chapter 1

I remember the first time I met Allen at a grocery store I was with my ex Lawrence, he bought his friend over to see me for the first time all I could think about how fine and delicious he look his body was like hercules coming to tame me like I was a wild beast. All I could think about at that instance us rolling in bed in between the sheets dripping in sweat from the intense heat, waves of lust washing over me, as I reach close to my peak my body starts to tremble then, I hear Lawrence call out my name Maria bring me back from my dream of lust.

Up on hearing my name and coming back to reality I said yes Lawrence he looked at me and said are you okay, not wanting arouse any suspicion I immediately said yes I'm good!! I just was thinking about something he then shook his head and said this is Allen my friend and I just want you to meet him.

I've been knowing him for a while now he's from our neighborhood so he comes over time to time at my mother's house an he's a good friend of the family. never in a million years I thought to myself that would have instant feeling attraction for someone. pushing the thought out of my head because I didn't want Lawrence to continue to question me about why my face expression change and why was I acting this way.

I said to myself get your crap together you in a relationship stop drooling over some man. But I can't help the feeling I'm getting from him.

Something about him turn me on it's very overwhelming powerful. I feel like I found something I lost but it came back to me. I feel like we met before no that can't be right as I said to myself.

I laughed to myself and said maybe in another lifetime we met before maybe we was lovers I wonder to myself. oh stop it don't you dare think about him anymore I said to myself. Hopefully this feeling and this lust will eventually go away. because I am with Lawrence we been in a relationship far to long for to mess our relationship up nope no way I'm doing that shit I said to myself.

looking at the man standing in front will only cause more problems so I need to think of an plan to leave these two alone so I can get my damn mind together. Oh that's right I can her to get groceries for dinner tonight.