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The room went still.
The woman draped across Adrian's lap stopped mid-laugh. Adrian himself turned his head, eyebrows raised.
My father stared at me.
"What did you say?"
My heart was hammering so hard I could hear it in my ears. That one word had taken everything I had. I'd never refused my father before — not once in twenty years. The courage that had erupted a moment ago was already draining out, leaving behind something cold and shaking.
I forced the word out again. Quieter this time. Barely a whisper.
"No."
Both their expressions changed. Father's face went purple. He grabbed my arm and yanked me forward. "You ungrateful—"
"Sterling." Adrian didn't look up. "Don't make a scene on my floor. Take your family business elsewhere."
Father swallowed his rage. He turned and bowed to Adrian — deep, practiced, humiliating — and muttered an apology. Then he seized my wrist and hauled me toward the door.
His fingers ground into the bones the whole way down the corridor, past the card tables and painted women. Men looked up as we passed — some curious, some plainly amused, one with a smirk I recognized as the kind they wore watching a servant get beaten. Nobody helped. I stumbled over the hem of my gold dress. He didn't slow down.
He didn't speak during the ride home. That was always worse than yelling.
The beating came in the front hall, before we'd even reached the stairs.
I knew how to take it. Stand straight. Keep my body loose so the blows land where they'll bruise but not break. Don't flinch. That makes it worse. Don't cry until it's over.
He struck my face. Twice. Then my shoulders, my back. His voice was louder than his fists — worthless, ungrateful, a disgrace to the Sterling name.
When he was done, two servants dragged me to the cellar and locked the bolt behind them.
Father's voice came through the door. "Your only value is marrying into the royal family. I'm giving you one night. If you won't be Adrian's mistress, then you'll marry the Regent Prince — the cripple. See how you like that."
The bolt clicked shut.
I sat on the stone floor in my engagement dress. The pale gold silk was meant for ballrooms, not cellars. Thin, sleeveless, already torn at the hem. I hadn't eaten all day. My cheekbone was swelling where he'd hit me, and the skin on my back stung through the fabric.
I pulled my knees to my chest.
I knew this room. The crack snaking across the ceiling. The damp patch in the far corner where the stone was always coldest. The ledge too narrow to lie on but wide enough to sit if I curled sideways. Father had started locking me in here when I was twelve. A wrong word at dinner. A stumble during posture lessons. A look on my face he didn't approve of. I'd learned over the years that the safest life was a quiet one. No opinions, no needs.
Was this punishment my own fault? If I'd said yes — done what I was told — I'd be in my warm bed right now. Not shivering on stone with a split lip and an empty stomach.
But I replayed the moment. Adrian's lazy gaze. The woman in his lap. My father offering me up for the prince's inspection.
I would say no again. Even knowing what came after.
The problem was that one refusal only led to the next demand. Adrian today, Kieran tomorrow. The court, the politics, the endless performance of being someone I wasn't. I didn't want any of it. I wanted to go back to the forest — the wet mud under my bare feet, the herbs I used to gather along the creek. I wanted to live among ordinary people and be a healer. A witch.
I had a secret my family didn't know about. They'd never cared enough to ask.
I could do magic.
The house went silent around midnight.
I cupped my frozen hands together and whispered the old words, the ones I'd stolen from the forest witch's book when I was seven. A flame sparked in my palm, no bigger than a match head.
It flickered. Then it jumped.
"El? Are you okay?"
A grin broke across my face before I could stop it.
"Flick."
The flame hopped on my palm like an anxious sparrow. "I heard everything. Every candle in the district was buzzing — the Sterling girl told the prince no! In his own brothel! You beautiful, reckless idiot."
Flick was a fire spirit. I'd summoned it by accident as a child, fumbling through a spell I shouldn't have known. Most spirits stayed deep in the forest and avoided people entirely, but Flick loved gossip. It traveled through candlelight, hopping from flame to flame.
The pack avoided me because of Father and Rosalind. Only Flick had been there through the long nights in this room, year after year. The only friend I had.
"Your father is a pig," Flick said, its flame burning brighter. "And that prince is worse. You should have set the whole place on fire."
"I can barely light a flame the size of my thumbnail, Flick."
"Moral support counts."
I cupped the tiny fire closer. The warmth was barely real — not enough to thaw my fingertips — but it was something. And Flick's voice, sharp and indignant on my behalf, loosened something in my chest I hadn't realized was clenched.
"Thank you for being here," I said quietly. "Seeing you makes everything feel less terrible."
The flame dimmed. "Don't talk to me in that voice, El."
"I mean it." I swallowed. "This might be one of the last times we can see each other. Father's going to send me away — to Adrian or to Kieran. Adrian's women don't last long. And they say Kieran is violent and cruel."
"Then choose Kieran," Flick said immediately.
"What?"
"Think about it. He's the Regent Prince — the only person in this kingdom with more power than Adrian. And I've listened through every candle in the royal quarter. Not one rumor about him hurting women. Not one."
"That doesn't mean—"
"It means he's not Adrian. And if you can make him care about you, even a little, your father can't touch you anymore. Adrian can't touch you. You'd have the most powerful protector in the kingdom."
"How am I supposed to make someone like that care about me?"
"Leave that to me." The flame sputtered with enthusiasm. "I've been eavesdropping on love confessions through bedroom candles for years. I know exactly what works. Step one — you look at him through your lashes while tilting your head at a fifteen-degree angle—"
I rested my forehead on my knees and listened to Flick outline an increasingly elaborate seduction strategy. Its voice rose and fell, indignant and bossy.
"— and then you accidentally brush his hand while reaching for the same cup, which requires very precise spatial positioning—"
My eyes grew heavy.
"— the key is confidence. You walk in like you belong there, you make eye contact, you show genuine interest in his—"
I fell asleep.
Morning light sliced through the gap under the door.
The bolt scraped open. Father's steward stood over me.
"Alpha Sterling is ready for you."
They brought me to the front hall. Father stood with his arms folded, looking at me the way you'd look at something you were deciding whether to throw out.
"You've had the night," he said. "Ready to go to Adrian?"
My lip was still split. My arms were bruised under the gold silk. I hadn't eaten in over a day.
I looked at him.
"I choose Kieran."
ElowenI forgot to breathe.He was already moving. The silver on his coat caught the light, and every button was polished, and the military coat sat on his shoulders as though it had been made for exactly this entrance.The wheelchair crossed the length of the hall with a smooth, unhurried pace, and the crowd parted without being told. Guards straightened. Ladies pressed their hands to their chests.By the time I remembered to close my mouth, he was in front of me, close enough that I could see the silver stitching on his coat matching the silver on my gown."My bride," he said.Calm. The entire hall had been holding its breath.My face flushed. I curtsied and managed not to trip on my train. "Your Highness."The title sounded wrong. He was about to be my husband, and I'd greeted him like a stranger at court.Adrian spoke before I could correct myself. "I was beginning to think you weren't coming." Friendly voice. Cold eyes.Kieran adjusted his glove. Unhurried. "Dear nephew. Why woul
ElowenKieran sat in his wheelchair just outside the sitting room door. Lamplight caught his mask. The eyes behind it didn't blink."Being Adrian's spy?" His voice was light. Almost bored.The floor tilted under me. He'd heard everything. Father's voice through the thin door, every word about Adrian, about keeping my eyes open, about doing my duty. He'd heard Father's warning. He'd heard me refuse."I can explain," I said."Then explain.""I would never spy on you for Adrian." My mouth had gone dry. "I refused — you heard me refuse. I have nothing to do with him, and I never will."Kieran said nothing. He sat still, one hand resting on the armrest, and watched me the way he'd watched Clarissa before sentencing her to confinement. Unhurried. Already decided."Then why?" he said. "Why do you want to marry a cripple?"The word landed wrong. Not because it was cruel. Because he said it like a fact he'd stopped arguing with a long time ago.I crouched beside his wheelchair. The stone floor
ElowenMy heart dropped, but I kept my face still."Kieran sends his regards," I said. "He had urgent business with the council this afternoon."Chloe smiled. "Urgent business. On the day his in-laws arrive.""There are border dispatches that needed his attention." The lie came out too smooth, too rehearsed. I could hear it."And dinner?" Rosalind's voice was cool. "Will he join us for dinner, at least?""Of course," I said. I didn't know if it was true.Chloe glanced at Rosalind. Something passed between them, quick and satisfied, a shared confirmation of what they'd already suspected."Oh," Chloe said, drawing the syllable out. She turned to Rosalind with a little shrug. "Well. I'm sure he's very busy."Rosalind straightened her shoulders. The flush in her cheeks faded. Her expression settled back into its familiar shape: chin up, mouth flat, eyes cool."Indeed," Rosalind said. She smoothed her skirt. She did not look at me again.They had their faces back. The palace, the guards, t
ElowenEvery instinct told me to do what I'd always done. Lower my eyes. Press my lips together. Wait for Clarissa to grow bored and walk away. Three years of Father's lessons had drilled it into my bones: never rise to provocation, never let them see the words went deeper than skin.But Clarissa kept talking. And somewhere between cripple and can't even leave his own chair, the image rose unbidden: Kieran's scarred shoulders through steam. The ridge of bone below his knee where it had healed wrong. His hand reaching for the cloth, not to dry himself but to cover the scars.He was not what they called him."Prince Kieran fought for this kingdom." My voice came out thin. I could hear it shaking. "He nearly died for it. How dare you speak about him like that?"The corridor went quiet. Clarissa's smile dropped. Her two girls glanced at each other. For a single, suspended moment, nobody moved.Then Clarissa's face twisted."What did you say to me?" Her voice dropped, not louder, but harde
ElowenI didn't argue.Not because Maisie was wrong. She might have been. But I'd watched her in the classroom that morning and I understood something about her now. When Clarissa had mocked Kieran, Maisie hadn't flinched for herself. She'd flinched for her brother. Every insult Clarissa aimed at Kieran had landed on Maisie's body instead, visible in her clenched fists and the way she breathed through her teeth to keep from speaking.I knew what that looked like. I'd spent years absorbing blows meant for people who never asked me to."I won't try to go in," I said. "But can I ask — is he all right?"Maisie's eyes narrowed. "Why do you care?""Because I walked in on him last night and it wasn't fair to him. I want to apologize.""You want to apologize." She said it like I'd claimed I could fly. "You want me to believe that Adrian's woman is here to apologize to my brother?"The words hit low and sharp. "I'm not Adrian's—""Everyone knows you were his fiancée for years. Everyone knows y
ElowenI knew who she was before she finished speaking.Father had made me memorize the royal family tree when I was fifteen — recite it at breakfast, get slapped if I forgot a title. The King's youngest daughter, born to a consort rather than the Queen, was Lady Margaret. Most people at court called her Maisie.She looked roughly Chloe's age, and she had Chloe's kind of confidence — the kind that came from being somebody's daughter, not from anything she'd earned herself. But there was a rawness to Maisie that Chloe never had. She wasn't performing authority. She meant every word."I'm sorry," I said. "I didn't mean to upset His Highness. I only wanted to—""You only wanted." Maisie's lip curled. One of the girls behind her — a round-faced brunette with pearls sewn into her collar — made a sound of agreement. "Everyone only wants something from my brother. That's the problem."I didn't have an answer for that, because she wasn't wrong.Before Maisie could say more, laughter echoed do







