~ They think I'm 'that strong' ~
Who doesn't know Alyne?
A bullyable girl who is always an easy target for bullies at her school. A beautiful face does not guarantee that she can be free from that bad things. Even having a brother does not guarantee that she can survive all these things, even her brother is one of the ferocious predators who is always ready to attack her anytime and anywhere, knows no time and knows no place.
Now she is in the 1st grade of High School, majoring in Science. She has an older brother named Aslan, and an older sister named Violet. She also has a boyfriend, his name is Herrin, don't ask how they got together, Herrin is very in love and is even infatuated with the girl. Call it love at first sight.
A girl with a beautiful appearance, a soft stature, made Herrin in love with her. Alyne is lucky to have that boy when everyone shuns her, a sweet boy who always makes her smile happily.
Herrin is a good boy, he loves everyone around him. However, it turned out to be a boomerang for Alyne. Herrin was in Violet's hand.
***
The rain has stopped and the girl slowly walks out of the school. The school was pretty quiet, there were a few people left who might be waiting to be picked up. She calmly walked on the sidewalk while enjoying the wind that carried the scent of rain on her face.
Today as usual, she did not go home with Herrin, her boyfriend. Because he is obligated to be the driver who takes Violet wherever she wants. Meanwhile, Alyne will return to her small rented house by walking alone. She was used to being second in her relationship with Herrin.
Tiiiin!
Suddenly a motorcycle coming from behind, stopped right beside her and honked its horn.
Alyne spontaneously looked at the motorbike, the person driving it was Aslan, the man looked around for a moment, making Alyne look around too.
"What's up Bro?" Alyne asked quietly, trying not to provoke his brother's emotions.
"You have no intention of returning back to home?" Aslan asked to the poin.
She knews where her brother's conversation was going. That girl shook her head slowly. "No Bro, I am not ready."
She lied, obviously she was very ready and very willing to go back to her family home. However, she was afraid that her presence in the house would only open old wounds.
Aslan heaved a sigh of relief.
"You coward! You're the one causing trouble and you're the one running away, just die!" Aslan attacked before he gone with his motorbike, leaving his sister alone on the side of the road.
Alyne can only smile, a smile that represents her sadness, a sad smile that has always been on her face since three years ago.
She laid down on the bed after cleaning herself. She closed her eyes, she was reminded of the incident after school, she knew very well that Aslan still cared about her very much, but the his ego was bigger than his desire to bring Alyne back.
Just a few seconds after closing her eyes, a notification popped up on her cellphone screen making her not want to take a nap.
'Have you eaten? If not, I'll pick you up,'
One message from that person was able to make her energy return. It's not stupid or anything, but that's the reality. The only support, motivation, and solid pillar she has, only comes from that boy. That is Herrin.The only person who knows about her family problems, how her relation with her parents is, and how her relation with her two siblings is.
The girl typed something on her cellphone before finally changing clothes and getting ready to go out to eat with Herrin.
Toot!!...
The sound of a horn interrupts the movement of Alyne while making a ponytail. She finished her make-up as soon as possible and left the room. In front of her rented house, there is Herrin waiting for her in the car. She got into the car and immediately sat down.
"So where are we going to eat today?" asked Herrin after driving his car to the main road.
"In the usual place." The girl moved her head, following the rhythm of the song playing in the Herrin's car.
Herrin looks at Alyne''s face for two seconds before he finally looks back at the road.
"I'm sorry," said Herrin suddenly and immediately got a surprised look from Alyne.
"Excuse me? For?"
"I can't help you when you gets bullied by Violet during break time," the boy whispered.
The girl froze for a moment before finally sighing.
"It's okay ..," the girl paused for a moment.
"I know you've been good friends with my sister, Violet, for a long time. Don't worry, I'm used to be bullied too." The girl turned her face towards the window, not letting Herrin see the change in expression on her face.
"I'm sorry."
"It's okay."
***"Do you want me to pick you up tomorrow?" asked Herrin when Alyne got out of his car.
The girl spontaneously shook her head. "No need, tomorrow I want to go somewhere first before going to school."
Herrin who heard this immediately nodded his head. "Okay, then see you tomorrow at school," said Herrin before raising his car window and moving away from the house.
Alyne looked at the movement of Herrin's car until it was finally out of sight, the girl took a deep breath.
While eating together earlier, Alyne accidentally saw Herrin was receiving a call. The man spoke for a few seconds before finally stopped the phone call.
The man looked at Alyne with a guilty look. "Sorry," he said.
What's next this time? thought the girl.
"What happen, Herrin?" asked Alyne.
"Violet is sick."
"So?"
"I have to go there, there's no one to take care of her."
"Can't you finish eating first?"
The man shook his head slowly.
Alyne sighed then took the hand bag on the table and brought it. "Yeah, we're going home now."
"You don't want to finish your meal?" asked Herrin because he still saw a lot of food on Alyne's plates.
"So you want to leave me here alone?" asked Alyne trying not to yell. Herrin again shook his head.
"Okay, now take me home and then you visit Violet," said the girl and left Herrin who was still sitting in his chair.
Unknowingly the girl's eyes warmed up again, she just couldn't understand why she could love a boy who loves someone who hates her so much.
The girl sluggishly entered her rented house, it was already 4 in the afternoon, the girl had to go to work immediately.
***
"Are you crazy?" Geo treated the bruises on Herrin's face. His right cheek swelled and turned blue."Why the hell? Are you still thinking about Alyne? Are you still looking for that girl?" asked Geo seeing Herrin silent, not answering at all."She's gone a long way. She's forgotten about you. And maybe, she's got someone new there." said Geo again.Geo patted Herrin's shoulder, "Move on, bro. You can do it!""Speaking is easy. You don't know what it's like to be me," said Herrin."I know how is it. I know how it feels to lose," said Geo."You've always been single, how did you know?" asked Herrin."I, lost my mom. And she was the first woman I loved... So, I really know how it feels to lose."Geo closed the first aid kit, then saved it. After that, he sat down next to Herrin again. "How is your relationship with Violet?"Herrin turned. "My relationship with her can not be continued."
The days go by so fast. However, for Herrin the days felt going so slow, because the person he was looking for he couldn't find.Now, everything has changed. However, the matchmaking plan of Violet and him is still the same. Moreover, the absence of Alyne, made him absolutely no reason to refuse their parents' wishes.That day, he walked down the campus corridor. The first day of college after being registered by his mother. However, he was not excited at all."Danish, you study here too," Herrin mumbled, smiling sarcastically.The man named Danish turned his head, returned Herrin's cynical smile and then he walked away.After walking around the campus, he decided to leave. He skipped his first class.***Herrin stood among the thousands of spectators. His eyes were focused on the two people who were punching each other. Unfortunately, he was too late to see the match, so he
Herrin stepped into the room that was right next to hers. Slowly he opened the door to the room, a room with purple shades in which there were many photo frames that contained himself with violets.In this room, Violet slept when she stayed at his house. How could that be? How could he allow all this? How could that girl have the heart to snatch her own sister's lover!Herrin looked at all of these things hatefully, especially the pictures of him and Violet! It is supposed to be the pictures of him with Alyne.Herrin's hand reached out for one of the photos. While looking at him, he snorted in disgust full of hatred.Prang! He smashed the photo into pieces. Just as her feelings were also shattered into pieces.***"Bro?" Lily knocked on Herrin's door, but he didn't open it."Bro? Bro Herrin?"
"Now I will go. I will miss you," said Alyne, hugging Danish. "When will you be back?" asked Danish while still holding her. Alyne shook her head slowly. "I don't want to go back. Nobody wants me here." Slowly Alyne let go of her hand from Danish's body. 'I've always wanted you,' Danish thought. "Wish you always happy there. Take care," Danish looked at her eyes sincerely. She smiled and nodded, "I hope you're happy here too. Good bye." "Bye." Danish smiled at Alyne's departure until the plane flew away, she is leaving her stupid lover. "I will miss you." *** The next day.. Herrin walked down the classroom corridor. He looked down languidly, as if he no longer had the will to live. As he passed Alyne's classroom, he turned his head, his eyes searching for the girl. He wished he could see her again. He stared blankly at the chair that Alyne used to sit on, n
Herrin lay down on the bed. The incident kept playing in his head. That girl really was kidnapped! She's hurt!"Am I wrong?" he asked himself.Suddenly, the girl's words echoed in his head.'I think our love will make your memory back. But I am wrong.''I think, the problem is that I'm not trying more. But, it turns out that the problem is that you don't want to remember.''Now, I give up. If someday... you can remember... don't blame me...'Herrin shook her head vigorously. "No, no!""Is Alyne really my lover?" His eyes started to glaze over.He rembered how she showed her long hair was shaved and knife wounds all over her body. He shook his head again.Who? Who had done that to her!?Now it's not only his head that hurts, but his chest also feels tight. He felt he had made a big mistake.
Alyne hugged Danish's body tightly, she will really miss this boy later. He wiped Alyne's eyes which let out a few tears. "You promised not to cry."Alyne chuckled softly. "Sorry, Danish. I'm really sad." She wiped the remaining tears from her cheeks. Alyne put her arm around Danish's stomach again."I always wish you happiness, Alyne." "Me too."Both of them hugged each other tightly, before Danish's body suddenly felt stiff in Alyne's arms. She lifted her head, seeing Danish's face now staring intently behind her."What's up?" Alyne loosened her arms from Danishs body, she followed his gaze.She turned her head, then froze when she saw Herrin standing three meters away in front of her. Their eyes were both wide open, after a week of not seeing each other now they were face to face again.Herrin broke his eye contact first, he seemed to snort softly. "Weren't you kidnappe