So, this is the day I am waiting for. And Javier and I are getting married tomorrow. I know, this is so fast. But I cannot control it. Javier is the one driving the car, he did not bring guards and driver and I was also sitting in the front seat. This is the first time that he will be driving and it will be just the two of us together. I feel like this is the first time I've ever felt even more uncomfortable."You're so quiet," he began after a few minutes of silence between the two of us. I don't have anything to say so I don't even know what topic to open."You too, Javier. You've been quiet for a while, I don't want to speak first because I don't have anything to say either," I answered.I heard him sigh, there was traffic on the road so the car stopped. I can feel that he looked at me so I also turned to him which I wish I hadn't done. Why is that? He just looked at me as if I was being electrocuted."Are you sure you're okay with us going to my family's house now?" he asked whic
Until we got home I didn't know what to do. I didn't talk to Javier anymore because I was thinking about how to fix this mess. Javier and I are getting married tomorrow and his Grandfather wants to see my family? No, it's not possible. I didn't tell them, I didn't even know how they were, I changed the network I used so they couldn't contact me. I know what I did to my family was not good but I don't want them to feel the kind of life I have entered."Hey, you should sleep early. We'll be early tomorrow…”I didn't pay attention to Javier, I just lay on the bed without looking at him. Until several hours passed, I still couldn't sleep. Got up to look at Javier, he was sleeping on the couch. God, I don't know anymore! My work hasn't really started yet but I'm already struggling. Maybe I'll just tell Javier's family tomorrow about my family not coming to the wedding? Yeah, maybe I should do that to save my ass. The next day, I woke up feeling like I didn't want to get up and leave the
At the reception, I was in a room with my family and Javier. I can't look at my family or even at Javier. I just want to think that this is a nightmare. "I'll leave you guys first...Janiyah." I nodded at Javier.When he left the room, I looked at my family. I couldn't stop the tears that I was holding back earlier. Earlier Javier and I went straight to the reception and to a private room where we are now with my family. I thought Javier and I would be the only ones talking but I was wrong because the door opened and my family entered."What's happening?" Liam spoke first.I bent down, I still couldn't look at them. "Janiyah, you've been gone for two weeks and we'll know that you're going to marry Javier, who you introduced to us as your boss?" my mother said, her voice showed that she was having difficulty speaking. Her voice broke.“Mom, Dad, Liam… I'm sorry if I hid about—”"Why did you hide it, Janiyah?" Liam asked me, cutting me off. "Are you ashamed that Javier's family knows tha
My eyes widened and I turned to Javier, he looked at his family with anger on his face. I have heard whispers and different reactions from people. Most of them are curious."Auction Club? What do you mean, Grandpa?” Hannah asked.I bowed and closed my eyes, people shouldn’t know what I was doing before. "Yes, I found out that Janiyah, Javier's wife, loves auctions. Make a bid. In fact, that's what I liked about Janiyah because her family is like that too. The donations they give to various organizations are large… explained Javier's grandfather that made me more curious about what's happening. I frowned at what he said, I didn't even pay attention to the people's responses, their applause as if they were excited about what I did just because of what Javier's Grandfather said. Even Javier's family was surprised at what he said."Dad, what are you doing?" asked Javier's father. Javier's Grandfather did not answer him, instead he poured wine into the wine glass he was holding and he rai
I couldn't move from what he did, my eyes widened and I felt my knees go weak. As I understand what really happened, I had the courage to push him away from me and slapped him.He didn't kiss me on the lips during our wedding, he just kissed me on the cheek so I was shocked by what he did now. I can also feel the speed of my heart beating. Like me, his eyes widened, but I don't know if it was because I pushed him or because of what he did. He looked away, ruffling his hair as if struggling."I'm sorry..." He stammered. He looked at me. "Janiyah, I didn't mean to. I'm sorry… take some rest.” I just watched him turn his back on me and leave the room.I still can't move from where I'm standing. I can't even compose myself again to fix my mind. I slowly touched my lips, until now I can still feel his soft lips on mine.Damn it! This is not possible. I came here for work, I can't have feelings for him because I know it will stop and I don't know how long I pretend to be his wife."I'm not
Javier took me to the mall because we were going to buy our clothes first and something else that we can use. We stayed in one room, he said that we were only here for a while at the mall because he was going somewhere and I was sure that I would be left at the hotel where we stayed."Pick anything you want, whatever you feel comfortable wearing. I'll wait for you over there." He pointed to the couch behind me. Will he just sit? He won't look for clothes that are just for him?"You won't go with me to look for clothes? Shall I look for you?" I asked.He kept quiet and looked at me seriously. "Will you find clothes for me?" he asked as if he couldn't believe what I said. I'm just asking.“I am just asking, Javier—”"I'm going to come... I was just going to sit down because you were the only one looking for clothes for you but because you thought of the idea of finding me clothes, I'm going to come.. ." he explained.I frowned at what he said and shook my head twice. I didn't unders
Everything is like a blur to me. I can't think straight. My body is betraying me. Every kiss, every touch that I'm getting from him weakens me."Javier..." That wasn't supposed to be a moan but it came out of my mouth which made him even more eager to do it. This kissed me on my cheek, down to my neck while his hands were exploring every part of my body.And while he was doing that, I couldn't help but think about what was going to happen next. But let it be, just tonight I will give my surrendering body to him first.I was shocked when I felt his lips on my stomach. "Javier, what—" I didn't finish what I was going to say because he kissed my chest even more.I can barely recognize the voice coming out of my mouth, I don't know if it's still me. I should have left, I should have pushed him to prevent this from happening but why did I agree?And what I can't feel is why I like what he makes me feel with just his caresses and kisses. This can't be happening. This is a fucking trap!I bi
The next day I woke up with pain all over my body, it was hard to lift my head. I feel like I came from a hard fight. Well, my fight was really intense last night.“Good morning…”I immediately turned to the person who spoke, it was Javier holding a tray with food. "Did I wake you up? I'm sorry, the doorbell rang for the lunch I ordered for us."My eyes almost widened at what he said. Lunch? What time is it? Why is it lunch? Did I sleep long?"What time is it?" I asked."It's already 1:00 P.M. I didn't wake you up anymore because I know you’re still sore....uhm, last night..." He looked away, I also looked away because I remembered what happened between the two of us last night.Those voices of ours that I no longer recognize, murmurs coming from my mouth. As in, the whole incident. I was too shy to face him so I didn't look at him when I left the bed. He was about to come to me but I stopped him with one of my hands, I was still not looking at him."I'm fine. I'm just going to take a