LOGIN“He’s been trying to get me back. Tightens his grip when he feels me slip further away.”
“How long have you been married?”
“A couple years.”
He gave a slight nod. “That’s not a good sign. Who was the woman?”
“Someone he works with. Said it didn’t mean anything.”
Both of his elbows went to the bar as he leaned forward, cupping his knuckles in the other hand, the muscles and cords visible up and down his arms.
“I asked if there were others… He said no.”
“You believe him?”
“I—I don’t know.” Every time I thought about what he’d done, I felt so shitty that I wanted to curl into a ball in the corner. It disgusted me, thinking about where his dick had been before it pounded inside me like there had never been any treason.
He continued to watch me, rubbing his knuckles like they were sore from a recent brawl.
“Have any advice?”
He lowered his hands to the counter, taller than me even when he sat down because he had a foot and a half of height on me. “I don’t give advice—just opinion.”
“Okay, then. What’s your opinion?”
A subtle smile moved on to his lips as his eyes flicked away for the first time. “You don’t want my opinion, sweetheart.”
I hated it when men called me that, when they tried to get my attention from across the bar with the endearment, but Bastien pulled it off like it was my actual name. “I want honesty, and that’s something I haven’t gotten in a while.”
His eyes came back to me and stayed there for a long time, studying my face like he could see words in bold ink across my skin. He tilted his head slightly before he released a sigh. “Trust is like glass. It takes time to heat and temper, to make it transparent for both parties to see through. But once it’s shattered, there are so many broken pieces on the floor that it’s impossible to put back together. A year may pass, and you’ll step into the kitchen barefoot for a glass of water and get a shard in your heel. And you’ll remember how it got there.”
A pain settled on my heart, an anchor lowered from a ship, a disappointment so heavy it dropped to the bottom of the ocean.
“Power and wealth can be taken away—and all that’s left is your word. If you don’t have that, then you don’t have anything. He betrayed his word when he betrayed you, so he betrayed himself. There was a chance of redemption by being honest with you, but he chose cowardice instead.”
I hadn’t expected this beautiful man at the bar to have so much depth, to be more than a pretty face with a stiff drink in his hand.
“He tells you there was no one else, but because his word is invalid, you don’t know if you can believe him. A man should treat a woman with the same respect he treats his boys. If anything, she should be his number one guy.”
“You make it sound like you’ve been in a relationship before.”
“No.” His hand rested on the top of his glass. “And that’s why I haven’t been in one. I know what it takes—and I haven’t found a woman worth the effort. Probably never will. Not that I’m looking anyway.” He stared at me as he took a drink from his glass. “So what are you going to do?”
“I’m not sure if I have much of a choice.” Adrien would never stop, constantly blocking any motion to legally separate, showing up at my work and my apartment, as if I would find his persistence charming when fidelity was far more romantic.
“You always have a choice.”
“You don’t know my husband.”
“But I know men.” He gave me a hard stare. “And I know how to get rid of yours.”
“How?”
He shifted his position on the stool, his shirt gripping his muscles with the movement, cords visible up his neck despite the ink that covered his skin. He had a skull right at the center of his throat, a dagger up the right side of his neck, the edge of the blade right at his jawline. “Fuck someone.”
Heat from a roaring fire burst inside me, picturing him as the one doing all the fucking. Buck naked and deep inside me, his fat dick making me come with minimal effort. I knew he had a big dick because of the big dick energy he’d brought into the bar when he’d first walked in.
“No man can see past his ego, and he seems no different to me.”
“What about you? Do you have a big ego?”
He smirked. “I wouldn’t be a man if I didn’t.” He took another drink, making the glass empty with the exception of the ice cubes that hadn’t melted yet. “I’ll take the tab, sweetheart.”
It was the time for him to make his move, but I suspected the offer would never come. He was the magnet that drew everyone in. He didn’t need to chase anyone. Just sit there and wait for all the pretty girls to come to him.
I moved down the bar to the computer and generated his tab, putting in all the drinks that would have put a normal man flat on the floor. But before I could print the tab, I glanced to the other side of the room and instinctively knew something wasn’t right.
Three men entered the bar, moving far too fast if all they wanted was a drink. And they had handkerchiefs tied over the bottom half of their faces to hide their identities from the cameras in all the corners.
Frozen to the spot, all I could do was stand there and watch one of them come at me—with a fucking machete.
He held up the machete at eye level. “Cash in the bag.” He tossed a burlap sack on the counter. The other two men also had their machetes out, watching everyone else in the bar to make sure no one came to my rescue.
I stilled on the spot, struggling to breathe through the sheer panic.
“Bitch, fill the bag.”
I didn’t gasp or scream, but I was frozen to the spot in sheer terror.
“You picked the wrong bar, man.”
My eyes glanced at Bastien, who remained on the stool. Everyone else at the bar had scurried to the wall. The other people in the seating area had tried to crawl under their tables or put their shaking arms in the air. Bastien was the only one who regarded the situation with an insane level of calm.
The man turned his attention to Bastien, taking the heat and the knife off me. “What’d you say, asshole?”
“I’m not the one threatening a girl with a knife, asshole.” He left the stool and stood upright, and he seemed to grow several inches taller from when he had walked inside. He brandished no weapon other than his words, but he was still armed to the teeth with invisible power. “Homines ex codice.”
My eyes flicked back and forth between them, having no idea what was transpiring.
The words were in Latin, but the meaning was unclear. I couldn’t tell if my assailant understood what that meant or if he was just as bewildered as I was.
There was a silent standoff between them, a tension that rose like flames from a newly lit bonfire. The bar was normally loud and boisterous with chatter and laughter, but now it’d gone deadly quiet—like a graveyard.
The asshole with the machete moved, slashing his weapon down like he would hack Bastien to pieces.
I screamed in terror and moved for one of the empty bottles behind the counter.
It happened so fast that I wasn’t sure exactly what transpired, but Bastien made the other man’s face bloody and wrested the machete free. He slammed the guy’s face down on the counter, not once but twice—and broke his nose. He pinned his head to the top of the counter and looked at me. “Your turn, sweetheart.”
I slammed the bottle down on his head, and it shattered into pieces.
“Nice swing.” Bastien let go, and the man dropped to the floor in a pile of broken glass and blood.
The other two rushed to the door to split when shit got real, but Bastien got there first and punched one so hard in the face he slammed into the wall and collapsed on the floor. He made a series of moves on the other guy, blocking the arm holding the machete before slamming his elbow straight into his head and knocking him out cold.
When he was done, a strained silence enveloped the bar, everyone still too afraid to move or speak.
Bastien walked across the hardwood floor and the broken glass, back to the counter where I stood. He pulled out his wallet and rifled through the euros that were stuffed into it, and as if nothing serious had just happened, he asked, “What do I owe you?”
I stilled, facing our bedroom, feeling his hot stare in the back of my head.“Just pretend it never happened?” His voice was like venom from a sharp pair of fangs.I slowly turned back around, seeing those blue eyes turn volcanic.“Because I fucking meant it,” he snapped. “And I’ll say it again—I love you.” He breathed hard again, his jawline sharp as he clenched his jaw. If there was no sound to the scene, it would look like he hated me rather than loved me. “This is where you say it back.”The adrenaline returned, like a storm battling a coast, a siege of a castle. My fingertips were cold to the touch but beaded with sweat. I swallowed air because my mouth was dry. I held his powerful stare but didn’t have the words.“I loved you then, but I was too much of a pussy to say it.”His words were like a wrecking ball against my heart. “So you loved me but left me anyway? You loved me but replaced me with someone else? That makes no sense, Axel.” I’d just survived a horrible ordeal, and I
“What the fuck is wrong with you?” Axel kicked my father and made him groan. “You don’t give a shit about her and never have.”“Please stop,” I said. “Axel, stop.”Then Axel spat on him, spat right on his face.He came back to me, cradling my face in his hands. “Are you alright?”“I’m fine.”“I can take you to the hospital.”I shook my head. “I’m just shaken up, is all.”One of the guys handed Axel a tissue, and he proceeded to wipe the blood off my face.I knew I was safe, but I was still overwhelmed by everything that had just gone down and the horrible fear of what could have happened if Axel hadn’t come.“Baby, I’m here.” He bunched up the bloody tissue and tossed it on the floor. “You’re safe now.”“I know.” I continued to breathe hard, like the danger was still in the room. “It all happened so fast…”He brought me in close and squeezed me tight, pressing a kiss to my temple. “Baby, I love you.” He squeezed me hard and inhaled a deep breath, like he needed the hug more than I did
I could still feel the tension between us. My father was distant with his silence. He had a bit of that same haze Axel had had over the weekend, like he’d had too much to drink but his mind continued to fight it.It was cold in the back room, so I cinched the tie of my coat to keep it tight around my body.Minutes passed, and then voices were audible, uproarious laughter and booming tones, like they were about to head to a party rather than an important meeting. Their footsteps grew louder, and then the guys entered, wearing long-sleeved shirts and hoodies, some of them with tattoos on their faces.My father rose to his feet and shook hands with them. “Nice to see you, gentlemen.” When the guys all turned to look at me, my father made the introduction. “This is my daughter, Scarlett. She helps with the business. She’s going to sit in, if that’s okay.”One of the guys sat across from me, grinning wide. “Oh, that’s more than fine.” A couple of his teeth were missing, and there was a gol
My father took a drink of his wine. “I’m always happy to see you, but what brings you by?”I hadn’t told him I was coming. My thoughts had become too heavy for me to carry any longer. I’d lied to Axel and told him I’d already made dinner plans with my father, and he didn’t question it. “I just haven’t seen you in a while.”He gave a slight nod, but his intelligent eyes showed he didn’t believe me. “Nothing too interesting has happened in my life since we last spoke. I went to the opera the other night, and then I tried that new restaurant they finally opened.”“Who did you go to the opera with?”“A friend,” he said quickly and didn’t elaborate. “How are you?”“I met Axel’s parents the other night. They’re assholes. Well, his father is. His mother didn’t say a word.”My father drank his wine.“I just don’t understand how a father can turn his back on his own son.”He remained quiet, bringing his hands together between his knees. “Families can be complicated.”“But they shouldn’t be com
“I just wanted to congratulate all of you on the hard work you’ve done,” the prime minister said. “Preserving your history, but also keeping these historic sites available to the public. Most people would have sold everything off or let it fall into ruin, but you have maintained your legacy and the legacy of your people…” He continued on, oblivious to the hostility between the two parties.I stared at his parents, who both stared at Axel like he was carrying a bloody hatchet. Then in the middle of the prime minister’s speech, they turned away and walked off, choosing to be rude instead of suffering their son’s presence.“Uh, did I miss something?” Prime Minister Amato asked, looking at Axel again.“My parents and I aren’t close,” Axel said. “We’re like the North Pole and Antarctica.”“Oh.” He slid his hand into his pocket. “I’m sorry to hear that.”“It is what it is,” Axel said. “So, how are the kids?” He brushed it off like it was no big deal, like it didn’t make him lose sleep or su
It was just like the night she’d shown up to confront me. The rain hit the windows hard. The fire cast shadows in the corners. She’d been the one in a callous mood, but now I was the one who’d bottled my ferocity.She slowly crept into the room, her eyes shifting back and forth as she absorbed my foul mood. She stopped next to the other chair, the one my lawyer had just occupied. Silence stretched for seconds as she looked at me. “Everything alright…?”“I just received a restraining order from my parents.”She didn’t say a word, but she somehow conveyed an entire conversation with her face, moving through shock, mild surprise, raw offense, and then lingering sadness. “Do you want to be alone?”Under normal circumstances, I probably wouldn’t have spoken to anyone for days, bottling the moment and letting it poison my organs in silence. But there was something about Scarlett that made me feel differently, that made me want to pull her close rather than push her away. “No.”She sat in th







