[Lily]
The rest of my day was completely uneventful and went by quickly, thankfully.
By the time Nyx and I woke for breakfast the next day, everything from the day before felt like a distant memory, something we could laugh about now that we had survived it.
“Did you see how her eyes bulged,” Nyx acts out Evie’s face from the morning before and I try not to laugh too loudly as we make our way to the counter holding all of the dishes and cutlery. “I honestly thought she was going to kill you.”
“You’d think that the school would have kicked her out by now,” Nyx carefully looks both ways before she mumbles almost incomprehensibly beneath her breath. “Everyone knows she is a danger to herself and others. How she has managed to stay out of prison is a miracle.”
“Miracle,” I snort, rolling my eyes. “More likely it was a deal with a lesser-known demon.”
Nyx laughs loud enough to make some poor freshman drop his glass of milk.
“Sorry,” Nyx winces, feeling bad. Nyx is my best friend, and I love her like a sister, but sometimes she can be a bit “extra.” Thankfully, that includes her heart, which is extra big and always willing to be helpful.
As she rushes over to help the poor student clean the mess, I signal that I will hold her space in line. By the time she rejoins me in line, I have almost reached the breakfast bar. Nyx gives me a small bow in gratitude as she retakes her place in line.
Behind me somebody coughs, I’m assuming, because he doesn’t want my friend to cut the line. I choose to ignore him. There is no way I am going to let my bestie go to the back of the line after she went out of her way to help that poor girl get cleaned up. If the guy behind me wants to be upset, he can be upset.
As the line continues to shuffle closer to the food, I hear another cough of protest behind me followed by a gruff voice murmuring, "Excuse me." This mystery person then reaches forward and taps my shoulder, insistent that he receives my full attention.
The nerve of some people! I am fed up with everyone trying to push me around. Feeling brave, and a bit upset at this insistent and frustrating individual, I turn on my heel, my finger extended as I shout, "Geeze, buddy, give it a rest! It's just one more person and..."
I let my finger fall as the person's face slowly comes into focus and my brain realizes what I have done. Standing behind me is not a random stranger, it is a very particular person, one I've been trying to get out of my mind since yesterday.
Atticus Preston, the most handsome, conniving, self-centered jerk on campus is staring down at me, his large hazel eyes full of amusement. "I'm sorry, were you trying to say something," he teases, pressing on his ear, “I couldn't understand you over all that screaming."
“I ah…so…I…” I sputter, not quite able to catch my breath or find my words, lost in the golden glow of his eyes. “Atticus, I’m…”
“Speechless, perfect,” his smile increases as he leans in close to whisper in my ear. “I feel that way when I see you sometimes too.”
My heart rate increases and my breath quickens. Is he flirting with me? Again? Atticus “Ace” Preston flirting with me, in front of everyone?
I think he might be trying to get me killed.
“Are you following me?” I hiss, searching the room for Evie’s signature scowl. “This is the second time in 24 hours that you just happen to be where I don’t want to find you.”
“Ouch,” he places a hand over his heart, “Do you really think that poorly of me? It’s a shame because I think you and I could be good friends,” he places a hand on my shoulder. “Very, very good friends.”
“Yes,” I do not hesitate to confirm as I shrug his hand off of my shoulder. “Why would I think anything different? You have done nothing to make me feel welcome, ever. If anything, I’m pretty sure that you and your friends are out to get me. I’d be a fool not to take it personally.”
He brushes his fingers through his hair as he bites his lip. With one arm above his head and the other on his hip, his face turned towards the light which brightens his high cheekbones, he looks like he’s posing for the centerfold of a teen magazine. Is he doing this on purpose, I wonder, or is he just this gorgeous naturally? Shaking my head I try to clear the image from my mind. It doesn’t matter how pretty he is, this boy is pure sin.
Nyx, oblivious to what is happening behind her, continues to move forward in line, grabbing food from the breakfast bar. I look back at Atticus, who grins as he notices my shift in attention back to him, right before he shrugs and says something I’d never expect from him. “You’re right.”
“I’m sorry?” I feel confused like the world has just turned upside down. “Did you just agree with me?”
He shakes his head sadly as if my comments have hurt him. Not likely since I know his heart is as warm as a lump of coal. “I can admit when I’m wrong,” he assures me, “And I was wrong. You have every reason not to trust me. We’ve been absolutely beastly to you over the years. But that’s why I wanted you to come to breakfast this morning,” he looks down shyly, “So that I can apologize.”
Atticus acting shy. They must be ice skating in hell because it has definitely frozen over. This boy has two modes: Arrogant and Asshole.
“Apologize,” I scoff. “I don’t believe you nor do I trust you.”
“I know,” he moves a stray strand of hair from my eyes in a simple gesture that feels oddly intimate. “But I still wanted to try. Can you let me try?”
I stand there biting my lip. He seems so sincere. Should I give him a chance?
“Please,” he holds out his hand. “It was a long summer. I’ve had time to reflect on my actions and I want to leave school knowing I’ve done at least one good thing.” His big hazel eyes look almost innocent as he adds. “Give me,” he points back at his table and a couple of the Legacies wave and smile in a friendly manner, “Give us a chance to prove that we have changed,” he begs. “Come have breakfast with us.”
I look over at Nyx. She is taking a seat in our usual spot. As our gazes meet, her eyebrow raises in question. I point to Atticus and then shrug in the universal way that means “I don’t know,” followed by me signing that I am going to eat…with him.
She huffs, rolls her eyes, and then mouths,” Whatever,” followed by pretending to be hanging by a noose, our code for “it’s your funeral.”
When I turn to give my reply to Atticus, he has moved ahead of me and is standing with two breakfasts worth of food on a tray.
Smiling brightly, he nods his head towards the group of Legacies, indicating that I follow him.
And I do something I never thought I’d do.
Crossing myself, I say a silent prayer and let this handsome devil guide me into the very center of hell.
[Lily]Spending my evening with Link has been a blessed relief. He is just here for me, as a friend who cares, and he has worked hard all night to keep my mind carefree as we talk about everything from favorite books to movies that we hate.It has been a great distraction from the burning stare I feel along my spine. I can feel that Atticus is watching. But every time I start to look nervous or grow sad, Link has sensed it and taken me somewhere else, out of Atticus' path, or found some new way to distract me, to keep me from falling apart, or worse, into Atticus' arms. He even shields me from the spiteful energy radiating off of Evie as she glares at me right before screaming her relationship woes all over the dance floor, spewing hatred at Atticus. I will need to give Nyx a very big hug later. "So I was thinking," Link smiles as we take time to admire the ridiculously ornate and well-stocked food area, "Actually I was wondering if you have any plans for the upcoming holiday brea
[Atticus]It was a relief when Evie finally left me alone. Her presence grates on my nerves, and her kisses leave a foul taste in my mouth like wine turned to vinegar. Loving Liliana has taught me how kisses should taste. Sweet like honey candy, not bitter and cold. But how do I tell her how I feel? Will she believe me?I wouldn't if I were her, not with how I've treated her over the years. Even these last two months, with how close we've become, I could understand why she'd take a moment to pause and consider that it might all be one big trick. The sad thing is, she wouldn't be entirely wrong. This whole escapade started as a cruel way to make a brilliant soul dark, corrupting her fully, before tearing her apart like some kind of pagan sacrifice. We wanted to lift her above everyone else before we took her down so fast and so low that when she hit bottom the pain would be more excruciating.And it was all my idea. And I can't say anything about it or I not only risk my spot as a l
[Evie]"Can you believe the nerve of some people," I grumble in Ace's ear as I pull him into the tent? "Bringing the riff-raff to OUR ball as if...""He's hardly the riff-raff, Evie," Atlas cuts me off, "He's your cousin," he pulls away from me. "You know, if all you're going to do tonight is talk about Link, I'll find something else to do with my time."Ace puts his hands in his pockets and stands there, staring at me, his blonde waves flipped over one eye. He looks bored. Or I should say, distracted. All night he's been looking over at her thinking I wouldn't notice. Fine. Two can play that game. "You know what, Ace," I hiss. "If hanging out with me is so boring, maybe we should BOTH do something better with our time," I take a step away from him expecting him to reach forward and apologize like he usually does. But Atticus doesn't move. He stands there, his face as hard as stone. "Go on then," he urges. "Go bother one of your friends. I don't care what you do with yourself, Evie
[Lily] "Link!" I run around the other Legacies, who all give me strange looks as I ruin the perfect line of their precessional. I don't care about their sneers. I only care about my friend, who I haven't seen since that strange weekend in New York. "Lily," he opens his arms. "I am happy to see that you are happy to see me," he gives me a rakish half smile, before looking down at the corsage in his hand. "I wasn't sure if you'd be happy to see me or not." My face falls hearing the note of uncertainty in his voice. He's been nothing but kind to me, but I've been a terrible friend. Link and I have been corresponding via video chat and email, but I stopped calling when Atticus and I began our nightly study sessions. Part of the reason was because I was just too busy to make the time. But the bigger part, the part that makes my heart stop in my chest, is that it felt like I was cheating. Even though Link and I have never been anything other than friends, I know he likes me, and I gue
[Lily]Atticus has been conspicuously absent this week leading up to the ball. I haven't once seen him enter or exit his room, nor is he taking meals with the rest of the legacies. "Does anyone know what happened to Ace?" I asked the crew the second morning he didn't show up. Nobody responded with words, but Evie gave me a whithering look, and Veronica's eyes opened wide with warning. The message was clear enough, even without anyone saying a thing: Don't ask. That afternoon, I responded to his invitation and slid it under his door. By now, I'm sure he's seen that I will not be going with him, but that I am also not going alone. Instead, I'll be tagging along with Nyx and whomever it is she is taking as a date. Nyx has been so secretive about the identity of this date, that I can't help but bubble over with anticipation and curiosity. I can easily say I am more excited about the idea of who she is taking than I am about whatever little surprise she has in store for me. Friday nigh
[Atticus]I am in no mood for this meeting. Especially not with the way Evie is acting, like she's already won something.She has a plan, I know she does. She hasn't set it off yet, but it feels like I'm waiting for something, something big to happen. I promised Liliana that I'd protect her. But how do I protect her while still following the rules of the game? One of the biggest rules is that we do not tell anyone else outside of our tight circle of seven what is happening.This is why we are meeting in Laz's room, the room furthest away from Liliana's, to have this final meeting before the Equinox Ball."Alright, the first order of business," Laz starts. "Does anyone have anything to report?"Evie is the first to raise her hand. "I'd like to give Simon kudos as far as gluttony," Evie points to Simon who grows very red in the face, I'm not sure if it is from embarrassment or some other emotion. He almost looks mad. "His work at the club was a prime example of gluttony. Of course, it w