Officers without me; I told him I h
I lean back in my expensive, custom-made leather chair, steepling my fingers, narrowing my eyes at the man facing me. Pavel Khushanov is the Bratva Pakhan, and my MC has worked with them for decades. My father with his father, and my Grandfather with his Grandfather, the last two started things as
'What the fuck?'I am dragged from my lethargic state and shaken like a dog, then I am tossed onto the bed like a rag doll. 'Who the hell does this neanderthal think he is?'I react instinctively, slapping his face hard, but it makes no difference; he does not even blink, sneering at me, he tells
'Ok, what do we know?'I ask my men as they sit around our meeting table.Rory opens his laptop and shows the Bratva Principessa walking into the Houston Animal Centre wearing tight jeans and a backpack. She looks very young, with her stunning blonde hair tied up in a high ponytail and no make-up.
The nightclub was bouncing.Solaris was the newest, hippest place to be.Anybody who was anybody was here for tonight's opening.'So, where else would I, Tavisha Khushanov, spoiled, pampered daughter of the billionaire Bratva Pakhan, a true Bratva Principessa, be?'My best friend, Svetlana, joked a







