Jackson's POV

I hated having to share her. The idea that she might pick Finn over me was driving me crazy. I couldn’t deal with the fact she had two mates, let alone the other being my brother.

I stayed up all night in the gym going through many bunching bags. I went to see her in her room yesterday but she was asleep after her run. I found her laying there in my T-shirt but Finn’s jumper. I was so angry I could hardly hold my wolf back.

I understand she has a choice to make, but why would the moon goddess do this to me? I know I hadn’t waited for my mate, I really wished I had now, maybe this was my punishment for my man-whore ways. She might pick him and I don’t know if I’d be able to deal with that, would I be able to stay as an Alpha with a broken soul and my mate being with my brother in the pack I’m supposed to run? I don’t think that would ever be something I could deal with, even if I asked them to leave the pack I doubt I’d be able to function as a good enough Alpha to my pack.

Walking b