〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️The most annoying thing about bruises and bumps is that people laugh at you the more, making you know that you are uglier than before. That's the kind of attention I was getting in school this Friday morning. As you all remember I was hit on the face with a dodge ball, let me tell you that that ball is so fucking hard and I hate what my face had become. I have a big bump that is almost the size of a new born baby's fist and I have a band aid on my swollen nose. in other words I look really bad.I sigh and enter the first class we have today, that is my English class which I also have an assignment I have to submit on Romeo and Juliet today. I didn't spend too much time in the locker room this morning because of the constant glares I was getting " Good morning, as you enter please submit your folder for your assignment on the table " Mr Edwards says and I turn to look at him. I guess he has said that to every single person that came into the class." Good morning " I say s
" I will forget the fact that you almost made me deaf right now and accept your apologies since they are so sincere " he says I roll my eyes and mimick him under my breathe. he acts like he is almighty something but not that he is actually anything. I don't even understand what I just said." Just try not to be so clumsy on your way cupcake " he says and chuckles" I am not clumsy and my name is Raine " I say and then put my hand over my mouth. When I need you mouth you don't talk and when I want you to be silent, you run anyhow." Well your actions show that you are clumsy and I think I like cupcake more then Raine " he says Calm down RaineHe let you off the first time you raised your voice at him, don't think he will let you off this time if you try him again so just calm down and walk away Raine.Walk awayI turn away from him and the walk away towards the opposite direction.I hear him chuckle but I ignore him and continue walking away. I am already late to my class as it is,
Although the grocery store isn't that far from our house but I'm glad mum decided we should drive there because if she had said Raine we are going to walk to the grocery store to do some family bonding on the way, I seriously would have puked all over myself on the road because there is nothing to bond for.The few minutes we were suppose to spend at the grocery store turns into hours because after buying everything we came to buy at the store, mum saw a friend, I mean a fellow professor from work and they started chatting.They saw each other at the college yesterday and yet they still have a lot to talk about now. I really hate adults, some adults " Oh is that Raine ? " I suddenly hear the woman who is talking to mum say as she points towards innocent me." Yes mum show my ugly face to the world " I mutter under my breathe and give my widest fake smile." Yes that's Raine. " mum answers with a smile.As if it's not obvious that it's me, RaineMum and the woman walk towards me and t
" Why does your voice feel so down. had a bad fight with mum ? " he asks.Bam.. he knows" Somehow " I say " It's fine to argue with your mum sometimes but you shouldn't raise your voice at her " he says softly " I know " I say Dad always finds a way to make me guilty." Then it's settled " he says." Uhmm. you are not going to reprimand me or scold me ? " I ask." No. " he says." No ? " I ask" Why ? " I continue." Since you know you were wrong and that's all I need to hear " he says." Ohh " " Your mum loves you okay " he says.Yeah right.Even if she says that I would not believe it." I love you too honey " he says." I know " I answer " Good now have a nice weekend. I have to go now " he says " Bye " He had hung up already. that's all he was going to say ?. why call me then. he didn't even talk about his decision about not coming home this Christmas. Was it that insignificant ?. am I that unimportant ?I hate my life I groan and then bang my head on your pillow as I do
Sunday, let me just say is a very religious and spiritual day in our house. Mum although she does not have time for any other thing,she does have time for God. living in her roof means you go to church every sunday. But when I stay over at my grandma's place, I don't really go to church because Grandma believes that going to church doesn't mean you have faith in Christ. you might go to church a thousand times and still not know what to do in that church so she says our faith in God and our believe in God and that he exists lies in our hearts and that God can easily see them even if you don't go to a church like every other person. So I didn't go to church every Sunday when I over at Grandma's place,it's just when there is a special occasion.In the church we go to, virtually anything is allowed. you will see people with trousers and mini clothes but I hear in other places it's not allowed. I don't really dress much myself so I care less if people go naked or not. But mum makes sure sh
〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️NOAH FLYNN" Noah!! " " Noah we are going to be late for church " mum yells and he turns on the bed again putting the pillow on his head to block her voice." Noah! " " Fuck " he cusses out and gets up from the bed before making his way into the bathroom. He does not see the reason why or the need to go to church. " I heard that " mum yells again. He quickly washes up before putting clothes on in a hurry.There is usually nothing happening in church so why go every single Sunday." Hey " Noah says and pecks her cheek as he enters the kitchen. " Good morning to you too " mum says and smiles." Good morning spike " he says to Nick who was having breakfast. since his mouth was full, Nick just gives Noah a toothy grin instead and Noah sits at the dinner table." Cereal ? " mum asks him as she holds up a bowl" I'm hungry " he says and she drops the bowl of cereal on the table in front of him.. he eats his food in silence and after that they are ready to go to church. Thank
" That's a pretty good brain there nerd " he says " Don't you have other things to do ? " I ask him, getting irritated by his presence" Oh are you telling me to leave ? " he pouts jokingly" Maybe.. now that you understand then leave " I say " I like it when you're angry nerd " he says " Stop calling me nerd,it's Raine " I almost yell" I know it's Raine nerd but I like nerd better nerd " he keeps saying nerd again and again.I don't say a word but just stare at the wall." Nerd "" Nerd "" Nerd "" Go away Noah " I mutter " Why nerd ? " he asks smirkingI growl" Nerd " " Nerdddd " " What the hell is your problem " I say angrily staring at his face. His expression was so annoying. he still had that stupid smirk and his eyes held that of admiration." Oh fiesty nerd " he chuckles " I didn't know you had this side in you. tell me do you roar secretly too ? " he asks mockingly." Raine " I look away from Noah into the direction where my name was called." Who is this ? " mum a
" Why don't you talk much " he asks me" I don't really know. I guess because people don't actually want to talk to me " I say." I want to talk to you " he says and those words go deep in my heart. I blush and look away." Cam is a player " Noah's presence is announced with his stupid mouth. is he really a player, he doesn't look like it." And you, don't get all cozy with my slave " he says referring to meIs he calling me a slave again, what did I ever do to deserve this. it's not like I have been a very bad person in my last life. I'm sure I was so nice and kind but why then do they always pick on me" I'm not doing anything dude " Cam says and Noah smiles at him." Now today I think I want meatloaf and a can of coca cola " Noah says and looks at me " Where do I get meat loaf ? " I ask him " Well you better hurry before it finishes " he says and then points to where we take our foods. the line is such a long line, I can't believe that I will be waiting in line to get just one pl