Dad's condition got even worse, the doctor said he had a relapse and would have to stay until they were sure that he wasn't in any imminent danger.
It's only been two days since I arrived back here and I was regretting it already .Everything was beginning to get inside my head, staying back at the house made it even more worse.
I don't know how long I sat at my usual dark spot in the bar , the music.. strong alcohol was all I needed to drown myself in.I ordered another shot of tequila and gubbled it down in a single take.
"Do you need anything else? " The stripper smacked her gums asked practically shoving her huge fake tits in my face, I wondered how she walks around with that without toppling over from their weight .
"Fuck off"
The icy look I sent her was enough to send her on her way mumbling something that closely sounded like 'your loss'.It was hard to believe the fact that I've th
Hayden**My eyes flickered open to a severe headache, a groan escaped my mouth as I recalled my drinking so heavily last night, I must have passed out from it. , I remembered Sebastian mentioned something about a parcel, with the thought in mind I made way out of the couch.There was something different about last night, there had been no nightmares, it was as if all the dark demons inside of me were kept on a leash.I had wet a dream about HER, she had lay soft and compliant beneath me as she took me deeper and closer into her warmth. it had felt so real... like I had touched and tasted her . I clenched my teeth against the sudden huge sense of loss that overwhelmed me.It wouldn't be the first time I've had an erotic dream about her .Only this time It had been so real...so perfect and equally so dangerous.My whole body now craved badly for the real thing. I closed my eyes draggi
Hayden*The moment I stepped down from my car into her neighborhood something in me changed. Every fiber in body tensed up ..thrummed in anticipation..And something else..There were just a few people walking about the streets.I approached the house I knew was hers slowly.This was her house..I was this close to her... If I just walked inside...Suddenly my gaze focused on a sight just a few feet from where I stood . Just sitting on the carpeted grass floor was a little girl with two pigtails who was focused on drawing something on her book.I haven't seen her face yet, her back was faced to me but I couldn't take a step further.I think for the first time in my entire life I was brought up short .This was Her daughter..She must have noticed my presence and turned around. The moment her gaze foun
GRACIEMy gaze flickered open slowly, I blinked confused as to where I was, my gaze searched around slowly to be met gaze with Shawn's.My brain became functioning againHazel!I flung myself out of the couch fighting back a wave of headache.I scanned my gaze around a part of me praying that she would come running through the door this very moment but Shawn's grave expression told me it would be anything but not."How do you feel? " He clasped my shoulders forcing me to look at him."You have to take it easy or you wouldn't even be alive to see her return! ""You don't understand he..h... " my words choked up in my throat, I was hyperventilating once againHe hugged me tightly rocking my shoulders gently."Just breathe okay... It will be fine ""I only want to find Hazel" my voice came out muffled against his shouldersIt was all my
GRACIE"If you ever want to see her again, you'll quietly come with me and do exactly as I tell you "His words made my blood run cold...go with him once again?His gaze was certain, like he knew without doubt that I would do as he had just commanded.I closed my eyes briefly I'm not that eighteen year old girl anymore. This time I have my daughter. Hazel..one I have to fight for even if it meant laying down my very life.I shoved away from me and miraculously he let's go, I dragged in a ragged breath as I set some distance between us."No I won't go anywhere with you and I certainly won't do as you say! "Surprise crossed his face for a moment... It disappeared replaced by a hardened and daring look.My legs threatened to falter but I managed to stood my ground even as he took a step forward."I dare you to repeat what you just said "His dark smoul
HAYDEN.I took a moment to survey the room.... the place she'd been living since the past six years, she'd lived here from that night she had gotten away... Then she had my daughter... She must have suffered so many difficulties.. She wasn't as weak as she thought, she was stronger than most women.It made my heart feel so full as my gaze traveled over her features slowly , her hair was now a short blond her formerly long brunette hair suited her better, but in all she's definitely still the most beautiful thing I've ever set my eyes on..Scratch that our daughter was.The few moments I've spent with her have been the most beautiful and peaceful moment of my life.Her bright smile and dimples so much like her mother planted a seed of a very fierce emotion inside of me.I wanted to protect them both. .She'd followed me too trustingly when I told her I was going to get her mother, I didn'
GRACIEI kissed her forehead murmuring a prayer of thanks after checking .her hands and feet, I was glad to see that she was okay.Her gaze focused on something behind me and her face lit up in a huge smile.."Uncle Hayden !"My heart lurched in my throat in full panic as she raced towards him wrapping her arms around his legs..My stomach tightened and sank even deeper in despair when he scooped her up into his arms with surprisingly gentleness.."Hey princess..how are you? "She'd always been accepting and friendly towards everyone, I always loved that about her.. until now...i only want to protect her... I didn't want her getting hurt in any way. ...even not physically.... but emotionally.Any situation but this the sight of a father and his adorable daughter would have melted my heart but all I wanted right now was to rip her from his arms in this very
HAYDENI exhaled raggedly trying to control the turbulent emotions raging inside of me, threatening to choke me up for within..She was sobbing aloud at my harsh spoken words , I could read the confusion in her wide gaze even as her lips denied it..She needs me too, she just didn't realize it yet, I wasn't alone in this craziness or else why would she give birth to our daughter who was a constant reminder to her of me?She could deny it as much as she could but her body told otherwise.I brushed my lips against hers gently just because I couldn't help it. The couch wasn't enough to keep any distance between us ,Fuck.How much I needed this... this closeness.. the feel of her soft skin against mine..I drew in a sharp breath and exhaled aloud, my desire filled gaze focused on her for a moment, her face was quite pale, her eyes and the tip of her nose red
GRACIE.."Look uncle Hayden is making pancakes! "I chose that moment to direct my gaze to meet his, he returned my stare unflinchingly.I resisted the urge to squirm especially when he began to make his gaze over to us.Thankfully Hazel chose that moment to tug on my clothes, breaking off the magnetic pull he had on me.I straightened down to her level to Wipe off pieces of pancakes from the corners of her chin and fingers."I also helped him out, isn't that right uncle Hayden? " she rushed out in an excited gush and I couldn't help the tug of smile that formed on my lips. As much as it worried me that she was getting too attached to him in such a short pace of time, it was also heart warming to see her looking so alive and excited.."That's very good Hazel, but in case you need something or you are hungry you can just ask me, you needn't have to trouble your.... Uncle Hayden