Mag-log inLyra's POVI sat in front of the mirror while the hairdresser finished styling my hair.Across the room, Lillian is on the bed, writing with her complete attention focused on the task."I'm done, ma'am," the hairdresser said.I looked at my reflection. She truly did an amazing job. I always hire different people to style my hair, but I think I'll stick with this one; she's so good."Lillian, look at how she styled my hair! I look so young."Without lifting her head, Lillian mumbled"Yes, it looks good, Mom," "Lillian, what are you doing? You didn't even look at my hair, girl!""Oh, Mom, I'm busy. Please give me a few minutes." Her voice held that familiar teenage impatience."Just a second's stare?" I said in disbelief."What I'm really doing is important.""Okay.""You did an incredible job," I said, turning to the hairdresser, my hand brushing the silky strands. "What's your monthly rate? I'm willing to offer three thousand dollars if you'll handle all my hair every Saturday for t
Lyra’s POVIn the middle of the night, a sharp thud echoed in the silence. I jolted up, eyes half-open, fingers fumbling for the bedside lamp. When the light flicked on, I turned and tapped the space beside me."Hey… Lucian, did you hear that sound?" I mumbled, still thick with sleep.But my hand landed on nothing—just empty sheets.My eyes snapped open fully now. Lucian wasn't there.His wheelchair… missing too."Oh God…" I whispered, my voice trembling as I sat up. “How did he even manage to climb off the bed… or get into the wheelchair by himself?”Heart pounding, I stood up and headed straight to the bathroom. Empty.I rushed out and checked every room, calling out for him in thick whispers. Nothing. Even Lilian was sound asleep in her room.And then I remembered that noise.I walked toward the stairs, and there—halfway down—someone was lying motionless.My breath caught. I sprinted down, and with shaky fingers, flicked on the stairway light.Lucian. Unmoving. Quiet. On the ground
Lyra’s POVIn the middle of my sleep, I somehow heard someone struggling. I didn’t know if I was dreaming, but when I opened my eyes, I saw Lucian struggling to open a bottle in his hand. I thought it was his medicine, so I stood up tiredly and opened it for him just as he brought it close to his mouth.I noticed it was poison.I quickly grabbed it from him, threw it away, and slapped him hard.I didn’t know why, but I really got scared, thinking I would lose him.I must admit now, I have fallen in love with him like this—not the way he was before.“Why would you kill yourself?” I shouted.“Don’t you think about Lillian’s life? How will she feel?” I snarled.But he didn’t say anything. He just kept his head down, not meeting my gaze.“I’m talking to you,” I said as I lifted his head to look at me.“I’m sorry,” he whispered.I don’t know how, but I found myself hugging him, almost making him fall from the wheelchair, but I steadied him.“Please don’t ever think you should give up on li
Lucian’s POVI didn’t sleep.The whole night, I sat by the window, watching her. Lyra twisted and turned in her sleep—it seemed I awakened her pleasure, she was in so much need. How I wish I could be of help.I pictured her draped across my chest, how she moaned.When it had come time to claim her body, my bloody cock betrayed me. I didn’t believe what the doctor told me. How I wish I had told her about this—if she could still marry me like this.Now, it is obvious I won’t be able to have intercourse with her; to say nothing of being able to penetrate a woman.The reality of this hit me in the chest with all the force of a blow. The pain of it made me feel like I should rather die.I have failed at the one thing a man was supposed to excel at.Not to mention, I have disappointed the woman I had abused—but it’s time to fulfill her wish, and I couldn’t.Picturing how she tried to make my cock stand again but couldn’t, I saw the frustration in her beautiful eyes.I don’t know how tears s
Lyra'S POV“okay.” I said Though I didn’t know how it would work,I noticed how he is struggling to raise himself up to my faceSo I lower myself to him.And he started kissing me.He was so good in kissing me and I feel my neck paining me due to how I stretch it So I stand and climb on top of him. My dress spread out around us. “hope you are comfortable” I asked and he nodded.Lucian held me close and kissed my lips. The longer he kissed, the closer I pressed my body against his chest. His lips and tongue made me shiver, and it made me wanting more, so I open my mouth for him more. My body felt hot and hungry, like something wild inside me being open up.Lucian groaned deep in his chest. He stopped kissing my lips and moved his mouth to my neck, then to the top of my chest. He licked and nibbled the skin of my chestI kissed under his jaw and near his ear, making him gasp as he struggled with the buttons on my dress.Lucian pulled my dress down, showing my breasts. “Beautiful.
Lyra’s POVThe morning I said yes, it felt as though the house itself stopped breathing. I didn’t even know when the words left my lips, maybe out of exhaustion, maybe out of pity, maybe because of the way Lilian clung to me and sobbed into my dress. I had always imagined my “yes” to marriage would feel like freedom, like finally claiming the life I wanted. Instead, my chest felt hollow, my voice dry as sandpaper.Lucian’s eyes had widened, disbelief swimming in them, like a drowning man who suddenly tasted air. His lips trembled, but he didn’t speak right away. For once, he wasn’t the man who always had a quick retort. He looked broken… yet grateful.My parents were stunned to hear the news but they approve it thinking maybe that will make me happy.From that moment, the days blurred into preparations. My parents insisted on something modest—quiet, private, nothing the press could sink their teeth into. Just family, close friends, and the priest. They said it was best for my sanity,







